(A/N) I think this might be my only other chapter for this sitting. It's late where I am.
Disclaimer: The Teen Titans could never be owned by one so piteous as I.
The Annotated Raven – August 30th
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11:00 p.m.
So, I haven't written in this thing for a good reason. I wasn't fully done with getting over what happened with Robin.
Affection says I have to be honest, so forget that last sentence. I haven't tried anything since Robin because I was scared I would just get hurt like that again. People have no idea how badly something can annoy you about some promise you made when they don't need sleep and exist inside your head.
And that brings me to now. I'm going to continue on with this, and because of what Affection keeps telling, that means I'm going to try and get Cyborg to notice me.
I feel so pathetic right now.
I'll just keep showing up to help Cy with his 'baby' more often. That should give us some chances to talk and me a few chances to make a fool of myself again.
Affection says I have to stop putting myself down. Now I feel pathetic. My own emotions are turning into therapists for me. It won't matter if I stop writing this in Affection's realm. Apparently, she can see whatever I write in here as I write it since it's a journal about searching love that I'm writing.
Anyway, I'll probably start tomorrow.
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(A/N) Read "Heart in a Blender" by Kenji Star. Go. If you haven't, now's the time. It's especially the right time since I won't be updating for at least another twelve hours. Oh yeah, and I wouldn't turn down a review if you sent one off. With how short these bits are, if I find that this is turning out to be crap, then at least that means that there's a good chance I can steer it away from the brown waters and back into the briny deep blue of the ocean.