Choices of the Heart
Pairings: I can't tell it's what the story is about
Summary: Buffy shows up Post NFA and she has to make the hardest choice ever. Which man does she want Angel or Spike?
Disclaimer: Wish it was mine so BVTS/AlTS would be happier but I don't
A/N: First Fic I have two more I want to do but We'll see if this is even good first. Please review and enjoy.
Spikes POV…mostly
Buffy I haven't heard that name in a while and my heart hasn't felt this good since…Idied
" So Peaches when will the Slayer be arriving?" Angel looked up at me he knew Buffy didn't want him. "Around 11:30 tonight she's staying at the Bed & Breakfast". "So I take it she declined you offer to stay here at the Hyperion"
"Wow Spike you must be pretty fuckin smart to know that" I guess whatever she said had cut Peaches deep" No need to use that kind of language around the other buggers" "Spike if I had a stake…"Angel stopped he looked at the door and left the room.
I turned around to see none other than "Hello, luv" Buffy Anne Summers the most beautiful woman ever "Long time no see I guess" Buffy replied in a whisper "Is Angel here?" "No, luv, he is not" Before I had time to say more Buffy was kissing me deeply. When we broke off I saw Dawn and for some reason it was like falling in love with Buffy all over again…no that couldn't be it I'm just so filled with emotions of Buffy. Buffy said "Spike, I have to see Angel, really quick" I nodded.
Buffy's POV
There was Angel…I hated him for keeping me from loving Spike or even Riley, but I didn't hate him completely there was still something there but not strong enough or was it?
"Hey" he was drawing he'd always been good at it especially when he was brooding. "Buffy…I really don't want to" I cut him off "Angel, I really need to talk to you or it's going to eat me alive" Angel looked at me then motioned me to sit. "Angel…I need to know how you feel about me…I still don't want to hurt you" He looked at me with all the pain he had gone through over the last few years
" Buffy, I still love you as much as I always will, and as for you hurting me; Cordelia slept with my son, you've already slept with Spike, chosen him, and I've had all my friends die in front of me one by one…you can't hurt me anymore" It was a lie I knew it but he had said it to make him believe it. "Angel theres no reason for you to be mad at me I'm not the one that left!" He returned yelling "Because you deserved someone who could take you on a picnic go through the park without vampires, have a job and take care of you…I guess I was wrong".
I tried to stop there but I couldn't "You sure as hell were Angel I couldn't feel anything anything resembling love for the next 3 years and you know why because of you. Because you should've been the one carrying my body to my grave, been the one that comforted me when my mom died!"
Then I left. He said one thing before I left " I love you Buffy, but I'm not the one you want"
Please review the next chap will be up shortly