The Reason
Serenity of the Moon
Rated: PG-PG13
Language: English
Season: SM R
Disclaimer- I don't own Sailor Moon
Hey everyone! I am soooooooooooo sorry it took so long! I had a major writers block and then my computer wasn't working and then I didn't have time cause I had to do a research for school. I'm soooooo sorry! Well this is it! The last chapter! I know, I should have warned you guys before. I worked really hard on this story! Please read my notes on the bottom! Who knows! You might be mentioned!
Where is she? I looked around the room and saw no sign of Serena. There's Rita and Andrew, Nathen, Zack, Kevin, Raye, Jed, Amy, and Lita.
Ding dong
I turned my attention to the door. There she is! I was about to run to the door but Andrew beat me to it and opened the door. I held my breath and hoped it was Serena. Who else could it be?
"Hi guys!" I let out the breath in disappointment. It's only Mina. I was about to look away when Dave walked in. Then that means…Behind Dave, Serena walked in with her radiant smile. I noticed right away that they were holding hands and it didn't look like they were going to let go soon.
"Hey, everyone! Sorry we're late. We had to pick Serena up and she took forever," Mina explained. I looked at Serena and realized it was well worth the wait. She was wearing black heels with pink straps, a black skirt that stopped at her mid thigh and a silver chain-like belt that hung loosely on her hips. Her blouse was an off-the-shoulder with sleeves down to her elbows. It was a light shade of pink that went over the skirt. She wore a silver necklace that stopped right above her breasts. Um…when did I suddenly take an interest in her clothes?
They entered and as they passed me, Serena looked in my direction and for the first time I noticed she was wearing makeup. Not as much as those creepy old ladies I see everyday walking down the street. She had on a light pink eye shadow, black eye liner and a clear lip gloss…Now I'm looking at her make up. What's next? Her pours?
Hellos' were passed, jackets were hung and they sat with Serena in the middle. "Hey, Mina!" Lita yelled across the room. There was music playing but she didn't really have to yell. Mina turned her attention from Serena to Lita. "Come to the kitchen for a minute. I need your help with the food." Mina? Help? In the kitchen? Is it me or might I suffer from food poisoning? A few seconds later Mina came and started pulling my arm. She took me by surprise and sat me down next to Serena, saying something about saving her seat.
"Come on, Dave," she said trying to pull Dave up.
"I think I'll stay thanks." Talk about harsh. Would Serena let him talk that way to her friends?
"I said…let's go, Dave," Mina said in a more commanding voice. Dave gave her a look that said. 'Not a chance.'
What's wrong with him? I've never seen him act that way towards Mina. "Dave, just go. With Mina in the kitchen, Lita is going to need all the help possible." He looked at me, his eyes wide for some reason.
"But what about…?" he asked looking at Darien from the corner of his eye. I let out a sigh.
"Dave, we talked about this already," I said, referring to this afternoon. I have to admit I was shocked by what he told me. He came up with a solution but I'm not too sure about it. I have a feeling he will have a hard time following. Especially after this little scene.
What is she talking about? What did they talk about? They were now just looking at each other like they were talking telepathically. Dave let out sigh and stood up. He left for the kitchen with Mina leading the way.
We talked about it and I know Serena doesn't love me but… After she walked off I followed her. She didn't realize it until she stopped at the food court. Then I spilled. I told her everything! I told her about how I fell in love with her after one night out. About my meeting with Darien, which seemed to please her, and about my determination to win her heart.
She had been shocked to say the least. It broke my heart to see her give me a sad look. She told me how sorry she was and that she should have known it was a bad idea to involve anyone else. "I don't want to hurt you…I still love Darien. I never quit," she had said. In the end I told her I would never forget her after I moved back to England and that I would help her get Darien back but when we got here my jealousy took over me. I don't know if I can control my jealousy but I'll try…for Serena.
We just sat there. I didn't know what to say. I knew I wanted him to hold me and never let me go and tell me how much he loves me. I saw the girls around me flirt with Darien's friends. I felt jealous that they could show their feelings. I already know that Darien loves me and I'm pretty sure he knows I love him but I wan him to tell me why he broke up with me if he loves me.
"Hey everyone, dinner is ready!" Lita yelled out a few minutes later. I stood up and took my time to walk to the kitchen. When I got there everyone was talking and there were only two empty seats. One next to Darien and the other next to Dave. I noticed Lita was still bringing things to the table so one of the seats was hers.
Both of Darien and Dave's eyes were on me. Amy must have seen what was going on and said, "Why don't you sit by me Serena? I've been meaning to talk to you about something." She was sitting an empty seat away from Darien. When Lita came she put down some napkins in from of everyone and looked at me questionably. She was running out of things to bring.
David stood up and pulled the chair next to him saying, "Have a seat Serena." I didn't want to cause a scene so I sat. Lita let out a sigh as she sat down.
Darien was full of conversation. Amy and Zack were talking about what carrier they wanted in the future. It turned out they both wanted to be doctors. Lita and Nathen were talking what ever came into their heads like betting that they could beat each other in an arm wrestling match. Raye was refusing to talk to Jed because of some stupid thing he said but I could tell she was just playing hard to get. Mina was flirting with Kevin and oddly he didn't seem to mind. Andrew was being a good host and getting everyone anything they needed, having conversations with everyone and not letting Rita lift a finger for anything.
Dave was trying to talk to me but I spaced out and was looking at Darien. He was nodding to something Andrew said and I'm sure he caught me staring at him for the corner of his eye. I quickly looked away.
"Serena?" I turned to Dave. "Do you agree?" I had no idea what he was talking about so I just nodded my head. "You think I should run around the street butt naked?" he asked sarcastically.
"Huh?" What did I agree to?
"Serena, you haven't paid attention to a word I've said."
"I'm sorry," I said looking down at my lap. "I guess I'm not in the mood for conversation."
He gave me a small smile and said, "It's all right."
Through dinner I stayed quiet, like Darien, and tried to listen to everyone around me. Finally dessert came. This caught my attention right away. No matter how down I am, there's always time for sweets.
"Easy Serena. At least wait for us to put the food down," Lita said with a smile. I had to smile too and everyone laughed. As soon as I took my first bight of chocolate cake my eyes lit up. "This is so yummy and sweet!"
"Not as sweet as you." I turned my attention to Dave and saw him look at me with an easy smile on his face.
What is he playing at! First he forces her to sit next to him, and then makes her listen to his boring talk and now he's using cheesy lines to try to win her heart! Who the hell does he think he is? "Oh please. Dave, can't you come up with anything more creative? Isn't Europe suppose to be filled with a love nature?" I asked, surprisingly, calmly.
All right Darien. You want a little competition? You got it. Everyone stopped talking and were looking at me for an answer. I smirked and said, "Now how would you know? Were you so bad with women you had to go there and get lessons?" (I hate myself for adding that!)
Hey! Sure he was a jerk at first but that was only because he was shy! I looked back and forth between them and realized they were getting ready for round two…This might be interesting. As long as it doesn't get too far.
I smirked back and said, "Lessons? They have lessons there? So that explains where you get your cheesy stuff." (Go Darien!)
I've had it with this guy! "What's your problem? I haven't done anything for you to treat my like this. It's not my fault Serena prefers me over you!" (Yeah right.) Something in him snapped. Before I knew what was happening Darien came out of nowhere and I felt a punch on my jaw.
"Darien!" I heard Serena yell. I tackled him down and tried to stay on top but he rolled me over. We were rolling back and forth for a while when I eventually got on top of him. Hah! I ignored the yells for us to stop and I started punching. I was surprised when Darien managed to dodge most of my punches. He stopped one of my punches with his hand and punched my stomach. I let out a groan and fell over when he sat up.
He stood up and said, "Get up."
If I want to beat this guy I want to do it on fair grounds. My temple throbbed but I ignored it. "Guys relax. Come on Dare, I'll take you home." I looked over at Kevin but ignored what he said. I barely dodged Dave but I managed. I saw him from the corner of my eye when he was getting ready to hit. I punched his side but soon received one on my cheek.
I stared wide-eyed. Did I cause all of this? I looked at the guys with worried eyes and they seem to understand. I watched with relief as they pulled them apart. Dave had blood at the corner of his mouth but he ignored it.
"What's wrong Darien? Your father never taught you to fight?" (He's just saying that cause he got beat up!) I looked over at Darien but he showed no emotion or signs of weakness but I knew better. No one can talk about Darien's parents like that! Before I knew what was what, my hand was on Dave's cheek and I heard a loud SLAP. When I removed my hand seconds later, a mark was left behind. Before I lost my nerve and started feeling guilty, I walked out.
I stared wide-eyed at the handprint on his cheek. I looked over at Serena and only caught her pony tails going around the corner. Pulling myself away from Andrew and Kevin, I ran after her. I looked around the room for any signs of her. I knew she hadn't left yet because her jacket was still hanging…Would she leave without it?
I immediately dismissed that thought when I heard a sob. I looked at the balcony which was covered by the curtains but I could tell it was open about an inch or so. I stepped closer, pushed the curtains aside and opened the glass wider. I saw Serena leaning on the rail with her arms crossed over her stomach. I stepped forward, making sure I closed the curtains and glass behind me.
"Go away," Serena said without even looking at me.
Narrator's P.O.V
Serena knew there was somebody behind her but she didn't feel like talking. The only reason she didn't leave was because Andrew's apartment was too far away from her house. "Go away," she said choking back her tears.
What a mess! All she wanted was for Darien to be jealous but noooo! Darien HAD to go pass jealous all because Dave has feelings for her now! She looked down at the street below her. She saw cars zoom by and couples walking close together. She wondered if any of them had to go through what she was going through now.
She had to admit, she was surprised with Darien. Sure he fights evil but she didn't think Dave belonged in that category but Darien might think different. She has never seen Darien fight with his fists and he just proved he's great at that too.
She let out a sigh and wiped away her tears. How she wished none of this ever happened. She wished they were back to before they broke up. Back to when he would comfort her for any little thing. She looked up at the moon. Was it the whole past live thing that made him go away?
She closed her eyes and recalled memories from her past life. She remembered the first time she sneaked down to Earth and saw her prince. His silky black hair had been messy after practice with his sword. She remembered his piercing dark blue eyes look her over. Then he smiled. His smile was so gentle and so…so loving. Serena smiled at her first thoughts. 'So handsome and dreamy.' Then she remembered her first kiss with him. It had been soft and sweet but also full of passion and possession. 'Mine,' he had said with his thoughts and actions.
He made her feel safe and loved. She wanted to feel that again. Suddenly strong arms wrapped around her waist. She caught her breath and knew at once who it was. She tried controlling her breathing and heart beats but no matter what, they were racing out of control.
He rubbed her sides gently with his fingers over the cloth of her blouse. He nudged her slightly but she refused to turn. She couldn't face him…not now. "Serena…," he whispered in her ear. His warm breath tickled her ear and cheek. She tried stopping the shiver that ran through her but she was sure he noticed it because he pulled her closer to him.
She wanted to run but stronger forces made her want to stay and enjoy his warmth. He rested his chin on her shoulder and now all of her back was touching him. "Please…," he said, pleading her to turn. She swallowed hard, still refusing to turn. He quit rubbing her sides for a second and then said, "We need to talk."
"Why!" she suddenly yelled, pulling as far away as she could.
"You know why," he said stepping closer.
"I know why? I don't think I know why you broke up with me," she said with a huff.
"Serena, I tried explaining but you were always around someone. Rini, the girls…Dave."
"You could have pulled me away!" She was trying to put all her anger up front but every time she looked into his eyes it seemed to vanish.
"I know," he said trying to stay calm. The pain in Serena's eyes made him want to bring her into his arms and never let go. "But it never seemed like the right time. My damn ego just wouldn't let me pull you away from your friends because I was afraid of what they would say and every time you were with Dave I wanted to show you how much better I am."
"You don't have to show me idiot! You're al-!" she stopped herself from saying 'You're already better than him!' She looked away and Darien asked, "I'm al- what?"
"Nothing," she mumbled. She took a deep breath and yelled, "Just tell me why you broke my heart!"
"You really want to know?" he yelled, getting closer. He was less then a foot away when he spoke again. "It's because I love you!" He wrapped his arms around her in a tight embrace, with his mouth near his ear. "Because I love you…," he whispered.
Serena couldn't even move her hands, which were squeezed tight between them, but she was able to say, "That still doesn't explain why." She was being childish but she wanted a full explanation.
"Let me explain then," he whispered. She nodded her head against his chest and looked up at him, her forehead bumping against his chin. He kissed the top of her head and started with a whisper. "It started with a dream."
"A dream?"
"A nightmare," he corrected himself. "It started off great." Serena could feel his smile against her head.
"What was happening?"
"I was getting married to the most beautiful…the women I love most in the world."
"Oh?" she asked, hiding her blush. "And who's that?" He let out a chuckle and leaned down to her ear.
"A certain someone…that I caught at Victoria's Secret." She could feel the blush spread all over her body. "And may I add that she looked gorgeous?" She looked down to avoid his eyes. The only thing there was to look at was his chest.
"What happened after?" she asked after a few minutes of silence. She had managed to get rid of the blush but she still couldn't look at him.
"I was leaning down to give you our first kiss as husband and wife…when everything broke."
"Broke?" she asked, finally looking up at him.
"Yes," he said, leaning closer to her ear again, as if wanting only her to hear his fear. "The ground and buildings were destroyed and you were pulled away from me. Then a booming voice told me that if I didn't stay away from you, you would be hurt…you would die…"
She couldn't believe him. He has been avoiding her…just to protect her. She broke free of him and slapped him on the side of his head while saying, "Stupid, idiot!" Shocked didn't seem like the right word to describe what he looked like. The look immediately vanished when she wrapped her arms around him in a hug.
He returned the hug and said, "Now you know the reason."
"A stupid reason," she mumbled against his chest.
"You know I would do anything for you…even something stupid."
"…I know…Do you know how angry I was with myself?"
"With yourself? You should have been mad at me."
"I was mad at myself…because I thought I didn't deserve you. That I was too young…ugly…clumsy…fat…immature…stu-" he silenced her with a kiss. She closed her eyes and enjoyed his touch.
"You're not fat. If I can wrap one arm around you, you're perfect," he whispered, brushing his lips against hers with every word. "I like your clumsiness. It gives me more chances to catch you. You're immatureness balances my seriousness just right, it doesn't matter how old you are, you're definitely not stupid. Maybe you get of track easily but you're not stupid, and you're beautiful. Gorgeous. If you would notice all the stares you get from all those guys you would probably drop me in a second. Anything else you want me to clear up for you?"
She shook her head, causing their lips to brush slightly. They stayed like that for a few minutes before Darien whispered, "I love you."
"…I love you too…" They held each other close, ignoring the laud traffic below, the light rain that just started to fall, ten pair of eyes spying through the glass door, and a pink haired little girl, sitting on the balcony above, looking down.
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Oh! Before I go, I wanted to tell you guys of my next story! It's about Earth after we discovered that there are creatures "living" among us. These creatures are vampires, ghosts, werewolves, and zombies. Darien Delano is New York's most powerful vampire. Serena Delciel is an ex slayer and ambassador of the new world we all live in. Serena starts wondering about herself. Why was she chosen to be an ambassador? It seems the only way to solve this mystery is to team up with her most hateful "acquaintance" which is of course Darien Delano. I still don't have a tittle for this story so I could use any sugestions.
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Story completed- 4/4/06
Story updated- 4/17/06
-Serena