Tet: Wow9 reviews, and to think, all that after I put out the probably, most hated chapter. I'm sorry guys, I had to do it. I had it planned from the beginning, and I admit, I felt sad when I read your reviews for Chapter 5, knowing what was coming and all. I just hope after a few more chapters you'll forgive me. smiles Well, the reviews.

InkBlottedChakra: I do not hate you either…as for why I did what I did, well, that's simply it. I did what I did because that's the way the story had been planned out from the beginning. Don't worry it will get better. I promise.

Savi: Aww really? I thought everyone would have hated it, seeing how everyone hates Terra. But lol thanks.

WickedWitchoftheSE: Yeah I did didn't I…But I'm glad you thought it was good.

Lady Pyrefly: Haha I don't really like her all that much either, and I don't like Terra/Beast Boy I just had to put her back there for this story…And yes, I will try to get rid of her eventually, but I'm afraid she's here for at least a little while…I loved your review, it was actually my away message for a while lol.

Atemu's Lover: Really? Thanks. I did.

Darkest Midnight: Finally, I'm up to your review. Did you read my seven (yes, SEVEN) reviews for 'Night Drive'? I am pretty kick ass huh. Yeah so FREAKING UPDATE, damn. They couldn't use a condom eh? I would have voted for not pregnant, but I liked the way it turned out. And hey, I feel a bit Starfireish in my responses to the reviews, because you kind of made fun of everyone, lol but it was hilarious. Okay to answer your review and shutup: Lol, I'm glad you liked the twist, one of the few. jumps up and down

OveractiveMind: Ha, I would like to see how I resolve this one too…Not to, er, say that I don't know how and don't have it planned out…um, well thanks for reviewing! Okay...

PrincessofDiamonds: Yeah she does doesn't she?

Iuz the Old: Haha, nice. Yeah, Terra is something else...

Tet: So…I hope you will all forgive me someday for bringing Terra back and doing things as I did…I had to. Well enjoy the next chapter, okay?

Chapter 7: Terrapy and A Failed Suicide

The day passed in a haze.

I couldn't believe what had just happened. All of a sudden things were angsty.

I spent an hour on the couch making out with Terra after Raven's departure. What can I say?

I was upset.

Some people go to therapy, I go to Terrapy.

There was a knock on the door; I was sitting in my room.

"Who is it?", I noticed my voice had grown small and pathetic.

"It's Star."

I walked to the door and opened it.

"Terra told me what happened. Are you okay?"

I didn't step back to let her in, I couldn't bear the thought of talking about it all.

"I…I'-I'm fine."

"Are you sure?"

I suddenly found my eyes becoming very watery. They burned and I wiped them with the back of my hand, feeling ashamed.

"I…I like Terra. I like Raven, too."

Overcome with emotion, I couldn't speak.

She threw her arms around me, and I put my hands on her back, she smelled like a strange, exotic flower. But good nonetheless.

It felt good to have a friend to help me…

"HEY!"

I opened my eyes and looked over her shoulder to see Terra. She pushed the back of Star into the room, sliding me backwards as well. As she stepped into the room there was a look of anger on her face.

"What is going on?"

"Oh friend we are just sharing an embrace between close friends.", she didn't let go though.

"Get off him right now."

"What?"

"Get OFF of him now. I swear to god. I will have to hurt you both if you don't get off of him right now, Starfire.", Terra whispered between gritted teeth.

"Huh?", Starfire still was as clueless as ever. I didn't say anything.

Terra widened her eyes and threw her arms up. There was an ear splitting sound of shattering glass and I looked around and saw a big rock hovering above our heads.

We both jumped backwards, Star falling into Terra.

"Get off of me!", she shrieked and pushed Starfire away, violently letting her head slam into the wall.

I saw a blood stain on the wall andI just lost it.

"WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with you?", I screamed and shoved her into the wall, as I ran past.

I had to get away from them, I had to.

I ran to the roof and stood there looking up at the sky.

I couldn't live like this anymore, I wanted it all to end.

They would be better off without me, I thought, as I threw myself over the edge of the roof.

As I fell to the ground I thought to myself, "Goodbye, cruel world."

Then as suddenly as the feeling of falling through nothingness started, it ended.

I felt someone catch me as I fell through the sky.

I passed out in her arms.

I woke up what felt like hours later, to a sobbing girl next to me, holding my hand.

"Wuzzgoinon?", I struggled to open my eyes. The white light seemed so bright.

A girl came into focus. She had looked up from the bedside, her tear stained face with hope spreading across it.

"Beast Boy, my god, I thought you were…No, oh thank god."

I realized it was Raven.

Raven had saved my life.

"Raven…", my voice sounded raspy, and my throat was sore. I didn't know what to say.

"No…Beast Boy, don't try to speak. You're too weak."

She smiled at me as tears ran down her face.

"I just…I, I'm so glad that you're okay…If I hadn't caught you, surely you would have…but then that means that you tried to…", her voice trailed away.

I looked into her eyes, ashamed.

She sighed.

"But you're okay…"

I couldn't think of anything to say. We sat there staring at each other, in silence.

"Go back to sleep…You need to rest."

"Raven…thank you. For everything." Tears filled both of our eyes.

"I…I'm glad it was you. That…saved me."

She looked at the floor.

I closed my eyes and fell back against the pillows, staring at the ceiling as even more tears filled my eyes, and slipped down my face.

"Th-Thank you.", I stuttered.

Raven looked at me and I looked deep into her eyes.

A moment passed.

"Anytime.", she whispered, softly.

I closed my eyes and drifted off to an uneasy sleep; Raven was still holding my hand.

I woke up and finally realized where I was, the next morning.

I was in the Titans Infirmary. I didn't want to be here…I never wanted to be in Titans Tower again, it was all too much.

The two girls I loved were driving me crazy. Suicidal, now that it hits me.

I NEVER wanted to see Terra again. Fucking bitch.

But, Raven…I've messed everything up again haven't I?

What if I have to go into therapy…or they won't leave me alone, and won't trust me?

I guessed I was on suicide watch, the door appeared locked.

I looked around and saw Raven asleep next to me, her head resting against my arm; Her hand still held mine.

The door opened and Robin, Starfire, and Cyborg walked in.

I couldn't look at them, any of them.

I heard Starfire start to cry, I looked up as she put her head on Robin's as they stood at the foot of my bed.

"Are you okay? From...from before?", I asked Star.

She picked her head up from Robin's shoulder and nodded. As more tears fell down her face, it fell limply down to Robin's shoulder again.

The room was silent, for the sound of her tears hitting the floor.

Cyborg cleared his throat.

"Soooo…", a sad attempt of his at conversation.

I didn't know what in the hell to say. What could I? I had just attempted suicide.

But did I really want to die? No. I just wanted the pain to end.

As if reading my mind, Robin finally spoke.

"Why did you do it? I know you don't really want to die."

I stared at him, unable to speak the words that had just filled my mind.

"I…I don't know. I wanted the pain to stop."

He stared at me. I suppose everyone knew of my Raven and Terra and Starfire troubles.

I sighed.

Raven picked her head up from the bed, and blinked.

I just lay there, everyone was staring at me.

"Terra…where is she?", I had finally found my voice again.

They all looked at the floor.

It was Cyborg who spoke next.

"She…when she heard of your…um, well, she left."

"Why?"

"Why do you th-I mean…well, she was…upset."

I stared at the ceiling, my eyes were filling with tears, for some reason.

I didn't know what to feel. She had overreacted to Star hugging me and everything and she probably didn't know the pain I was feeling with Raven, so she thinks I tried to kill myself all because of her…

That isn't true, said a small voice in the back of my head.

I mean…I did it because of me.

Where could she have gone?

"Beast Boy?"

I swallowed and looked at Raven.

"Yeah?"

"Nothing, I…j-just, wanted to make sure you were okay…"

"I…I'm not…but I will be.", I said, the echo of her words.

"Okay."

The other Titans left soon after, and it was just Raven and I, alone.

I couldnt think of a single thing to say to her.

I asked the only thing I knew.

"Where did Terra go?"

She looked up startled.

"Uh...well, we don't know."

"Did she say goodbye or anything?"

"Well...after you-...I mean, I brought you here and told them of what had happened and Terra just ran from the room. Robin said he saw her fly away on a rock and well, we don't know if she is going to come back or not..."

I didn't know how to feel. Do I want her to come back? Will I miss her?

"She loved you, you know..."

I looked up into Raven's eyes.

"Did she?"

"Yeah...never wanted you to get hurt or anything. Thats probably the reason she left. She felt it was her...fault...that this happened."

Suddenly tears started pouring out of Raven's eyes.

I stared at her mesmerized but this sudden development.

"B-b-but she's wrong."

She looked up into my eyes.

"It's my fault."

And with that she threw her head down onto the sheet and started sobbing.

I did not know what to do.

I wanted to tell her it wasn't her fault, to stop crying because it was like stabbing me in the heart.

I did.

"It wasn't your fault. It was mine. Stop crying...please...Please Raven, I can't stand to see you crying over me. I want to die when you're sad. It hurts me more than anything physically ever could. Stop. Stop before I feel like I have to do what I just failed at. I can't stand to see you like this."

She wiped her eyes and looked up into mine.

"I-I'm sorry."

"No...I am. I'm sorry I did all this in the first place. I'm sorry hurt you, and...and im sorry I tried to hurt myself. Please...forgive me."

"You don't need to be sorry, there's nothing to forgive."

My eyes burned and I felt myself start to cry again.

"Someday...someday...maybe I'll be r-ready totell you...tell you how I feel..."

"Beast Boy...go back to sleep...We can talk another time...I have to tell you stuff too..."

Raven smiled, I smiled back at her.

Tet: So what did you think? What a turn of events huh? This is more angst than I originallythoughtit would be...should I change it from romance/humor to angst and ? Review and tell me…Oh and should I change it to a higher rating? Let me know…Thanks.

Thanks for reading.