I got reviews, good reviews. Me happy, me sad now so I write this, even though I said it was a one shot deal, oh-well. This is nightmare time. Dis- I don't own the TT
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BB's POV
About a month after the Tragedy-
(Dream Sequence)
They hold me back as the canon takes aim at her. It hit and she falls, down and down into the abyss. I can't break free till she's falling. "Raven, Raven!!!" I scream into the black hole that the person I love keeps falling in as I struggle against the demons of my guilt. The guilt that she's dead as I live. She lies cold in her grave as I breathe.
I run to the edge of the hole and throw my hand in, trying to save her, trying to let her live, but I can't change the truth, she's dead. She falls till I can't see her anymore, I scream, scream her name, why. Then I bolt up, covered in cold sweat.
(Out dream)
The other titans have given me all the support they can. They leave me alone enough, let me have my space, but they can't hide the pity I see in their eyes. It triggers the anger, then I normally go into my room, hit the punching bag in their a few times, flop onto my bed, stare at the dark ceiling until the anger, the anger that my friends pity me, till the anger at myself starts. I start thinking about ways I could've saved her. I take out the blade from inside 'Dr. Jekell and Mr. Hyde', a book she gave me for Christmas. I place it against my skin, starting to add pressure, until Raven's voice goes of inside my head, telling me that we can't change the truth, no matter how much we dislike it. Then I start feeling sorry for myself, start cry that Raven's gone. Not big sobs, just silent tears, as I whisper, "Why did you leave me, Rae?" over and over again.
I'm going mad inside, rage, anger, pity; they all are ripping my heart apart even more then it is, or ripping what's left of it, breaking it more, bruising it more, tearing it more so that it nothing more then microscopic fibers.
(At Raven's grave, speaking to it like it was her, like they always do on TV. BB's in a rain/trench coat)
Why did you have to die Raven? Their was so much that I wanted to tell you, so much that I wanted to hear from you. Your last words keep ringing around in my head like a gong. "BB, I love you, I always have, good bye." You died in my arms. I miss you Raven, I really do. (He rests his hand against the marble as if it was her shoulder. Stands up and stuffs hands in pockets. Transforms into eagle and flies back to Titan's Tower.)
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I know it was kind of bad, but tell me how it made you feel. REVIEW
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BB's POV
About a month after the Tragedy-
(Dream Sequence)
They hold me back as the canon takes aim at her. It hit and she falls, down and down into the abyss. I can't break free till she's falling. "Raven, Raven!!!" I scream into the black hole that the person I love keeps falling in as I struggle against the demons of my guilt. The guilt that she's dead as I live. She lies cold in her grave as I breathe.
I run to the edge of the hole and throw my hand in, trying to save her, trying to let her live, but I can't change the truth, she's dead. She falls till I can't see her anymore, I scream, scream her name, why. Then I bolt up, covered in cold sweat.
(Out dream)
The other titans have given me all the support they can. They leave me alone enough, let me have my space, but they can't hide the pity I see in their eyes. It triggers the anger, then I normally go into my room, hit the punching bag in their a few times, flop onto my bed, stare at the dark ceiling until the anger, the anger that my friends pity me, till the anger at myself starts. I start thinking about ways I could've saved her. I take out the blade from inside 'Dr. Jekell and Mr. Hyde', a book she gave me for Christmas. I place it against my skin, starting to add pressure, until Raven's voice goes of inside my head, telling me that we can't change the truth, no matter how much we dislike it. Then I start feeling sorry for myself, start cry that Raven's gone. Not big sobs, just silent tears, as I whisper, "Why did you leave me, Rae?" over and over again.
I'm going mad inside, rage, anger, pity; they all are ripping my heart apart even more then it is, or ripping what's left of it, breaking it more, bruising it more, tearing it more so that it nothing more then microscopic fibers.
(At Raven's grave, speaking to it like it was her, like they always do on TV. BB's in a rain/trench coat)
Why did you have to die Raven? Their was so much that I wanted to tell you, so much that I wanted to hear from you. Your last words keep ringing around in my head like a gong. "BB, I love you, I always have, good bye." You died in my arms. I miss you Raven, I really do. (He rests his hand against the marble as if it was her shoulder. Stands up and stuffs hands in pockets. Transforms into eagle and flies back to Titan's Tower.)
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I know it was kind of bad, but tell me how it made you feel. REVIEW