Title: I'm sorry

Author: Mindy (Ms. Vedi)

Genre: General/Tragedy I guess

Rating: PG-13 for themes maybe :shrug:

Synopsis: I bet you look just like me…I guess I'll never know

Disclaimer: I disclaim

I'm sorry

I bet you look just like me…I guess I'll never know. You would've been a week-old if you were alive, and I haven't seen you mother in nine-months. I'm so sorry she took the chance of a life from you, she was selfish…selfish and irresponsible.

But the doctor said you were dead and I...
I say it's senseless
Sometimes I think I hear you smiling
Sometimes I think you're here
Prince 'Another Lonely Christmas'

I'm sorry you never took your first steps or said your first words, and I'm sorry I didn't know you existed until after you were gone. I often wonder whether you were a boy or a girl. If you were a girl I would've wanted to name you Paris…because that's the most beautiful city I've ever seen… and you would've been the most beautiful baby I've ever seen. If you were a boy I'd have named you Gabriel…you know like the angel because that's what you would've been, my angel. I turned seventeen on the day you would've been born…yeah your old man is getting up there. I used to hate you mother for taking you away from me, for stealing your life but I've forgiven her, for you and for me. I hope that one day I'll meet you up there in heaven…I hope you'll call me daddy and hug me like you've been here all along…I hope you look like just like me but I guess I'll never know…

Now you're gone
I wonder why
You left me here
I think about it on,
and on, and on, and on again

I know you're never coming back
I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do...

You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me
Is gone and I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I leave you here
I'll meet you there

I wish I could of told you
the things I kept inside
but now I guess it's just to late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is good-bye one last time

You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me
Is gone and I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I leave you here
I'll meet you there

Meet you there...

And where I go
You'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right here with me

I'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I leave you here
I'll meet you there

Simple Plan 'I'll meet you there'

Lady V

Circa 2005