By: Degrassi 101z

Title: I Know I Hurt You

Rated: Teen

Couples: Ellie/Sean; Alex/Jimmy (Wow, I didn't expect that); Jay/Emma

A/N: Total Jemma-Semma love triangle! I hope it sounds original. If it doesn't, just tell me and I'll change it! Also, Crellie-Crash love triangle! I know it seems impossible that Jay and Emma were together before Secret, but they are.

Friends: Ellie, Emma, Alex, Towerz (not really), Sean, Jay; Emma, Ellie, Marco, Craig; Jimmy, Alex, Emma, Ellie, Paige, Hazel, Ashley, Spinner; Emma, J.T., Toby, Liberty, Manny

Chapter: Memories Can Kill You

Before BIB

A/N: Don't mind what it says at couples (because Sean and Ellie broke up in my FF)

"Hey Ellie," Emma said. "I heard about you two. I'm so sorry."

"Whatever, but thanks," Ellie said. She didn't want to deal with Emma, no matter whether she was her best friend or not. Alex and she were always there to support her. After that it was Sean, Marco, Craig, and Jay. Jay, Emma's boyfriend. Sean's best friend.

Ellie was sad today. Sean broke up with her. She didn't know why. Was she too ugly? Did he hate her cutting? Was there something wrong with her clothes? Or was it another girl? That's it, it was another girl. But which one? The break-up went like this:

"Ellie, we need to talk," Sean said.

Ellie thought, Uh-oh, this might be the end for us.

"Yeah, what?" Ellie responded. She really didn't like when people said, we have to talk. Normally, in the books that Paige and Hazel read, they said it mean that they were going to break up. And probably never make up.

"We, we, can't be like this anymore. Together. You know what I mean?" Sean had said. He was worried, and Ellie thought he looked cute.

"So, you're…breaking up with me? Why, just why?" Ellie asked.

"I can't tell you…" Sean replied.

- - End of Flashback - -

At: Free Period, Outside

"El, hello? Are you there?" Marco asked. He smiled at Ellie, but then just said, "Ellie, you're a little whack. You haven't been paying attention to anything. Not even Sean!"

Ellie got mad at the mention of his name. "We broke up, okay? Sean and I broke up. I don't know why, but we just did. And now he's probably chasing another girl."

"Sorry, Ellie didn't know. No one tells me anything about their love life. Especially since me and Dylan broke up. Or is it because I'm gay?" Marco looked offended.

"No, no, Marco, it isn't because you're—gay, it's just…I didn't think it was going to happen. We were so happy together. I just don't get it!" Ellie ran off crying.

"Whoa, Marco, what'd you say?" Craig moved his hands through the strings of his guitar, and sat down next to him.

"Aw…she and Sean broke up. Boy problems and I didn't do anything. Swear to God," Marco replied. He placed his hand on his heart and Craig laughed.

"Oh…I heard about Sean. You think I should, go talk to her?" Craig asked.

"Craig, I have no idea what's going on in her mind. Maybe you should talk to her. You were kind of her best friend." Marco sighed, and kicked the tree he was standing by.

Craig got up and ran after Ellie. He was passionate, one of his gifts. He was nice, and he could talk to people. He approached Ellie.

"Ellie, what's wrong?" Craig asked, even though he knew. "You didn't deserve to get dumped. You're great."

"Craig, you're one of my best friends. How am I supposed to believe that?" Ellie sobbed into his shoulder.

"Because, I…I…" Craig started. "I love you El, and I always will." He picked up her face and kissed it. Ellie started to smile. She kissed him back.

"So, want to be my boyfriend?" Ellie asked. She hugged Craig. "I won't cut you, promise."

"Okay, I will. But don't come and sob on me about Sean, the way Emma did to Chris," Craig said. He didn't know why Sean got all the great girls' hearts.

"Ellie—we need to talk," Ashley said. Ellie sighed. Last time she thought Ash wasn't with Craig. That's what everyone said. Ellie was told that Craig broke up with Manny too.

"Fine, but I can't stick around for long. I have to go to gym. Or maybe I'll ditch. Wanna come?" Ellie giggled, like she was drunk. But she was just in a very happy-hyper mood.

"I thought I told you I liked Craig. I mean, he wouldn't take me back! If it's going to be like this, I can't be your friend. Now go and break up with him," Ashley yelled.

"Now I know why no one can stand you! You always go and yell at people because they have a boyfriend and you don't! Get over it Ash, you need to find your own love! One that will love you back. Not one that can't stand you! You pressure everyone. I don't know why, but you're a btch!" Ellie screamed back in her face. "I'm not doing anything for you. GET OUT OF MY LIFE! MY BOYFRIEND IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!"

Ashley was taken aback by that. Ellie could tell.

POVs start here.

Ashley POV

I hate Ellie! She knew I liked Craig. I told her. And now she's hooked up and she seems high! She's with Craig now. Craig. I don't think they're a very good couple.

"Now I know why no one can stand you! You always go and yell at people because they have a boyfriend and you don't! Get over it Ash, you need to find your own love! One that will love you back. Not one that can't stand you! You pressure everyone. I don't know why, but you're a btch!" Ellie screamed in my face. "I'm not doing anything for you. GET OUT OF MY LIFE! MY BOYFRIEND IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!"

She called me a btch. She's a skank. Worse than Manny! She knew I liked him. She knew I loved him. She's my best friend!

"Don't worry, you're one too," I said.

I can't believe it. When I finally found something I want, someone goes and steals it! Skanks! I hate those btches! I mean, Ellie! She's one of my best friends! I know Manny, she just plain upright killed me. I know I said Ellie was worse than Manny, but they didn't do it. So I guess, in a way, Manny is worse. She slept with my boyfriend.

"Ellie! El, I'm sorry!" I yelled, but it was no use. Ellie wasn't going to come back to help me anymore. She thought I was a bitch. And I was.

"You're so stupid Ashley!" Craig yelled and ran after Ellie.

Ellie POV

I can't believe it! Ashley is so ignorant! She wasn't with Craig. If she was, I never would've gotten together with him. Now she's really mad and I don't know why but…I have a thing for Craig. She is such a stupid friend! She is so selfish. Why do I hang out with her?

"Ellie…I'm sorry," isn't what I want to hear. I want another boyfriend. And Craig was there for me. And now...Ash ruined it all! I'm never talking to her again.

"Ellie, it's me," Craig said. I turned around.

"Sorry—Ashley was a way of ruining things in so many ways," I said. "She liked you. And I messed things up between you two. So, cheating on me is a no-no, and second of all, when…I mean if we break up, please tell me why."

"I won't cheat, and I will tell you (as if I will break up with you)." Craig kissed me.

All POV

"Hey sweetie," Jay said to Emma. He started making out with her, and Sean looked at them. He could've had that. But Jay had pulled him out of all of it. But look; now Jay had fallen for Emma. 'Bad boys' and 'good girls' are suddenly in?

"Jay, no offense, but…if I ever leave this place and you come back and are still with her, then I'm serious, I'll pay you $50.00," Sean said.

"What, you think we won't last?" Jay kissed Emma some more.

"El and I didn't." Ellie's stomach sunk when Sean said that. Or more so, it.

"Ellie, move on. Anyone who dumped you isn't worth it," Alex said to Ellie. "No offense, Sean."

"Whatever. El, want to know why I dumped you?" Sean asked.

"It was someone else, right?" Ellie responded, pausing. Alex kicked her. Emma rolled her eyes.

"Yeah—it was," Sean said. "Yeah…sorry. Hey Em, what are you listening to?" He motioned to her iPod, leaving Ellie slumping and Emma rolling her eyes.

"Kelly Clarkson – Walk Away; Eminem – Shake That; Sean Paul – Temperature; and Madonna – Hung Up. Why do you care?" she was snuggled up in Jay's arms.

"Because, I'm bored. Can I listen?" Emma handed it to Sean. She walked over near Alex and Ellie.

"Em, did you see that? Sean has a thing for you. Still, you know? That's why he dumped me," Ellie said.

"No way…" Emma muttered. She wasn't completely over her old-day boyfriend. Now she had Jay and he was great. "Lex, what do you think?"

"He does. No one ever asked to use your iPod before that was a boy. Man, I just hate watching friends break up and then get with their other friends!" Alex half yelled.

"I know. Sorry Alex, but I wasn't your friend when you guys broke up, more like the person you hated…" Emma said.

"No problem, I realized you aren't that sucky and skinny-nature-cause-girl anymore. I saw you be cool, but you still won't be that drunk…I remember when you and Jay hooked up (A/N: This was after Jay and Alex broke up ((Not in real Degrassi))):

Emma was drunk, and smiled at Jay. They were kind of best friends. "You're hot Nature Freak. Cm'ere."

"You're hot too, Hogart," Emma said. She had held his hand. Then she laid herself into the ravine van, and Jay and her started making out. Then, Sean knocked on the door and said, 'Who are you in there with, Jay?'

And then…he opened the door to see a half-naked Em and a shirtless Jay. He closed the door and yelled to me and Ellie, "Em and Jay—they're in the van!"

- - - - - - - - - End of (FAKE) Flashback - - - - -

"Nelson, memories are impressive, aren't they?" Jay tickled Emma. Sean was gone, with Emma's iPod.

"What happened…what happened to Sean?" Ellie asked. Now they were on his case. Bring back memories of how Emma and Jay hooked up and poof. Cameron is gone.

A/N: Aww…first fanfic. I think I suck at this writing thing.