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Married smut, married emotions.
On the final morning of their trip, El woke up slightly disoriented and stretched out into an X in the middle of the bed.
He kept his eyes closed, remembering the evening before.
They'd gotten drunk- completely wasted, and he was pretty sure they had sex in every part of their bungalow and the hot tub and beach.
His cock twitched at the fuzzy memory… but it... felt different. What the fu-
He opened his eyes and his jaw dropped at the sight before him. His arms and legs were tied to the four corners of the large bed with four of his ties. His eyes traveled from each ankle, to his proud cock standing upright. The vibrator he'd been torturing her with all week was held in place by one of ties - the one she hated.
Rolling his head towards the sitting area, he let out a soft moan when he saw her, sprawled in a chair with a matching footstool, basking in the sun that was pouring inside from the open French doors.
She was naked, golden, and had that stupid remote in her hand.
He was vibrating before he could register what the hell was happening and she smirked, lolling her head back towards him. "Good morning baby," she whispered and he groaned.
"I deserve this," he muttered, so turned on he could barely speak.
She stood and sauntered over to him. "Yes you do, my love."
Sitting on the edge of the bed, she turned it up two speeds and gently rubbed his thigh. She watched as his rock hard abs began to twitch and she cocked her head to the side, making eye contact with him.
Just as his legs began to shake she shut the vibrator off and crawled up his body, settling her dripping core over his mouth.
His mouth connected immediately with her pussy and she let out low moan. She held onto the top of the headboard to steady herself as his tongue penetrated her, searching desperately for her g-spot. She could sense his frustration from not being able to use his hands, and she smirked, flipping the switch on the toy again.
She gasped as his face and the beard he'd been letting grow for the last week bucked against her sensitive core. "Uh baby yes..." she whined and he moaned.
"Untie me... please," he muttered.
"No," she said firmly in her Captain voice, only spurring him on further.
His hot, panting breaths on her pussy made her squirm and wish he could give her more, but she wasn't going to give in.
"Untie me... please," he said again and she moaned, responding by clicking the vibrator to the highest speed. He let out a deep cry of pleasure that turned into a moan, and she ground herself down into him. The nips at her clit became more aggressive as he got closer to the edge.
"Liv I'm gonna c-cum..." he was whimpering.
She was still in control, despite her whole body shaking and what she was about to do. Giving in, she reached over to untie one of his hands.
"Make me fucking squirt Stabler," she moaned desperately as he pushed two thick fingers in her that attracted to her g-spot like a magnet.
"Uh huh... Ellll," she whined and his whole body spasmed as he came, his cock shooting hot ropes up his stomach and onto her back.
"Baby baby... fuck... fuck st-stop the... shit Liv," he groaned and his free hand clenched, nudging the spot in her pussy just right.
She screamed as she soaked his face and her back arched. He whimpered beneath her as he came again, and she finally shut off the vibrator. Collapsing beside him with a leg across his chest, they laid together, panting heavily and still experiencing after shocks from their releases.
"My God," he mumbled, out of breath and she chuckled, rolling his head to look at his still twitching cock. Lazily reaching over, she untied him and he moaned at the feeling of her soft hands.
Once their breathing for under control, she fully untied him and curled beside him. "That was so hot," he muttered and she laughed, remembering his drenched face. "Shower," she muttered, standing on shaking legs and walking to the large shower.
Making his way behind her, his bit his lip, watching the water flow over her. She hummed when his rough hands grasped her waist gently and he joined her under the water.
He kissed her neck, wrapping his arms around and settling his hands on her belly.
"Back to reality tomorrow," she said softly and he nodded. "I miss the kids..."
She turned in his arms, and wrapped hers around his neck, cupping the back of his head.
"You're ready... to possibly do it again," she asked softly and he smiled, nodding. "Yes... I meant what I said."
Her lips hit his without a second thought or word.
The pair stood outside of the elementary school waiting for the littles to emerge. They'd gotten home an hour ago, and were exhausted, but missed their kiddos more.
Noah walked out looking around for Kathleen, and broke into a grin when he saw his parents. He sprinted over, collapsing against El's legs. "Daddy I missed you so much," he said and El laughed, lifting him.
"Hi my boy... I missed you too." He said into his curly hair.
"Hey what the heck??" Liv joked and the young boy laughed, leaning over from El's arms to hug her tightly. "Hi momma I missed you too!"
"I missed you more my sweet boy," she said smiling.
"Momma, daddy!!!!" Emma called running over to Liv's arms. "I missed you like crazy." She said and El laughed. Liv dropped down to wrap her in a tight hug. "I missed you more!"
She pulled back and smiled at her. "Can we have a girls day this weekend?" She asked and Liv nodded, "absolutely... you okay?"
Emma nodded and smiled. "I just miss you and we haven't had an us day in a while."
She smiled, feeling bad, and hugged her again. "Whatever you want to do okay?"
She nodded excitedly and got up to hug Elliot tightly. "Missed you too daddy," she giggled against him.
Emma and Liv walked through the park after church on Sunday, swinging their hands. "You doing okay with everything baby girl?" She asked and Emma looked up at her, nodding.
"Definitely. I'm just so happy momma," she smiled and Liv squeezed her hand.
"That makes me so happy, baby... you'll tell me if anything changes right? You know you can always talk to me?" She said, knowing her girl's answer.
"Of course momma," she stopped walking and faced her. "You're my best friend," she smiled and Liv teared up, squatting down to kiss her cheek. "You're mine. You and Noah. No one could ever change that."
Emma giggled a little. "Mommy you know that's not true."
Liv cocked a brow. "What do you mean?"
The pair started walking again and Emma smiled. "Well you have daddy and Eli now, too, they're your best friends. And the big kids are pretty close."
The older woman laughed, knowing her girl was right. "Very true... and you're okay with that?"
Emma led them to a nearby bench and the pair sat. She looked over at her mom and held her hand, spinning her rings absentmindedly. "You're being weird... what's wrong?"
Liv laughed softly and looked down. "You know baby... I think I'm just feeling a little guilty and emotional lately."
"Why?" She asked with a small frown, clearly confused.
"Well... the emotions are from the medicines to try and have a baby... and I guess I just want to make sure you and your brothers are 100% okay with it before we do anything..."
Nodding thoughtfully, Emma looked at her mom. "Mom you know the biggest thing you always tell us is to be honest and we can come to you and dad about anything right?" She asked and Liv laughed nodding. "Yes, I do say that."
"And we do... trust me. Sometimes we go to each other first, but we always go to you within like a day... mostly cause Noah is really bad at secrets," she said with a giggle and Liv laughed. "So if we were upset, we'd come to you. But we aren't. I promise! Even the big kids are excited- they're just worried about you," she said, fishing for an explanation.
"Ah..." Liv nodded, trailing off. "I'll be okay... Aunt Jenny said I'm healthy and daddy would never ever let me do something unsafe."
Em nodded, "that's what Eli said."
Liv gently played with her hair. "It might not happen..." she said softly and Emma nodded, leaning in to her.
"I know... Kathleen explained everything. I thought Eli was gonna die of embarrassment."
Snorting, Liv shook her head. "Daddy too when Katie told us she was telling you guys."
She giggled. "Lizzie said I'm like never gonna have a boyfriend ever cause dad and the boys will scare him away. I told them no one was scarier than you cause you're a Captain. Dad's only a detective- so lame," she said, causing Liv to crack up.
"I actually have a secret- can you keep it from your brothers until tomorrow?" She asked and Emma nodded enthusiastically.
"Daddy made Sergeant," she grinned and Emma's jaw dropped, but then she smiled and giggled. "I know... Ayanna called us. We made a huge banner for the office!"
She laughed. "Of course! And guess what else? Uncle Fin finally made Lieutenant and Auntie Amanda made Sarg, too."
Emma was beaming. "Mommy we have to have a party this is so awesome! You guys are so cool."
Liv laughed. "You know- a party might be a nice distraction. After Daddy finds out we'll call Liz okay?"
"Perfect! She's gonna be so excited!!!" The little girl exclaimed and Liv laughed.
"You guys have gotten closer huh? That makes me so happy..."
"Yeah we have- she's so cool mom. I spent the day with her last weekend and Noah and Dickie had a boys day," she said, smiling at the memory.
"I heard-- I know you had fun but did they?" She asked cautiously and Emma nodded.
"For sure... Dickie has become a lot nicer to Noah again... Liz said it's cause he goes to therapy now so that's cool for us," she paused shrugging, "I mean I didn't notice cause he loves me but Noah is soooo happy," she drawled told emphasize the point.
Liv laughed. "You were meant to have big brothers, baby," she said kissing her head.
"Thanks for hanging with me today mom... I missed you. Can we do this more?" She asked, not trying to make her feel bad, just genuinely loving the time they spent together.
"Absolutely my love. Wanna go get lunch?"
"I thought you'd never ask I'm starving," Emma teased and the pair got up and walked off.
Liv was up by 5:30 the next morning.
Elliot groaned when she turned on the light, but she loving rubbed his face.
"Baby... I gotta go in early today... can you take the kiddos?" She said softly, stirring him from his slumber.
He yawned, and opened his eyes, squinting up at her.
"Yeah baby... sure sure... we gotta do your shot before you leave," he mumbled, his voice still thick with sleep.
"I know," she said, smiling at his thoughtfulness before kissing his lips softly. "Let me shower and then I'll come get you okay?"
He nodded and let his eyes close, drifting back in and out of his slumber.
When she got out of the shower, he was sitting up in bed with two cups of coffee. She sat on the edge beside him in her towel and smiled when his hand snaked around her waist.
Leaning back into the crook of his arm, he took her mug from him and sighed contently. Their egg and sperm retrievals were the next day and he could sense her nerves, but opted to just hold her vs. say anything.
She was thankful that he knew her so well. Setting her mug back down, she turned lightly in his arms and smiled, running her hand over his chest. He grasped it with his, holding it against his heart and smiled sleepily at her. "I love you, Captain."
She grinned, seizing the moment, and leaned in to kiss him slowly and passionately. "I love you, Sergeant." He took his time, returning and savoring her kiss before her words hit him. Pulling back quickly, he looked at her.
"What did you say??"
She laughed and kissed him again. "I said, I love you, Sergeant Stabler," she repeated, relieving him of his coffee mug and moving to straddle him.
"I passed???" He asked, grinning stupidly, his hands falling to her hips. She nodded quickly. "You and Amanda. And Bell hit Lieu and so did Fin."
He kissed her again, smiling and expertly pulling her towel from her body.
"We're a hell of a crew," he said laughing and she nodded smiling. "Congratulations baby- I'm so proud of you," she said, her hands working to pull him out of his boxer briefs.
Kneeling up, she wasted no time sliding down on him with a soft moan. "Captain and Sergeant Stabler... make sure we sign out Christmas card like that," he said, causing her to laugh softly into the crook of his neck as she slowly bounced.
"I wanna kiss you," he said in a low voice into her ear, and she smiled, lifting her head back up finding his lips.
His hands that were on her ass squeezed her plump and perfect cheeks as they lazily fucked and made out.
She allowed one of her hands to fall in between them, rubbing at her clit and causing him to moan. "Let me," he whispered, running a hand from her ass to center and nudging her hand away.
He always took care of her. At work. At home. In bed. Wherever she was, he was. And she was thankful, finally, that she didn't have to solely rely on herself.
Gasping, she gently increased the speed of her bouncing until they both came together, mouths attached and bodies close.