The Love of a Perverted Ninja

ILI: yo. ok... this chapter is like episoed 58

Gaara: i like that one...

Shikamaru: casue you try to kill naruto, lee, and myself

Gaara: ya... :stares off into space:

Itachi: ok...

digitalcat17: lol yay! thanks!

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"Ok, let's go!" Temari said happily to her little brother. He winced from the happiness.

"MUST you be so happy!" he growled.

"Well… I wanna make Kankuro feel better… and happiness might do it."

'God kill me…' Gaara thought. He felt like puking from the happiness of his older sister.

The arena was close to the hospital so it didn't take too long get there.

"I'm going to mindless walk around," Gaara lied. Temari looked at him questionably.

"Ok… meet us here like in an hour… it might take some time, ok?"

"Whatever," and he left.

'God Gaara… don't do anything stupid,' she thought.

Sakura decided to buy some flowers for Naruto, Lee, and Kankuro, to try and make them feel better. When she got to the hospital, there wasn't a nurse at the deck or anything.

"No one's here…" she mumbled. She walked up to the desk and there was a sign that read 'eating'. "Eating? Oh well." She set the flowers down and signed in. She swore she thought someone was behind her. She turned around and no one was there. "This is like a horror movie or something…"

"Man, he sleeps a lot. Don't he know he's being picked up today?" Shikamaru asked himself as he played a game by himself in Naruto's room. He felt like visiting since there was nothing better to do.

"Oh… hi Shikamaru," Sakura said as she walked in with a few flowers in her hand.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"Well… I wanted to visit Lee, Naruto, and Kankuro."

"Kankuro?"

"Well… ya. He's nice enough... when he isn't bothering Sasuke."

"Whatever." Sakura placed one of the flowers on Naruto's nightstand. "You DO know Naruto and Kankuro are leaving today… right?"

"I know." She gave Shikamaru a smile and left.

"Stop being stubborn! You can't walk with out crutches!" Temari yelled at Kankuro when he tried to walk and fell. For once he wasn't wearing his kabuki paint and headband so you could see his messy brown hair, which might be messier… if possible, from the hospital visit. And instead of his black jumpsuit, he just was wearing black pants and a red tee shirt.

"I…don't need them," he mumbled as he tried to get up. About trying and failing to walk for the 10th time, Kankuro took the crutches from Temari. " So… where's Gaara!"

"Mindlessly walking around the hospital." Kankuro stopped.

"You let him do WHAT! Man, I knew you where dumb Temari but that is like… being an accessory in murder!"

Naruto opened his eyes and looked around. He yawned and stretched. "Yo," Shikamaru said.

"Hey Shikamaru," Naruto said sleepily. "Do you know if I can go home or not?"

"Ya. You can go home."

"YAY!"

"Temari is going to come and get you soon. She's picking up Kankuro now."

"Why Temari! Why not Hinata!"

"She has some Hyuuga family meeting or whatever."

"Oh…"

After seeing Kankuro, Sakura went to Lee's room.

For him, she put the flower in a vase with water. She looked at Lee sadly. He was still unconscious. She sighed and left the room.

About a minute after Sakura left, Gaara went into Lee's room. He just stood there, glaring at Lee until he got this headache and had a flashback about their fight. His headache got worse when he remembered Yashamaru and the night of his death.

The cork on his gourd popped off and sand crawled over Lee's bed.

He shakily raised a hand. His breathing was very ragged and sounded a tad like a crazy person. (A/N: which he was…)

Gaara tried to close his hand but it wouldn't move. 'My body…won't move…'

"TEME!" Naruto yelled as he punched Gaara. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!"

Gaara and Shikamaru rubbed their faces where Naruto punched Gaara. "Hey Naruto… when I'm using Kagemane no Jutsu, I move WITH him!" Shikamaru yelled.

"Sorry Shikamaru…" Some sand fell to the floor as Gaara's face chipped. "What are you trying to do, you teme?" he asked Gaara. Gaara didn't respond. "DID YOU HEAR ME TEME! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO LEE!"

"I tried to kill him," Gaara said simply.

"Why would you need to do that?" Shikamaru asked. "You won your match and even you aren't that nuts. Do you have some sort of personal grudge against him we don't know about?"

"No. I'm going to kill him, because I want him dead."

"THAT'S NUTS!" Naruto yelled.

'Man, what are we going to do?' Shikamaru thought.

"If you bother me, which you do, I will kill you, too," Gaara said.

"HA!" Naruto yelled. "YOU HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KILL ME FOR 2 YEARS!"

"Knock it off Naruto," Shikamaru said then he turned to Gaara. "We know you're strong but Naruto and myself are pretty strong too."

"The fox can't walk with out crutches and your lazy," Gaara said.

"But it's still two vs. one. You're at a disadvantage."

"I'm going to say this again. If you bother me, which you do, I will kill you!"

"YOU CAN'T KILL ME AND YOU HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO IN 2 YEARS!" Naruto yelled.

"I told you to stop!" Shikamaru snapped.

"Maybe I wasn't trying," Gaara said. THAT shut Naruto up.

"Well… agg…" Naruto mumbled.

"We both have monsters inside us but do not know as much about mine as I do about yours… I shall tell you now…

"I took the life of a woman who was called my mother when I was born. To become the ultimate ninja, my father used a Jutsu to bind an incarnation of sand to me.

"You, fox-boy, where not born with Kyuubi within you, but I was born with my demon." Shikamaru and Naruto's eyes winded. "The demon's name was Shukaku, and it was sealed in a teakettle. It is a living soul of an elder priest form my village."

"Must be one of the binding Jutsu to bind a soul before birth," Shikamaru said nervously. "To think that you guys would resort to such a thing… you guys over there are crazy. That's not what a parent should do. What a twisted way to show love."

"Love? Don't measure me by your values. Family? Let me tell you what kind of a link I have with them.

"Even thought Temari seems to care about me, to me, both of my siblings and my father are just lumps of meat linked by hatred and murderous intent.

"I stile my mother's life and was created to become the village's masterpiece. And as the Kazekage's son… my father taught me the secrets of different Justus… I grew up after being overprotected, spoiled, and left alone. I thought that was love.

"Until that incident happened…"

"That incident?" Shikamaru asked.

"What happened?" Naruto asked. Gaara didn't respond. "So what happened!" Gaara smiled.

"These past nine years, starting from when I was six… my father tied to assassinate me numerous times when I was home. Why do you think I spend so much damn time in your village?" Naruto and Shikamaru looked freaked out.

"But you said he spoiled you," Shikamaru remembered. "So what do you mean?"

"A being that is too strong eventually becomes an embodiment of fear. Since I was born from the usage of a Jutsu, my mind was unstable. The baka people in my village finally noticed that my emotions where unpredictable.

"To Kazekage, my father, I was the village's trump card… but at the same time, I was a threat.

"After I turned six, it seems that they classified me as a dangerous being. I was the village's dangerous tool, bit still handled with care. I am only a relic of the past they want to get rid of. So… why do I exist and live?

"I asked myself that question, but I could not find an answer. But I need those reasons while I am still alive. Or it would be the same as me being dead."

"What's he talking about?" Shikamaru asked Naruto, but Naruto wasn't listing to Shikamaru.

'I… understand… he's the same as me. Damn… I didn't wanna be like him… but I understand…wait… didn't I just think that? Oh well,' Naruto thought.

"This is what I concluded… I exist to kill everyone other then me. I finally found relief inside the fear of being assassinated at anytime at home. By killing the assassins, I was able to recognize my reason to live. I fight only for myself, and I only love myself. As long as I think that other people exist to make me feel that, the world is wonderful. As long as there are people to kill in this world… to make me experience the joy of living…my existence will remain."

'Damn… he really is nuts,' Shikamaru thought. Naruto took a steep back in fear.

'He was holding back… he could really kill me if he wanted to…' he thought.

"What's wrong Naruto?" Shikamaru asked. Suddenly Gaara's sand stated to rise.

'What? I should have immobilized him with my Justu!' Shikamaru thought. "Naruto!" Naruto was totally frozen. "Hey Naruto! Wake up! Agg! How troublesome! Naruto!"

"Let me feel…!"Gaara said. Two lines of sand shout up and headed straight for the two.

"This is it for us…!"

"STOP RIGHT THERE!" The three looked over and Gai and Kakashi where standing at the doorway. "Matches don't resume until tomorrow. There is no need to fight. Or do you want to get hospitalized today?"

Suddenly Gaara's headache came back and it was 100 times worse. He could hear his childhood voice in his head as he had flashbacks. 'Don't leave me alone.'

'I'm not bleeding, but it really hurts here.'

'What…am I?'

The sand flew back into the gourd as Gaara held his throbbing head.

"Hey, Temari, I think we found what you where looking for," Kakashi called. They heard someone running and Temari came to the door, breathing heavily.

"Agg Temari! Don't go so fast!" Kankuro complained.

"Gaara! What are you doing!" Temari snapped. Gaara didn't answer. He just walked past Naruto, Shikamaru, Gai, and Kakashi and pushed past Temari. Then he stopped.

"I will kill you guys for sure, all of you in this room. Just you wait." Then he turned to Temari. "I'm going home. Don't bother me when you get back," then he left.