Killer Emotions: Konnichiwa! This is a very long chapter but sadly there isn't any Inuyasha and Kagome moments here. But hopefully this would still create an impact, enjoy the story!
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Chapter 8: There she is…..
Inuyasha's P.O.V.
I looked outside the window aimlessly as we awaited for our arrival in the Takahashi Kingdom.
I haven't been in there for 7 years and I have never thought that I would come back and see her….
I shook my head, not wanting to bother myself about it. We just came here for signing the peace treaty, an alliance again with them.
You let her die!
What is up with that dream? More like a nightmare…..
I have never had a dream like that before especially when my dad is involve. What does it mean? Why did a dream that? Why? I couldn't understand what's the connection to all this concerning about him and Kagome. Does it mean that our engagement should be broken? Will she be in danger if she's married to me?
I look down on my hand and realized that it was clenching to a fist, it's shaking rigidly.
What the hell?
I unclenched my fist and relaxed my hand. Am I tense or something? For what? The dream? Or is it because…….of her. I sighed. I shouldn't think about that right now. It's all in the past.
I hope……….
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A woman with long raven hair that reaches on her bottom, gazing at the garden with those dark brown apathetic orbs as she drinks her tea, alone. Even though her eyes shows the lack of enthusiasm or any emotion, she feels an inner fire within her.
She has waited for 5 years for this to come.
"Inuyasha………….."
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"Queen Izayoi! It's pleasure meeting you again after all these years!", the queen of the Takahashi Kingdom, Kaede, exclaimed as she and her husband, the King, approaches them from their throne.
"It's nice to see you as well your Highness", Izayoi curtsied while Sesshomaru and Inuyasha bowed in greeting.
"Oh please, bow no more, we are friends now aren't we? After all that's why we are having this peace treaty, are we not?", the King said as he gave them a smile that showed his deep dimples.
Hmph! That's not really the point of having this treaty….., Sesshomaru thought as he observed the King's presence.
He's taller than Kaede, with brown skin, long black hair that's tied in a braid and eyes of either a Korean or a Japanese. He's from the Orient?, Sesshomaru thought. His black eyes doesn't show strictness yet a firm look. He sniffed around the room, there isn't any malice scent.
'Ara?', Sesshomaru turned around to look at Inuyasha, he sense a weariness, tension and something else he couldn't describe. Inuyasha's teeth are grtting, his long bangs are covering his face so he couldn't understand what he feels right now.
What is wrong with Inuyasha…..
"Anyway, the feudal lords and other nobles aren't here yet so we could send a servant to show you a room to rest for a bit while waiting",said Kaed. Izayoi looked at her sons and they both shook their heads. She turned back to Kaede.
"There's no need for that your Highness, I'm sure my sons will busy themselves around here. Plus I wanted to talk to the both of you if you don't mind", said Izayoi
"Sure we won't mind. Let's go to the study room them", Kaede replied then 3 of them walked to the study leaving the two brothers behind.
"So….what are you doing to do Inuyasha?", asked Sesshomaru as observed his brother, anticipating what he'll say.
Inuyasha just walked out of the throne room without a word. Sesshomaru closed his eyes.
Just as I thought…Inuyasha…..
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Inuyasha's P.O.V.
I'm finally here……
I walked to the castle hallways as I looked around the familiar portraits and sculptures.
Just like how they used to be….
I can't believe I'm back, I never thought this day would come. I wonder if I'll see her. I sighed. I know we will, later in the conference room where we'll sign the peace treaty. We'll become an alliance with this Kingdom just like before. I jumped out the window then to the roof, settling myself down as I watch the horizon.
She and I used to come here a lot…
Flashback
The sky is crystal clear as slight breezes pass by, making the leaves fly away and tree branches makes sounds that gives a pleasant feeling of peace.
"The sky is so clear! I've never seen a sky this clear and so blue before!", a little girl exclaimed as her dark brown eyes shines with happiness. Appreciating the scenery in front of her. Feeling the breeze touching her long black hair that's been tied in a low ponytail with a white ribbon. Beside her is her best friends, who's wearing a white shirt and red shorts with small brown boots. He has long white hair and golden eyes, also a feature which makes him unique from others, his dog ears.
"Hey, Inuyasha?", Inuyasha tuned to look at the girl with a questioning look.
"Eh?", she looked at him with a big smile
"We'll meet again with a sky so blue and clear as this one day, that's for sure!", she exclaimed. The boy grinned, his eyes filled with happiness and peace.
"Definitely!", he said with enthusiasm
"Let's make this a promise", she said as she held out her pinky. Inuyasha looks confuse but minutes later he finally understood.
"Yep! I promise!", he replied as placed his pinky finger over hers.
"Mou! You're so slow Inuyasha!", she groaned
"Heheheheheheehehe!", he laughed and the two continued admiring the clear blue sky as if it is their last.
End of Flashback
That happened 7 years ago……
I look up at the clear blue sky. It seems we broke our promise……
"INUYASHA!", I turned around to see who called out to me
"Hmm? Ack!"
"Inuyasha! It's so good to see you again! I haven't seen you in awhile!"
"Gah! Get off me Shippou!", I yelled as I yanked off the fox boy off me. I looked at the 8 yr old boy's profile. He has bushy hazel hair with green eyes and a busy brown tail too.
They've met two years ago because the Inu Kingdom held a grand ball and he and his family were invited. His family are close friends to his father. Their family's specialty is doing magic. Their clan came from a bloodline of wizards and sorceress, they died from the war 10 years ago where his father was in, they were supporting his father that time. Shippou's clan survived the war but their ancestors died.
"Eh? Inuyasha? What are you doing just staring like that? Come on! Let's go play!", Shippou exclaimed.
WHAM!
"Aaahhh! It hurts! Watcha do that for!", the boy yelled, complaining on why I punched him.
"Keh! Shut up! And I have no time to play with you plus I'm too old to play with kids like you"
"Being 19 isn't old! You're still a teenager!"
"I'm 19 and I already have responsibilities to do like having a meeting for this peace treaty, oh yeah…… why are you here anyway?"
"Oh, well once I heard that you were coming to this meeting I decided to come plus I was thinking of staying over with you guys after this meeting is over, I already asked my parents permission about it,hehe!", he grinned
WHAM!
"Waaaa! That hurts you know!"
"Idiot...don't decide things on your own….stupid fox", I cursed, clenching my fist that used to punch him on the head.
"I'm gonna tell Aunt Izayoi on you!", he wailed as he jumped off the roof.
"OI!"
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"Why are you here?", the little girl fidgeted from his stare
"L-lord S-sesshomaru…..it's nice s-seeing y-you a-again…."
Sesshomaru looks at the girl before him that he hasn't seen 2 years ago. Her black hair has gown longer that reaches below her shoulders, her height is just about his waist and right now her hazel brown eyes shows happiness yet nervousness.
"Don't make me repeat myself, Rin", Rin blushed at his stare
"Well…I came here with my parents because….they said you would be here, Lord Sesshomaru", Sesshomaru sighed
"I have to go the conference room now, the meeting might start soon", Sesshomaru said then he walked out from the library as Rin just stood there on her spot, she sighed.
I guess nothing has changed at all….Lord Sesshomaru…., she thought feeling down
"Rin?"
"Eh?", her eyes widen with surprise, she turned to him.
"Did you do well in your studies?", he asked which earned him a small from her.
"Yes, Lord Sesshomaru"
"I would like to hear on what you learned after the meetings", her eyes widen, disbelief in her eyes when she heard Sesshomaru's words then she hit herself with realization.
She smiled then nodded.
He nodded then he left, leaving Rin behind with her thoughts.
Lord Sesshomaru, thank you……….
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Inside the conference room are the nobles, feudal lords and other aristocrats sitting down as they waited for the 2 Royal families to arrive.
The guards opened the 2 grand doors. First came in Izayoi next Sesshomaru then Inuyasha, the stand by on the vacant seats on the left side.
It's time…….., Inuyasha thought as he anticipated on who he was expecting for.
The announcer came inside then stand by on the left side of the door.
"Presenting King Yuki", the man announced as King Yuki walked inside the room then took his seat at the end of the table.
"Presenting Queen Kaede", Kaede walked then too her seat on the right side of her husband.
"And last but not the least, Princess Kikyo", a woman with long raven hair with dark brown eyes comes inside wearing a long dress that touches the ground. It has long medieval sleeves which are elasticated above the elbow, and have a braid trim.
The rest of the dress is made from a deep burgundy crushed velvet. It is cut away at the sides, and has lacing, enabling the dress to be pulled in as desired.
The dress is trimmed with a lovely pastel green/pink/burgundy braid. This is also used as mock belt at the front. Her hair flows down to her bottom. She walks graciously to her seat which is beside her mother.
Kikyo….we finally meet…., Inuyasha thought as he gazed at her.
Inuyasha……..you have grown so much, do you still think of me as I think of you everyday?, Kikyo thought, trying hard to control her feelings as she sees Inuyasha who is standing across from the table.
"Everyone be seated", said the King then everyone sat down.
"As you all know, we have come here for this peace treaty. An alliance with an old friend, the Inu Kingdom. I know the Takahashi Kingdom and the Inu Kingdom had differences in the past because of the war that occurred 10 years ago.", the King paused for a bit looking at his guests.
"And as you may know the cause of that war was because of my wife's ex-husband and King of this Kingdom. The betrayal of Asadom. He betrayed the great Daimyo, Inu Taishou, for riches, power and control in different lands. He fought Lord Inu Taishou, his bestfriend, for that. I know he has caused a lot of bloodshed. A lot of pain to everyone, the innocents and especially the 2 royal families involved in these. Friends parted and promises broken. I understand what you have gone through and I understand why you are having doubts of having this alliance."
"But I would clearly make my point right now. I am NOT Asadom. I am not the kind of person who would betray his family, his friends and neighboring countries. I would keep my promise as a King of this Kingdom and as a man.", he paused for a bit taking a deep breath.
"The Royal family of the Inu Kingdom must have a big heart or very reasonable and wise to have an alliance with us again even though they have gone through many hardships because of this. So I wanted to declare deep gratefulness and appreciation for accepting us back. Thank you"
He stopped then he sat down. Everyone especially the 3 important guests were shock on his speech. They never expected a speech from this meeting. They thought that they would just sign papers, shake hands, small talks then leave go back home.
Izayoi turned to her sons. Sesshomaru smirked while Inuyasha gave a small grin. She turned to Kaede and Yuki with a smile. She nodded at the two.
Minutes later the peace treaty was signed and everyone shook hands, happy with the accomplishment.
"Inuyasha"
Inuyasha turned to source of the voice, his eyes widen, it was Kikyo who called him. She motioned for him to follow her. So the two left the conference room. Inuyasha followed Kikyo to the gardens. She sat down on the fountain and he followed suit. They stayed silent, tension in the air. A few aching minutes later the silence broke.
"It's been a long time Inuyasha….", he nodded
"Aa"
"I'm glad……", he turned to look at her
"I'm glad that you came back, that we've finally seen each other again"
"Aa", Kikyo turned to look at him with a questioning look and what he sees a bit of sadness.
"Why so silent Inuyasha? Is something wrong?", he shook his head
"No, there's nothing wrong", I hope…. He thought. He felt Kikyo's presence growing near as she scooted herself to seat near him. He wanted to move away but he didn't afraid of what Kikyo might think. He stiffened when Kikyo rested her head on his shoulders.
"I miss you so much Inuyasha…", he closed his eyes
No Kikyo, please don't do this…….
Flashback
"W-what are you doing?", Kikyo asked as she watches Inuyasha packing his stuff in his bedroom. He just stayed silent. She went nearer to him, touching his shoulder.
"Inuyasha?", he just ignored and you continued packing. Her eyes shows dread.He shook him on the shoulder, he still ignored so she shook him harder this time.
"Inuyasha please answer me!", she yelled,she stopped shaking when Inuyasha stopped. Inuyasha turned to look at her with tears in his eyes. She let go of him, dread in her eyes and a pang in her heart.
"Inuyasha? What's going on?", he wiped his tears then continued packing.
"I'm leaving", he replied. Her eyes widen with shock and horror.
"L-leaving? Why?"
"I have to, you and my kingdom are enemies now."
"But that doesn't mean you have to leave, right? It's only them who hates each other. You don't me, do you?", he shook his head.
"Then we're still friends, right?"
"Aa…", then the unexpected happened. Kikyo hugged him. His eyes widen while hers burst into tears.
"Inuyasha…I don't want you to go…please don't go…", she loosened his grip on him then looked at his face. Inuyasha is still in shock.
'What is up with Kikyo? She's been acting strange for awhile now', he thought
"I love you", she said. His eyes widen with shock that he couldn't stop her from putting her lips on him. He feels from the kiss, if you could call that a kiss. It feels different. It feels…….not right.
She moved back then hugged him again.
"I love you Inuyasha, please don't leave me", he lightly pushed her back from the hug.
"Sorry I have to go….", he closed his suitcase then left the room, leaving Kikyo with her tears, thoughts and a broken heart.
'Sorry Kikyo….'
End of Flashback
"Inuyasha?"
Inuyasha snapped back to reality.
Yes….that happened when we were younger….14 in fact….does she still feel the same?, he thought then he saw a hand in front of him.
"Inuyasha? Hello? Are you there? Somewhere?", Kikyo asked as she waved her hand in front of his face.
"Oh, sorry Kikyo. I was just thinking….", he replied. Kikyo has a curious look on her face.
"What were you thinking?", he stiffened a bit then he sighed.
"About what happened back then 5 years ago….", her eyes widen with shock then she looked down on the ground.
"Ah, I see….Inuyasha?", he turned to her.
"I still do"
His eyes widen with shock.
Nooo….you're lying…this can't be happening…
"Kikyo stop", she looks at him with a questioning gaze.
"What do you mean?"
"You shouldn't….shouldn't…feel anything about me!", her eyes widen. Feeling that pang in her heart again.
"Why? Why Inuyasha? Tell me!", he gritted his teeth, trying to control his temper.
"Inuyasha! Speak up! Tell me! WHY!", he snapped.
"Because I don't feel the same way!"
"W-what?", he let out a breath. Composing himself. I finally said it….I didn't expect this to happen this way….
"Sorry Kikyo but I don't feel what you feel for me. I was hoping that you forgot about, that you have moved on."
"I do want to move on. With you.", she replied.
"That won't happen Kikyo. It will never be. Please forget about it or even forget about me."
Kikyo puts her hand on her chest, clutching the part where her heart is,aching.
"I see…..Inuyasha"
"Hmm?"
"Please leave….."
After an agonizing minute, he nodded then left her. Kikyo then broke down in tears.
Inuyasha…I never knew this would happened. Have I read you all wrong from before? That I thought you loved me the same way?
'Friends parted and promises broken.'
Remembering what her step-father said.
"The war is still on….."
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"Hah! Checkmate!", Kagome exclaimed, smiling for her victory
"WHAT! No way! You must cheated or something!"
"Nope, I beat you fair and square now you know what's the consequences,right?"
Kouga's eyes are filled with dread as Kagome showed him the pink toga.
"Noooooooo!"
"It's over!", she said.
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