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Chapter 13

My All

3 Months Later

With Ed and Al

"Three months and still no sign!" sighed an exasperated Ed.

It had, indeed, been three months since their 'lovely' encounter with Mustang. They had been traveling from place to place, town to town, city to city, and yet, there was no signs of their friend. No news. No talk. It was inevitable that the brothers were begining to wonder when they would get any information at all. But, never would they begin to loose hope. They knew that they would find something, they didn't know when, but they just knew.

"Brother," consoled Al, "Don't give up. We will find Kaname and when we do, we will beat Yukio, and get her back."

Ed glanced up at his younger sibling, the faintest of traces of a smile on his lips, "You're right, Al. Don't give up. That's what she told you, in the letter, right?"

The metal body nodded his head, "And I try to live by it, too."

They both looked out into the horizon, "Alright then. Let's go." smiled Ed.

'Kaname,' he thought, 'Don't worry. We'll find you... No matter what!'

Elsewhere

Kaname's POV

I jerked, 'Edward?'

I could have sworn that I had just heard Ed. I'm not sure, but it sounded like he was talking to me through my head. But that's not possible... is it?

I shrugged of the thought and continued to meditate. That's mainly what Yukio has been having me do. It's not exactly the only thing though, twice a week, I'd spar with a few of his croonies, 'just to keep up my sense of battle' he says. Psht! Yeah right. What a doofus!

But... those aren't the only things I've been doing. I've been practicing with my powers. Light, darkness, life, and death. My elements. I've also had field training. That's where Yukio would take me outside the territory and bring me into villages, destroying... I hate it! It's so cruel! Why couldn't my elements be of, like, happy bunnies and butterflies!

I sighed, sadly. Then, a tiny smile graced my lips, 'But, I'm sure glad I have the element of life though...'

And I was, too. The element of life, gives the user the ability to mend wounds and other such things. After I would cause chaos, when Yukio wasn't looking, I would tend to the villagers. Heal their cuts and bruises. It made me feel the slightest bit better, knowing that they weren't hurt.

'But it doesn't make up for what you did, does it?' my inner voice scolded, 'What would Edward say if he knew what you were doing?'

I sighed, 'It doesn't matter, because Ed's not here is he?'

I waited for a reply, but my inner voice was quiet, meaning it had nothing more to say.

I sighed again. It had been doing that alot in the past few months. Telling my what I did wrong, telling me I should be ashamed of what it did -which I am-, and often bringing Edward into our conversations.

'Why is that?' I asked myself, 'Why does it keep bringing Ed up? It's not like I-'

"Kaname?"

I snapped out of mid-thought and meditation. I looked at who had called my name, it was Yukio.

"Yes, sir?"

"You have an hour of free time, before the next training session."

I looked down at my feet, "Yes... sir."

And with that he walked out. I glanced out the window of my room. I didn't see much, but it was enough to make me terribly miss the land of the 'living'. Rolling hills of lusious green grass, tall trees in the nearby forest, birds of all sorts, beautiful flowers in the fields, luxurious sunshine, and best of all; freedom.

I walked into an adjoining room. My bathroom. It was an average sized place, but it was fit for a queen! A toilet, a jacoozi-like tub, a lovely ceramic sink with silver fossets, and a glassy shower with a light green curtain. The walls were painted a light green, and the rugs were the same color, the tiles were a plain white.

I smiled and striped down. I stepped into my shower and turned the fossets on. I waited until I got the right temperature then I switched on the shower. I sighed happily as the water cascaded down by body. I was in heaven! But not quite... It was still missing something... someone... Ed...

"Bad, bad Kaname!" I cried shaking my head to rid myself of the thought, "Stop thinking dirty thoughts!"

But too late. As soon as I said 'dirty', I got goosebumps.

'Think quick, you dirty girl! Think of something to get rid of these thoughts!' I mentally yelled at myself. I quickly grabbed the shampoo, squirted a bit into my palm, and scrubbed it into my hair. I was too concentrated on my locks, to remember why I started to clean them.

I rinsed my body, turned off the water, and jumped out of my safe-haven. I wrapped a towl around myself securely and stepped back into my room.

I walked to my dresser and grabbed a pair of socks, panties and a bra. I discarded my towl, and dressed into my undergarmets. I hopped over to my closet and picked out a pair of black pants, a black, sleeveless shirt, and my green jacket. I looked into the mirror on my vanity and picked up the brush. I brushed my hair back, so that I could put it into it's usual ponytail.

I smiled, 'There. Much better.'

I looked around my room. Noting too fancy. A twin sized bed, with a red comforter and gold sheets, that was pushed up against a wall. The walls were also painted gold with a red border at the top. The carpet was red, too. My vanity was made of wood, and had a walnut finish. The chair was the same, with a beautifully carved, high top, and a red cushion.

This room... It reminded me so much of Ed. That was why I choose the colors.

"Ed..." I mumbled. A thought of a lauging blond-haired, amber-eyed boy, with a red trenchcoat came flitting through my mind. "I miss you."

I sat down on my bed and looked at my guitar case at the base of it.

'I need music right now.' I thought, standing up and pulling my instrument out of it's confines. I walked back over to my bed and sat against my wall and placed my guitar on my lap. I tuned it, and struck a few cords, making sure it was the way I wanted it to sound.

I leaned back and began to play, singing along:

I'm thinkin' of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

Ed, I can't stop thinking about you.

If it's wrong to love you

Then my heart just won't let me be right

'Cause I've drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you by my side

I need you, Ed. You gave me courage when I was scared.

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Livin' in the memory of your song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

I'm scared. I can't do this, Ed.

Baby can you feel me

Imagining I'm looking in you eyes

Do you miss me, too? I can only imagine...

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

Your face never leaves my thoughts. I can't get you out.

And yet you're so far

Like a distant star

I'm wishing on tonight

I really wish you were here.

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

Do you feel for me, the same way I feel for you?

'Cause I can't go on

Livin' in the memory of your song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

I don't care. I just want to see you.

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

Where are you? What are you doing?

'Cause I can't go on

Livin' in the memory of your song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Ed...

Give my all for your love

I love you.

Tonight

End Of

Chapter 13

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