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Disclaimer: I don't own the Teen Titans. I am drinking homemade (that I made though I am not a home) lemonade mixed with coke. It tastes weird but it is all that i own.
Tet: Well, I guess here we go...Chapter Four 'Regrets much?'
I held my breath as we stood alone, on the rooftop of Titans Tower. I'll admit, I was scared.
What was going to happen? What was there to talk about?
There was everything to talk about, but nothing to say.
"So...", she said, to break the silence.
I couldn't think of anything to say.
"Beastboy...lately, I feel different."
"What do you mean?", I said, out of curiosity and shock.
There was a pause.
"I feel like I'm getting older. I feel like there are things in my past that I regret, but I can change them if I try to. I just don't know where to begin to explain it all to you."
"Huh?"
Surely, she had invited me up here to talk about the boxer incident and breakfast, right? But no. This was about Raven, the true Raven I see in her eyes. This was new territory.
"I mean, well, what do you mean? What kinds of things exactly?", I said, trying to put me on level ground with her.
"I'm sorry, did you think I was going to be talking about something else up here? You seem kind of nervous."
Damn. Maybe it was the fact that my hand was shaking when she had held it. Maybe that had given it away.
"No its just...Well, you never really left us, the team and I, under the impression that you wanted to talk about feelings, and stuff."
"Oh."
Now she looked kind of sad. Crap what do I say? Now I'm nervous. This isn't what I wanted at all! GOD!
"No I mean, like...no, this is good you should talk about your feelings. Well not all the time the it gets annoying. NO!", I said grabbing her by the cloak. She immediately turned a shade of violent pink, at the feeling of my hands upon her.
"I'm not annoyed! I'm not annoyed! I dont want you to think this is annoying, because I am not annoyed! I'm happy for you actually! Happy!", I finished shrilly, still holding her by her cloak.
"Beastboy why're you so nervous?"
"What I am not nervous. Oh no. Not nervous not me. I'm Mr. Not Nervous.", I said fast, taking my hands off of her and turning back to the sky.
Stupid joke.
"Yeah okay, thats why you're talking like it's a race. Calm down. I didnt think talking about this was going to make you crazy, and nervous, or something."
I blushed, but didn't say anything.
I had just made a complete fool of myself, uttering things out so fast I didn't even know what i was saying for God's sake. I must have been mental to come here, mental. But I think I'm making a big deal out of this. Okay calm down BB, calm down.
"Look...maybe we should just do this another time."
"NO!", I yelled. I didn't want this to end.
"No.", I said more calmly. "Please, I really am making a fool of myself. Look, tell me about your regrets."
"Well..."
Raven stared off into the distance, the sky, the same way I was just looking. Now I stared at her purposefully, I was intrigued. I waited hopefully.
"Beastboy, how do I begin? They all have to do with one thing, really. It's hard for me to put this."
She bit her lip, and turned her eyes back onto me.
"My regrets...they're all about y-"
"HEY!"
I stood there transfixed by her, as she turned her head to look at Cyborg who was standing by the stairs.
What she had just been about to say...no.
That last word...the whole purpose of our heart to heart chat couldn't have been...
"WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING? IT'S TIME FOR STANKBALL!"
I finally turned my head to look at the reason that we had been interrupted once again in a moment of intense emotion.
"Well lets GO ya'll.", and he turned and walked down the stairs.
I stoodgrounded in my spot, unable to move, unable to look at anything but Raven, which I had just turned my eyes upon again.
She avoided my gaze and muttered something like "Let's go."
Raven turned and started to walk towards the door.
I had to ask her. I had to.
"Raven-", I began.
"No. Beastboy, another time, okay?"
I stared into her eyes. The eyes that for so long were mysterious and intriguing and now were ever so much more than that.
"Okay."
Tet: Well? How did you like it? I know it was short, but more will come in a soon, I promise. This chapter was kind of deep. I guess I can't decide if I want this to be funny or more emotional...Hmm. Well read and review and tell me what you think, I will answer the reviews, or at least I will try to. And of course, thank you.
Thanks for reading.