Okay this the second half of the other chapter.. and I know I said that I would post the next chapter after 5 people would review but three is close enough. ^-^

The house was dark.and so were Goku's thoughts.

// Maybe I should kill my self .and then I could be back with Vegeta and Jason.//

A little smirk played across Goku's lips. Ever since his mate and there son died, Goku had lost all hope in living, and his thoughts began to grow darker and darker.

// Then if I die I'll go to hell for taking my own life.but then what if I make it look like a.//

Goku's thoughts were interrupted when he felt someone's hand on his shoulder, and for a quick brief, shinning, moment, hope came back to Goku.

"Ve..oh hi Bulma." Goku said, forcing a smile. Goku's hope had shattered as he went back staring through the window as the rain fell.

" You still miss them." Bulma said softly.

The blue-haired genius hated seeing her best friend like this. She missed the cheerful, energetic, clueless Goku. But ever since that day .he just wasn't the same anymore. Bulma lightly touched his hand, but he quickly moved his hand from her soft touch. Bulma sighed.

"Goku, please listen to me." she begged.

"Bulma, I'm not moving with you ok. So please leave."

Goku said with no hesitation. For like the longest time Bulma had been bugging him to move with to move to Capsule Corp, but had declined the generous offer, and it pissed her off that he would be so..

" God Goku look at you." Bulma's voice began to rise.

"Please leave." Goku's plea was more like a warning.

"I can't believe you Goku!"

"Leave Bulma."

"I can't believe your still reminiscing on the past Goku!!" She yelled out loud.

of course Bulma could never shut her big mouth and didn't back down she wanted to make her point across to Goku.

"DAMIT BULMA!"

" VEGEAT AND JASON HAVE BEEN DEAD FOR 10 GOD DAMN, FREAKIN YEARS NOW!"

Goku couldn't handle it anymore and Bulma being very curious in nature wanted to help her friend and kept pushing it when she heard Goku beginning to scream out in frustration. Goku's hair began to flash gold then back to black in a furious rate and finally powered up in his Saiyan form.

Goku's aura had knocked Bulma down to the floor. Goku fell down to the ground on his knees and began to cry.

"You just don't understand." Goku managed to say in between sobs.

"You can never understand.."

Bulma finally realized that she was being selfish and crawled towards Goku. She hugged Goku and began to rock him gently back and forth. Goku felt like a little kid, it wasn't Vegeta comforting him, but it was good enough.

"I'm sorry Goku." she whispered and found her self crying with him.

" I just wanna die Bulma." She could barely here what he had said

"No Goku don't think like that.please tell me what had happened that day."

With that Goku stopped crying and quickly pooled away from her embrace.

"Please tell me.."

No one talked about that horrible, tragic day, almost like if Goku had threatened the Z warriors not to talk about that day.

" You never did understand why he left you for me huh." Goku said in a low whisper.

"No I never did."

"So then you'll tell me?" she asked finally getting what she wanted. Goku slowly nodded his head. "Yeah but I'll started from the beginning."

Sooooooooooooooooo.....was that good? Bad? In between? what. I hoped you guys liked this chap. So I'll just quietly wait for you guys to review and if you wanna e-mail me don't because something is very wrong with it.so.yeah..