This is a Ranma-Akane fic… It's written in first person… I'm not a native English speaker so please be kind, there might be some pretty terrible mistakes in this… if you find one, I would really appreciate if you point it out.
I would love to hear what you thought about this… if you like it I might post Ranma's POV… if you don't… well sorry for the time lost. But I think is good enough. If it weren't I wouldn't be posting it.
All right as you all know I don't own Ranma but I have to say it just in case.
Anyway: ENJOY!!!!
THIS TIME
I was shocked to say the least.
I've seen people on that same state of mind before. All of them reacting in different ways… maybe because what shocked them were very different matters. I remember Nabiki just seemed to have been frozen in time. She didn't move… she didn't talk… she hardly blinked. Daddy just started talking and crying like a maniac and Kasumi acted so calm that it was scary.
This time was my turn to be shocked, and I, on the other hand, just walked away.
I was shaken, definitely. I was also heartbroken but I hadn't realized yet. The shock was so big that my brain was working really slowly by the time.
I can't remember what went through my mind when I saw them kissing. I just remember that I turned around and walked away… I think that's all I did for at least a couple of hours.
My brain started to clear up some time later. I found myself sitting on a bench in the park, trying to figure out what was going on.
So he kissed her.
Ranma kissed a girl.
He wasn't forced into kiss her that was for sure. Actually, he seemed to enjoy it. A lot.
Ranma kissed a girl.
Ranma kissed a girl I hadn't seen before that day.
Ranma kissed a girl who wasn't one of his fiancés.
Ranma kissed a girl and I wasn't able to hit him anymore.
Ranma kissed a girl… and I shouldn't be this upset. He is NOT my fiancée. I broke that engagement.
Then I started to cry.
I had broken the damn engagement. I though it was for the best. I already knew I kinda loved Ranma, but he didn't love me back… the best thing to do was let him go… let him be happy with somebody else.
Oh Damn…
The hard part was supposed to be over by now. Ranma and I were only friends. We didn't fight anymore… well we hardly talk anymore, but we were still friends, and nothing else.
God… Why did it have to hurt so much?!
I knew this day will come. I always knew he will leave and marry someone else… maybe… maybe what I didn't know was that I'll see him in love with someone else… I'm definitely not ready for that.
But is he in love with that nameless girl?
I mean, they were only kissing… it doesn't necessarily mean they're…
But then again, Ranma never kisses… I know I always call him a pervert and that all his fiancés have kissed him at least once; all but me, that's it… But, HE never kisses… he is a bit too serious about kisses.
So now what?
Geez!
Who is that girl anyway?
Why hadn't I see her before?
Why did he want her?!
God, Akane. You have got to stop crying. This can't be healthy… you're not engaged anymore, you shouldn't be crying like this. He shouldn't mean anything to you. He is nothing to you. He shouldn't be able to hurt you like this.
Yeah… he SHOULDN'T but he is.
And that's the big problem. The fact that in my life, everything that once surrounded Ranma never was the way it should be.
Ranma brought chaos into my life. He brought an unwanted engagement, insecurities about my looks and abilities… a horde of fiancés, and a bunch of enemies and death menaces.
And instead of hating him for all of this… I fell in love with the jerk!
But then, of course… He didn't love me back, and I definitely didn't want to be married someone who not only didn't love me but also called me all kind of names… I didn't want to be married someone with that ability to hurt me.
I broke the engagement. I, the one in love, ended it. And he didn't do anything to stop me. So I guessed I never was wrong about him. He never cared much about us.
God, why did it have to be me who cared?
And now… when I thought I was finally getting over him, I realize I'm not. That still hurts, that I can't live like this anymore.
Having him around was a bit comforting… but I'm sure it won't be anymore.
This time I have to let him go. Really let him go. And if I can't… maybe I'll just have to go.
Leave Nerima… go to college to some place faraway from here.
I wasn't going to, but maybe is for the best. Four years away from home… away from HIM… It's going to be hard but it might help to ease the pain, and if I'm lucky enough maybe I'll finally get over this.
Yeah… I have to leave.
This time I'm really leaving him behind.
Okay, so what do you think?
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If you have questions about the girl Ranma was kissing… the things Akane thinks about the engagement and her reaction… well all of it it's supposed to be explain in future chapters…
So if you were interested just let me know and I'll post them… (???)
Thank you Guys and BYE !