Knowing When to Come Out of the Dark

Hey everyone. Sorry for the late update, I just got back from the hospital. Not fun. Anyways I have this chappy so you all better read it. I have a big test and I wont be updating very soon…anyways this chappy may be gory so just read goddamnit.

Last time: "Kagome?" then I started to wonder more and more about her.

Now: Remembering what should not be remembered

In front of my house I stumble to the door and then to my room. "God! No go away!" I grab my sword from behind my dresser and slit both of my wrist at least thirty times or more, till I cringed in pain and pass out

Flashback

Red and blue flashing light. Screaming. Yelling. Crying. "where am I? this seem so familiar." I said

Then a outburst of screaming that make me cringe, and children running from something…then I see it. Me. When I was at least thirteen years old. My eyes are blood shout. Lusting for blood.

My younger self then jumps in the air and lands in front of the children and spoke "Where do you think you're going," then little me lashed out and slaughtered them all. Blood going everywhere. Screaming. Limbs of body parts flying in all directions. My face was grinning, and laughing all while doing this to the kids.

Then I hear sirens coming from behind me, so I look. Police cars, ambulance's, fire trucks. I try to move out of the way but they just went right through me.

Back to my younger self. By the time I look back blood. Blood is everywhere, on trees, street signs, people in shock, everything. One thing was missing. Me.

"No! where did I go!" I started to search for me. (a/n damn isn't this getting confusing.)

Back to Sesshoumaru POV

"Where is she!" I worried

"Did you see those scars on her back!" exclaimed San

"Yeah. Where did they come from? They weren't there when she was swimming." Stated Miroku.

"Baca's she put a concealment spell on her back," I sighed "Sango, Miroku go look for her. She might do something to hurt herself." I tried to stay calm but failed miserably

"Sesshoumaru? You really care about her don't you?" Sango stated to obvious

I nodded "It feels like were to be together you know, like were soul mates or something." I turned away from them

"Well then what the hell are you still doing here! Go find her, you have the dog nose. So you will be able to pick up her sent!" yelled Miroku

I nodded and then I was off following her sent of fresh rain filled with pain

Back to Kagome

I'm at my old home when I was but just a child and it was on fire. My child hood home on fire.

Again, screaming. Crying. Disparate shrills of mercy. I clenched my head in pain from all the memories flooding back. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed "What the hell is going on!" a shrill of pain coming from the burning house, so I run in.

"Kagome stop," my family hunched closer together "Rika's death was not your fault!" younger me strikes my mom's arm. Blood flowing freely. My mother cried in pain.

I try to stop my younger self, but I just go through me. So I look back…my younger self had tears streaming down my face. "It was my fault. I didn't care for her and as she was falling I did nothing. I just stood there." Young Kagome cried and stalked closer to my mother, brother, and gramps

"No Kags you were just in shock. You didn't know what to do." Young me raised her claw and was about to strike! But was hesitant "I don't want to ever see your filthy face again." And little me struck my mom down.

All I could do is just watch. Watch all of the memories pouring into my mind. 'Ironic…again I am useless, I just watched when Rika jumped, and now... this.' I started to cry.

As my mother hit the ground my little brother was crying in pain from the gash in his gut. "Mom! Mom! Mooom!" he screamed and went over to her limp body.

"Now its your turn, little brother" young me raised her claw and

"Stop Kago…" struck him down. Her claws just ripped through his cheeks and all the way down to his stomach.

All while this is going on younger me still had tears running down her face.

'O god!" my knees gave way so I fell to the floor and I threw up, but it was not food or any kind of drink. It was blood. For not eating in at least two and a half months, my stomach was kind of dry.

Sesshoumaru POV

'There. In that run down apartment…what could she be doing in there?' and I ran up to the front of the lifeless building. 'Her sent is all over this building…' I run up the steps to where her sent is the strongest, and kick open the door……my eyes grow wide to the sight before me. There in front of me was a bleeding Kagome cringing in pain in her own pool of blood.

"Kagome!" I ran up to her and kneeled by her side and cradled her frail form in my arms "O Kagome…what did you do?" I looked over her arm and see over thirty slits on both of her wrists. She had a trail of blood coming from her mouth. I look around my surroundings and see a stray pool of blood in the corner. I take a better look and see that the little pool of blood belongs to her little puppy, Koji. I focus on his heart and hear nothing. He was dead.

I feel her move in my arms, so I look back to her pail face. It looked like she was chocking, then I see more blood dripping from the side of her mouth. I put her on her side , then she coughs up the blood and cover a part of my pants . "Kagome what happened to you." I picked her up bridal style and ran back to my home. 'Kagome I promise you this. I will always protect you no matter what, even if it costs my life to protect you.' And with that oath said I run at a faster pace to get to my home.

Kagome POV

"Good bye gramps." Younger me said as she dropped his lifeless body to the ground. She walk to the family room and fell to the floor followed by sobs of her family being dead. You could hear mumbles being said "I'm sorry, I am so sorry. Good Bye gramps, Sota, mom. I love you all very much." With that she passed out and was slowly turning back to normal thirteen year old me.

Then the surroundings changed to a white room and younger me trashing in a straight jacket hold by demon shackles...then I woke up

Ha ha I finished this chappy with just one hand in five hours. The reason is because I have a broken arm and I don't feel like revealing the reason why. Well everyone here is the new chappy so review. Sorry for the short chappy.

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