Emotional Struggles (this is the actual title)

Pairing: Beginning is Spuffy eventual Spawn and Bangel

Updated Summary: Buffy come to live in L.A. post-NFA. Who does she want Angel or Spike

Disclaimer: Blah blah Joss Whedon

A/N: If anyone like this please review more review means faster updates and my writing will get better, and please visit my friend's band profile Dawn were sitting at a table in a pizza parlor waiting for their order to arrive. Dawn was keeping quiet with a dreamy look on her face. Angel finally spoke up "Dawn are you gonna sit there dreaming of Spike or are you gonna talk to me"

"What! how did you know I was…you sneaky sonnova" Angel laughed "We are in a public pace Dawn, so are you gonna tell him"

Dawn who was back in "dream" state answered "Don't have too". Angel looked confused what are you talking about?" That snapped her out of it "Oh nothing, what about you and Buffy?"

"I wish, but I'll just to have to find another selfless girl, that knows about demons, and is beautiful"

"Your standards are way too high"

Angel laughed "Yeah I guess I'm destined to be alone, damn I just got myself depressed" Dawn smirked " I thought only vamp Angel could do that" "No he's just better at it" Angel joked. "I don't know it's just whenever I see her with Spike I just get mad and jealous and everything that's not good"

"I don't think they'll make it long" Dawn said "Well maybe there is hope for us"

"Ah food, They didn't have pizza in Ireland" "You really missed out" Dawn smiled

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"Well that was good pizza" Dawn yawned "I really should be going to sleep school tomorrow" "G'night" everyone called

Spike walked up to the weapons closet and grabbed a few stakes " I'm going on patrol see you soon". Spike walked out the door after that.

"So, Angel how did you become human" asked Buffy "Right after the battle with Wolfram & Hart, when it was all over I was turned human, now I know this is gonna sound sad, but it could've been Spike but he ran away mid-battle"

"No" Buffy said "It's true I think it was the dragon that beat him up, then I got my reward…but not the one I wanted" Oh crap, resist Buffy resist you can't fall for him he's Angel they guy that left you because the Big Bad told him to

Angel why did you say that to her come on you know better than that, is she leaning in no she's not she's with Spike screw it

They kissed, it seemed to last forever when they pulled away they both went red.

"Umm good night, I guess" Buffy said "Yeah tommorow"

I'm still in love with him