Knowing When to Come Out of the Dark
Yo! Sorry for the late update. I have just been having problems with my father and had a shit load of writers block. So yea. I hope everyone likes this chappy because I am staying up late to finish it.
"Talking"
'Thinking'
Last Time- "Fine." I threw my hands up in the air. "I am a racer. And he is a racer too." Sigh "He and I have a re-match coming up. So yea." I scratch the back of my head. "But the thing is the racing in done on some deserted streets not some fancy track. It was just cleaned up to look a little better……" just a long silence.
"You know you could of told us. We wouldn't of cared." Finally came a reply
"I wanted to but I didn't want to bring you guys in to this hole mess."
"Yea but we don't care. Were friends so we share everything right?"
SLAP after he said that he grabbed Sangos' ass. "God Miroku! What is with you and my ass!" yell a enraged Sango with a blush
"I can't help it your butt is so beautiful. I always want to touch." Sango blushed even harder and backed away from him. Her face was all red.
"Yeah, back to the way it was!" I yelled.
Sesshoumaru and I walk down the stairs hand in hand. Going to our next class Geometry. We just leave the arguing Miroku and Sango on top of the roof. More like a beat down on Miroku.
Now- Preparing for the Rematch
After School- Driving Home
"Hey Sesshoumaru?" I asked
"Yes?" he answered but still keeping his eyes on the road.
"Eh- Never mind." I look out the window. 'Why do I always freeze up! Just say it Kagome I want to go out today. God it to hard!' when I was thinking this I leaned my head up against the window. "We could go to the movies? No to dull." I whispered. But not quite enough.
Sesshoumaru POV
'What is with her today? She seems so spacious, out of reality.' I hear her whisper something. So I listen. 'So she want to go out huh? Alright I'll take her tomorrow.' The rest of the way home was silent.
Kagome POV- Getting ready for bed
"Hey Sesshoumaru could we- oh never mind!" 'Damn it girl you were so close!' I mentally smacked myself on the head and shrunk to the ground. While doing this my little shorts were rising up.
"Kagome? Are you feeling…fine?" Sesshoumaru looked at me funny and bent down. Maybe it was because I was on the ground with my eyes closed and poking myself above my left eye brow.
"Oh!" I scampered off the ground a little to fast. And in the process smacking Sesshoumaru in the face with my head, while rising. "Ahh- Iamsosorry.Iamsuchabaka!" I yelled to myself and smacking my head a couple times making it hurt worse (a/n You'd think she would stop hitting her head. First Sesshoumaru godly face and now she's hitting herself. lol) I take a quick look at Sesshoumaru because I smell the scent of blood. 'AHHHHHHHHH O NO I GAVE HIM A BLOODY NOSE! AHHHHHH' I mentally screamed and ran around in my head.
Sesshoumaru is holding his nose and…chuckling? I look at him with a retarded expression "What is so funny!" he turns around his shoulder shaking. I jump on his back and climb to sit on his shoulders and wrapping my legs around his neck. If anyone came in the hallway they would go to hell and back again because of the position we were in. It looked like we were playing chicken out of water and without an opponent. (a/n I did this to my dad once and made him fall down and go boom! lol had to much sugar lol of course I got in trouble after that…well back to the story!)
I started to rub one of his ears. His reaction was his head leaning into my hand and sort of made a purring kind of noise. 'Wow. Never thought this would be the outcome.' "Now tell me! What is so funny mister fluffer nutter!"
He stops chuckling and gets his composer back together. "I never though my first bloody nose would be like this." I just stare at him like he's an alien.
"You mean you have never had a nose bleed?" I gasp in bewilderment
"I didn't picture getting it when my girlfriend knocks me in the face. I will admit it. I've been hit in the face, but not hard enough to make my nose bleed." he looks at me and gets a evil glint in his eyes.
'Uh-oh!' I try to get off of him but he grabs my bare legs and holds them in place. I start to struggle. After a while I lose my balance and fall back. When I did this Sesshoumaru wavered a little bit but straightened out. After that he stepped back to the railing.
So now you have Sesshoumaru standing, holding my legs. While I am leaned back with my back against his back just my head by his butt. And my shit falling up or down… or whatever. With my arms crossed across my chest.
"When are you going to let me go? I think the blood is overflowing my brain." I try to look at him.
His head moves a little. "…But I like this."
I blush so much that I think he could feel it on his butt. 'Ghaaa! Oh no I cant stop blushing!" I bring my hands up to cover my face. When I do this Sesshoumaru lets go of my legs. I fall right on my face and my shirt went down. Giving him a good look at my breast. (a/n He turned around after he dropped her.) I blink at first then my eyes bug out. 'Ahhhhh the perverted son of bitch dog!' Sesshoumaru was staring and blinking. Then he got a light blush on his face. I quickly get off my head and pull my shirt down and turn away from him. I blush even harder…if that's even possible. I take a glance back to him and see him with a pained stare he had on his face. He masked his scent too.
A long silence.
"That was mean, you meanie!" I turn around. My blush was still on my cheeks but barely.
"I didn't know that was going to happened." He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me. "I know." He takes a breath and breathes in my scent. Which makes me blush again. "You know. You have a wonderful, enchanting scent of fresh rain with a hidden spice." He looked down at me with his breath taking smile.
'Damn it! Why does he always make he blush with that smile of his!' I yelled at no one in particular. (a/n In her head.) I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him lightly ob the lips.
"So would you like to go out tomorrow?" he brought up the question I wanted to ask for a while now.
"Yes!" I only took a moment to answer. I gave him another kiss on his lips and cheek.
"Dress up fancy." He whispers in my ear as he walked past me to get to his room.
'Dress up nice! Where is he taking me?' I look back at his fleeting form. 'You always know what's on my mind…' I walk to my room. But before I go in, I look back to his now closing door. 'What awaits me tomorrow, ma-Sesshoumaru?' his door closes. I sigh and shake my head and enter my room. Climb in to bed and fall into a happy dreamy sleep of (–ahem-) a man holding me in his arms.
Sesshoumaru POV
I hear her sigh after I close my door then she enters her room. I lean my head and arm against the door. I growl a frustrated growl. 'Why do you make me feel this?' I slammed my right fist on the door. "Damn it." I mutter 'Hope that didn't wake her!' I listen quietly for a minute. All I hear is some ruffling of some sheets and her slow shallow breathing. 'Good." 'Well now…time set this date for the woman I…deeply care for.' And I call a couple of men to set the day to perfection.
Morning Kagome waking up/dream- Kagome POV
'I was dreaming…and the man I was dreaming about was crying. I wanted to go to that one person and hold them in my arms and make them stop. I yell stop it stop it! But they wont stop. I am overwhelmed with the feeling of pain in my heart. The pain is so great! It feels as if my heart is being shredded apart.' I started to sweat and moan. 'I can't take it! I brake down and can't stop crying. I feel so empty! Why do I feel this way! I fell like I am falling into darkness!' I suddenly wake up sitting up in my bed, breathing heavy.
"Was it only a dream?" I asked myself. I look around my baby blue room. "It felt so real." I whispered
"Kagome are you alright!" Sesshoumaru knocked on my door.
"I'm fine." sigh "Just a dream." That's what I told myself. Just a dream.
"Would you like to get ready for our date?" I heard him
'O my god how could I forget!' "Well where are we going?" I got out of bed.
"You'll find out when we get there." Was all he said
"Ohh come on give me a hint!" I was at the door.
"I already did." I opened the door
"Really?" I stared in his amber eyes. He kisses my forehead and smiles
"Dress up fancy." With that he walked to his room. I think to get ready too.
I shut my door. 'Where are you taking me Sesshoumaru?' I walk to my closet and look for what to wear.
10 minutes later
'Found it!' I set the dress and shoes down on the bed and take a shower.
15 minutes later
I walk out of the bathroom in a towel feeling better then ever with a new hair color and different length. Black a little tinted blue and now comes to my thighs 'That was nice.' I look at the dress and shoes lying on my bed. Sigh "This is really bugging me." I said to myself. I put on a black lace bra, and panties. I dry my hair. Then I put on the dress. Then I put on the black two and a half inch high heels that wrap around my leg that goes all the way up to my shin. After I try to figure what to do with my hair and make up.
A few minutes later
"Grrrr!" I growl 'I don't know what to do!' I yelled in my head.
"Kagome you ready!" Sesshoumaru yelled from downstairs
I take on e last look in the mirror. Then left my room. "Coming."
Sesshoumaru POV
'Where are you Kagome?' sigh "Kagome are you ready?" I yelled impatiently. I heard the word coming and some clicking of shoes. I look up the steps to see a sexy Kagome coming down the stairs very elegantly. She is dressed in a dark red and black dress that is being held up by her full breast. There was a slit going up her right leg that stopped at her thigh. The slit had ruffles which were dark red and the rest of the dress was black. I guess she died her hair because it is now a different color. Her hair is down with a little curl. And also she wore no make up.
'She looks so much…so more alive without her make up. Her lips are the natural pinkish reddish color not black. Damn she is so beautiful.' I couldn't believe it. 'I knew at first sight she was beautiful…but I didn't know she was this beautiful. Words are just a little description of how she looks. All I can say is she is the most beautiful person that I have ever seen…' when she reached the bottom of the steps she was blushing madly.
"What are you looking at?" she looked anywhere but my face. I can also see the she shivered with my intense gaze.
"You. Words can not describe the wonders of your beauty." Our eyes lock on each other.
Kagome POV
As I am walking down the stairs I can smell a slight arousal. I look at Sesshoumaru and see that he is just staring at me. He was wearing black dress pants and a white dress shirt. He also wore what looked like black dancing dress shoes. "What are you looking at?" I didn't look at his face. 'He looks so handsome and sexy at the same time.' I shiver What is with the shoes? I didn't know he had those…course he didn't know I had this dress.' The way he looks made me I think a little aroused.
"You. Words can not describe the wonders of your beauty." He said which sounded o so sexy to me.
Sesshoumaru POV
I don't think she noticed my hand behind my back or the sent of the flower too. So as she is looking at the ground I walk up to her and bring the flower in front of her.
She gasps and brings her hand up to her mouth. "Where did you find that!" she grabbed the flower.
"Well I had it made especially for you." She stared at the flower in awe "How did you know!"
"Well when Sango was here I overheard you talking that you like blue roses. So I had it made just for you." I'm silent for a moment. "May I?" I put my hand out for her to put the flower in. After she puts it in my hand. I break the stem off, and make sure there is no more thorns on what's left of the flower.
"What are you doing!" she was looking at the flower.
"Here." I bring my hands up to her left ear and put the flower just above her ear. (a/n in her hair)
(long silence of staring at each other)
"Well then shall we?" I stuck my arm out for her to grab, which she did. And we walked out of the house to the car.
Car Ride- Almost there- Kagome POV
"Ok Sesshoumaru where are we going?" I whined
"Were half way there so quit complaining." He sighed
I cross my arms over my chest and cross my legs.
5 minutes later
"Close your eyes." Commanded Sesshoumaru voice
"What? Nu-uhh!" I talked like a two year old.
"Please?" he look to me. The light turned green.
Sigh. I close my eyes.
"Don't open them till I tell you to. Ok?" he sounded happy
"Just hurry. I bet I look like a baka." I said the last part quietly
After a few minutes I feel the car slowing down and the traffic is getting duller too. 'Where am I?' "Can I open them now!" I wanted to open my eyes really soon.
"Wait." the car stops and I hear Sesshoumaru put the car in park. "Little longer." I hear him open the door and then walk around to my door. Opens my door and grabs my hand. "Hold on." He pulls me out of the car and leads me a little farther away from the car. His hand still in mine. "Open your eyes." I did.
Gasp "What is this place?" I stared in amazement at the lights and flowers.
"This is 'The Shikon'. The best restaurant in all of Japan." He said looking at me. I just stare with my mouth hanging wide open. "You know…you can catch flies like that…" he trailed off.
"You didn't have to go so extreme! I'm not even worth this." I complained
"You're worth more then this. It's just the best but more will come." He gave the car keys to the valet person. "Are you coming or what?" he played around
I playfully smacked his arm. We walk inside.
"Hello. Do you have a reservation?" asked the greeting man
"Yes, Tashio." He said. The man looked at the book and looked up.
"Oh yes Mr. Tashio. Right this way." We fallowed him.
"I take it you've been here before…" 'With who?' I asked half-heartedly
"Is someone feeling jealous?" he played. "My father and came here a lot. Because his business." We are lead to a secluded area.
"Hey I just wanted to know. Sorry for asking." I crossed my arms across my chest as we sat down across from each other.
"You waiter will be with you shortly." The man said
I look at the menu. "What do you want to drink?" he stared with his elbow on the table and his chin resting on his hand.
"I don't know…" I read some more "Do they have Surly Temples!" (a/n I love this drink! Its really good and very sugary.) I excitedly asked
"Calm done it's just a drink." I just stare at him and raise an eye brow. sigh "Yes…you better not get all hyper on me." Again I just stare at him.
"Hello my name is Geoffrey and I will be your server today…" he stared at me with him mouth slightly open and leaned on the table. I look from him to Sesshoumaru. Sesshoumaru was glaring at this Geoffrey dude, and I take it he didn't like him. I blush "What can I get you to drink Miss?" I looked back to Sesshoumaru to see him pissed to no ends.
"I would like a Surly Temple." I look to Sesshoumaru. "And what would you want, dear?" I looked at Sesshoumaru with a you-better-play-along-stare-or-else.
"I will have water with lemon sweetie." He looked at the waiter with a glare and made him take a few steps back.
"I'll be back with your drinks shortly." He went off in a hurry .
"Is someone jealous!" I mocked him. I grin at his reaction.
5 Minutes of talking
When the waiter came back with our drinks, my face was in my hand And from what you could see of my face was all red and I was shaking.
The waiter saw me shaking so he put the drinks on the table and put his hand on my shoulder and kneeled right next to me. "Are you alright Miss?" he looked to Sesshoumaru "What did you do!" he asked
I leaned back on the seat and brought my right hand up to my face. "Nothing!" laugh "He-laugh-did noth-laugh-ing!" I was laughing so hard I think I started to cry.
"Well aren't you going to take our orders?" Sesshoumaru stared at him in amusement.
"um Sorry! Uhh what would you like sir?" He asked. I'm still laughing as Sesshoumaru orders.
"What about you Miss?" Geoffrey looked to me. I'm still laughing, you know.
I was laughing all through when I was ordering "OK, ok, ok…" sigh "I would like the chicken special."
"And what side would you like with that." he jotted down the order. As I read the summary again.
"Carrots I guess…" he took our menus and left.
Once I knew he was gone I pop. "What kind of question was that!" I tried to stop blushing.
"To tell the truth it just popped in my head…well?" he poked
"You expect me to answer you!" I looked at him like he grew a mustache. (a/n eww I hate those.)
"Well it is a question and I want an answer." He looked at me evilly
I muttered under my breath. "mermer…"
"What? Couldn't hear you. Speak louder." He kept poking
I muttered again. "What?" again
"GRRRRR! C 36! You happy?" then it hit me. I just yelled my breast size to the hole restaurant! 'I swear I'm going to kill you Sesshoumaru!' I yelled in my head as another blush pierced my face.
Everything was silent I looked to all the other tables. Everyone was looking at me. "Hey everyone. Hehe good night for dinner isn't it?" I turned to the wall. Then the restaurant erupted back to talking as if nothing happened. Music started again.
(sweat drop) I glared at Sesshoumaru. He stood up and just puts out his hand and asked "Would you like to dance?"
I look at his hand a grab it. "I'd love to!" at the moment a slow song was on. So he wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my around his head.
Title- 1000 Words (a/n I love this song oh and bold is the song.)
I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily
After some time I leaned my head on his shoulder. All we did was sway back and fort. Just enjoying being with each other. All the anger I held disappeared when we started to dance.
"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings
To say right now I felt hole for once in my life, I actually feel like I belong.
And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever
I started to hum with the song. I feel Sesshoumaru lean his chin on my head.
The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say
'Wait for me I'll write you letters'
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late
Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Now I started to sing with the song. 'I remember…my mom used to sing this song to me when I was little. She'd sing this song when she wasn't feeling good or just for the fun of it.'
Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever
Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh
I look up to see Sesshoumaru staring at me with love in his eyes. Are faces seemed to be getting closer. When out lips locked everything was tuned out, nothing mattered who was watching. I felt my heart melt being able to kiss and hold Sesshoumaru here in my arms.
His tongue rubbing my lips asking for entrance. I comply and his tongue going covering ever inch of my mouth. The kiss was so full of passion it made me weak in my knees. I think I would of fallen if it wasn't for Sesshoumaru holding me.
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever
We look in each others eyes again. We both think at the same time.
Kagome: 'I love this man.'
Sesshoumaru: 'I love this woman.'
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djl- Sorry for the long wait. It just took me a while to think of what to write. Yea it just popped in my head just like that! (POP) lol well I hope you like this chappy! And Naraku bashing might start next chappy who knows right? (me- hehe I do) Well R&R!
Bowzer- Yo! lol sorry for the late update! I just couldn't think. Well I hope you like this chappy k! you better! I didn't sleep last night because I was finishing my story! So be nice. Well remember to review!
Hey I lost some reviewers! Where are you guys! I made this chappy really longer then usual. So I at least want five reviews! Please? Just five that's it! Well cant wait for your reviews…ANYWAYS BYEBYE