just something i came up with when i was all depressed about finding out my mate was only using me so she could see this guy
used
Is it me
or him?
How can i know
how can i be sure
am i being used?
Or are we truly friends
did she only come for him
or because we are friends
we havent seen each other
for a very long time
she changed
more than i wanted her to
she's changed
and i dont like this new her
i'd rather have the old her
i hate what she's become
i hate myself for falling
falling into her sticky trap
i fell for her routine
and now am caught
death would be so much better
than having to sit here
like nothings wrong
when everything is wrong
when dieing would be far less painful
then having to listen to the web of lies
she so deftly spins
trapping everyone in
you dont know that your caught
until its too late
too late to turn back
her true colors have been shown
death would be heaven comapred
to this hell of being used.
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