What I Cannot Have
I want you
I need you
If it didn't matter
I'd have you
But you mean so much more
Than that to me
I want to be the one to make you happy,
Yet I can't
I don't want it to be someone else,
But it is
Why is life filled with opposites?
Maybe if I never loved you,
I would have you.
Yet it would mean nothing to me then.
So what do I want?
Do I really want you,
Or do I want
What I cannot have?
This is my second one from Erik's point of view. He contemplates if he really wants Christine or if he only wants the impossible. I think this one is better than my first one I did from Erik's point of view. My second favorite so far!
