Knowing When to Come Out of the Dark
Hey. All of my readers better liked that last chappy. I took me three days to write it. The reason for not putting it online was because I got in big ass trouble and got grounded from the computer and the TV. So yeah I didn't get a chance to post it, but I got chances to make it better and longer. Anyways I am going to try and make this chappy longer and better. I want some reviews people, I happy that some people are reviewing but I want more then two or four. Anyways just read this chappy and tell me what you think of it.
"Talking"
'Thinking'
Last Time: "Yes, now I have a reason to go to school now." I blushed
"Good. Well good night." He put his hand out
"Thank you." I gave him a hug and got up on my tippy toes and kissed him on the cheek. I got in my car and drove back home.
Now: All the Questions of the Past
I'm rolling in my sleep while having a dream of the past.
Dream
A thirteen year old looking Kagome wakes up on the floor and look around her. The floor was on fire and the smell of blood was in the air. The thing is, I failed to notice that there was blood covering most of my clothes.
"Mom! Sota! Gramps! Where are you!" I said while running through my burning house. "Mom! Sota! Gramps! Please where are you!" I screamed again. "Sota! Gramps! Mo.." there in my mother's room was Gramps, Sota, and my mother all hunched together. All of their bodies. They where all cut with deep gashes all over their bodies. There eyes were open and glazed over with a horrified face. "O god! Mom, Gramps, Sota! Please wake up!" I started to shake my mom. "You can't leave me! I don't want to loose anyone else!" my memory flashed to when Rika jumped off the roof yesterday.
"Kagome…Why?" and my mother screamed in pain and died.
"Why? Why what? I didn't do anything!" I started to cry
Some firemen now run in and grab my arms and tried to pull me away. I started to struggle.
"No! I'm not leaving my family! I want to stay with them and die! Let go of me!" I screamed
"No we must get you out of here the house will fall any second! We must go now!" yelled the fireman. He got me off the ground and started to run to the door. Just as we got out of the house it collapsed. In Kagome's mind all was lost.
"NO! NO! NO! NO! Please, let me stay! I don't want to live anymore!" I cried and finally I passed out
When I woke up I was in a white room. With a white jacket on with demon holder chains.
End Dream
When I woke up I was covered in a layer of sweat dripping down my face. "Damn. I didn't want to remember that. I look over to my alarm clock. I was only four in the morning. 'I don't want to go back to sleep. I will defiantly have the dream again.'
So I get up and take a nice cold shower. I'm in the shower and think 'I had a nice night and now its shattered with the dream…no nightmare.' I finish with washing my hair and my body, and get out of the bath room.
'What to wear today?' I walk to my closet and take out a pair of boxers for women, (a/n what their comfy. I have a couple pairs and well just read goddamnit) and a sports bra and a pair of socks. I see one of my old favorite tops 'That's where that top went.' I grabbed the top. It was a green shirt with holes in the front and back. A pair pants with pockets all over the pair. Two fingerless gloves and a arm band on my right arm. "I want a hair cut." So I grab my hidden sword and cut a good ten inches of my hair. Now it comes to my knee.
"I wonder, would Sesshoumaru like to go swimming today? I'll take a swim suit." I grab my suit and a sarong. I go to put on my make up but not as much as I usually do. I feels a tongue lick my hand "You want to play huh?" I asked Koji, bark bark and his tail was off. "Ok" and I played with him for ten mins till he was asleep on the floor, so I put fresh water and food in his bowl. I look at the clock and it was six thirty. 'Might as well get going.' I grabbed my book bag and walked out to my speed bike, (a/n I know what the real name is but I don't want to put it up cause its crotch rocket and I don't feels like writing it.) and drove to Sesshoumaru's house.
20 mins later
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Quiet foot steps and the door unlocking and Sesshoumaru in his blue boxers standing there with his hair a messed up and a groggy face. I just smiled. 'I take it he's not much of a morning person'
"Kagome! What are you doing here?" he sleepy asked
"Well its seven ten and I wanted to talk to someone. So you're the first person that crossed my mind." I smiled
"Oh, ok. Well come in. Let me get dressed and I'll be right down." And with that he was up the steps to change.
After a little while I started to get impatient, so I walk up the stairs to Sesshoumaru's room. I knock on the door but hear nothing. So I knock again…still nothing. So I turn the knob and pushed open the door and whisper "Sesshoumaru" but there a little ahead of me is a naked Sesshoumaru digging through a dresser.
Sesshoumaru pov
'Damnit, why cant I find any clean clothes!' I keep digging for some clean clothes. I failed to hear the two knocks or the door knob turning. Then I hear a faint Sesshoumaru being said, so I turn to look. There at the door was a furiously blushing Kagome. I grab a pair of boxers and cover myself. I blushed a unnoticeable blush. "Kagome! Ahhh" she turned around and I could feel the embarrassment flowing from her body.
Kagome pov
'O. MY. FUCKING. GOD. I just saw Sesshoumaru naked and…what a nice body he has, ahhhh Kagome get your head out of the gutter!' I screamed in my mind. "Seshoumaru I am so sorry! I just got impatient and so I came up and wanted to see if you were all right. But I guess I was wrong and well I'll see you down stairs!" I mashed my words together and dashed down the stairs. 'I cant stop blushing'
'well who wouldn't, you just saw your Sesshoumaru naked.'
'who are you?'
"I am you your beast side.'
'O great now I have a voice talking to me now. The world in gong to end now.'
'You know I can hear you.' It said in a sarcastic voice
'Go Away!'
'Fine, whatever. See ya later lover girl.'
"Kagome?" Sesshoumaru says with worry about how her face looked like she was about to burst.
"WHAT!" I scream and jump off the couch "O ahhh I am sorry I didn't mean that I just was have a conversation with..." I panicked "And you…don't know what I'm talking about, would you." I said slowly
"No, I guess not. I am sorry I took so long." He didn't look at me
"Well what's done is done. Cant change the past, now can you?" I blushed and felt like a baka.
"Anyways, I wanted to know if you and the guys would like to skip school and go swimming?" I hopefully asked
"Sure, why not. Its been a while when I went swimming." He admitted
"OK! I'll call them now and you find a pair of clean swim trunks." I poked fun at him
"Laugh all you want." And he went back up the stairs to look through his clothes
I walk to the kitchen and pick up the phone and called Miroku
RING RING RING
"FOR THE LAST TIME SESSHOUMARU, I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR DATE!" yelled an enraged Miroku
"AHHHHH! Miroku shut the hell up! Its Kagome!" I screamed. For a human he has a very load voice, it hurts my ears.
"Kagome? What are you doing at his house in the morning?" I swear I could hear his cocky grin on his face
"Ew! Nothing like that! Miroku get your head out of the gutter!" I blushed at the comment
"I just came over to ask him if you, him, and Sango would like to go swimming?" I tried to calm my anger down
"…"
"Miroku, stop thinking about Sango in a swim suit." I grinned
"huh? I did no such thing. And I would love to go swimming. Just where do we meet?" he asked
"How about at the beach?...good well see you then. Bye. O and asked Sango if she wants to go." and I hung up
"Ready?" came Sesshouaru's voice
"Yes I told Miroku to call Sango and to meet at the beach." I told
"Fine by me. Do you want anything to eat?" he asked
"No I'm not that hungry." I lied 'Gods would I love to eat something!' I screamed in my head.
Sesshoumaru pov
I asked her if she wanted anything to eat and she declined. But what I don't get is I could feel her longing for food. "Are you sure." I asked again
"Yes I'm sure." She replied weakly
Kagome pov
"Well I am going to change into my swim suit." I grabbed my book back and walk to the bath room. I undress and look at my scares on my back in the mirror that will not heal. I focus my ki on them and make them disappear from the eyes of demons and humans. After that I grab the top to my suit and put it on and the bottoms also. Then I wrapped the sarong that comes to my ankles, around my waist and a tee shirt on. 'I hope I know what I'm doing.' I though, and with that I walked out of the bath room. I walk to the family room to where I last saw Sesshoumaru. But he wasn't there. "Sesshoumaru?" I called out.
"Yes." Came his voice witch came from behind me.
"Epp!" I spun around and accidentally smacked him in the face. "Sesshoumaru! Ahh I am sorry you just scared me and well it was just self-defense, and I was just acting on instinct…" I rambled on and on until I felt his lips on my lips. And I blushed a madly blush.
He chuckled "You worry to much, Kagome." And he kissed my forehead. And for the first time I felt I was loved, and I also noticed that he is a least a few five inch taller then me.
"OOOOOOOOO! Did we interrupt something!" exclaimed Miroku and Sango in chibby form. They started to replay what just happened.
""You worry to much, Kagome." Miroku said in a Sesshoumaru like voice. And kissed Sango's forehead. He just did a little bit differently by rubbing Sango butt.
"Jack ass! Pervert!" and with that Sango smacked him on the cheek and gave him a few punches here and there.
"Serves you right." I said with a smug face
"Well now that this is over can we go?" said a bored Sesshoumaru
"Yep!" I exclaimed. With that we walked to the car and was about to leave, but was stopped by Miroku running in front of the car with towels in his hands.
"Don't leave me! And you all forgot towels." Said Miroku.
"Well get in!" I yelled to him
"O no! Kagome's driving." He paled
"Now what is wrong with my driving!" I angrily asked
"Last time I drove with you, you ran all the red lights and was being chased by cops." He said walking to the car
"But I was never caught. Just get in!" he did and I put the car in drive.
20 Mins Later
"Land!" yelled Sango and Miroku in a over dramatic voice, and they jump out of the car and took off their clothes and ran in the water, (a/n they had their suits underneath.)
But once they get in they were crashed with a wave. I see Sesshoumaru walk in to a wave and body surf back into shore. I don't feel like going in the water that instant so I just find a place to lay my towel down and meditate. And I did just that.
Sesshoumaru Pov
I catch a wave and bodysurf into the shore. I look around and don't see Kagome anywhere. Then I spot her, she's sitting on the beach. She looked to be in deep thought or mediation. 'What are you doing?' I get up and walk to Kagome. "Kagome? Kagome? Why are you not in the water?" I asked her
Kagome Pov
I hear someone call my name in the distance, but I don't want to answer the call. Then I hear it again so I come out of my meditation. "Huh?"
"I asked why are you not in the water?" he repeated
"O I want to meditate first, then I'll come in." I told him and tried to get back to my happy place. I am suddenly picked up off the ground and being walked to the ocean. "No! I don't want to go in yet!" I got closer to the shore on Sesshoumaru's shoulder and yell "Wait! At least let me take off my clothes!" then I was dropped down in the salty water. "I'm going to get you Sesshoumaru! That was mean." I got up and pulled my shirt up and brought it over my head, untie the sarong and throw them to where I was sitting.
Sesshoumaru pov
I drop Kagome down in about two feet deep water, and watch. She exclaims "I'm going to get you, Sesshoumaru! That was mean!" she then got up and reached for the bottom of her shirt and pull it over her head. 'Damn! I'm hard! Shit!' The same with her sarong, then throw it over to her towel. And start to chase after me. "You know you will never catch up to me." i said in a amused tone.
"Don't be so sure of your self." and she tried to tackle me.
Kagome pov
"Come on you to lovers, lets swim!" yelled Sango
I blushed were not lovers, were just girlfriend and boyfriend." I corrected
"So now were a couple huh?" Sesshy teased
I blushed like the color of a tomato. I turned and then ran to the water. "Well now lets swim." And I dove under a wave.
30 mins later
Were in the car and driving back to Sesshoumaru's house and are talking about random stuff.
"Kagome?" I heard Songo's voice
"huh?"
"You remember how you told me about Rika, right?" she asked
"Well yeah." Quietly I said
'She has a friend named Rika?' though Sesshoumaru
"Why didn't you let her in come to your home?" she poked
"I don't know? It never really pasted my mind." I avoided the topic
"Why was I never informed of a girl named Rika?" demanded Sesshouamru
"I don't like to bring up the past." I replied
"Kagome I did a little hacking into the school's computer main frame, and it said nothing about where you live or where or who your parents are." Squalled Miroku
"You did what?" and I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt.
"I just wanted to find out some stuff about you. That's all!" whined Miroku
"You could of asked me!" I yelled
Then everyone in the car started to ask or just talk to me, questions about my past. My head started to get fuzzy, I felt like I was going to pass out. I clutched my head, and I felt the sweat coming. I started to loss my concentration and I lost all the spell on my body, it started to hurt. All my memory flooding back into my mind. The ones I never want to remember. I bet everyone could feel my aura growing with pain. "Stop! Go away! I don't want to remember!" I yelled at nothing
"Kagome, what's wrong!" Sesshoumaru worried
"Go away, just leave me alone!" and I ran out of the car to my speed bike.
Sesshoumaru pov
All of the sudden Kagome starts to yell at something. So I asked her what's wrong, but she just yelled at me and ran out of the car. On her back were three scars on her back. She got on and drove home.
"Kagome?" then I started to wonder about her more and more.
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