(A/N) Okay... I've made my decision... and I'm not proud of it either... but I for some reason... from deep in my heart... this fanfic had to come out...

Ed started coughing and straining his eyes in disbelief. "Co-colonel Mustang? Why-...what-"

Roy shushed him and started to remove Edwards wrists from the clutches of the metal.

Ed was still in shock over the whole thing. "But why would...you...?"

Roy finished freeing Ed. "Come on, let's go." He started to walk off. "Move your ass and get going!"

Ed followed Roy uneasily. Ed's injuries felt worse and worse with every single damn step he took.

"Roy I-" Suddenly everything went black.

Soon enough he was dreaming... no he wasn't having dreams... it was nightmares. Everyone he'd ever cared for just died in front of him again and again in his dream. The memories still haunting him.

Ed was now shivering and fidgeting. Roy looked over at the boy lying on the couch "What the-"

"AL!" Ed cried out in his sleep "Al! No! Not again! ALPHONSE!" Ed was now screaming louder than ever, the sound of his voice echoed throughout the building.

Roy walked over to him and shook him. "What's wrong with you?"

Ed opened his eyes which had already began tearing again. "He...he's gone..." Ed was sobbing again "And it's all my fault!"

"Get a hold of yourself!" Roy put his hand over Edwards mouth "You're lucky there's nobody else here, otherwise they would've locked you up by now."

Ed looked around the room. It was dark, shadowy, and eerily empty. Not one person besides Mustang was here. "Where... is everyone?"

"Home, most likely. It's two in the morning." Roy said bluntly.

Edward sighed. He had lost track of time when he'd been in that pit of hell. Not that time really mattered.

Ed suddenly jolted and cringed "Argh!" a bit of blood began dripping from his mouth.

"What the hell happened to you?" the colonel demanded.

"When the homunculi had me imprisoned there.." he coughed lightly "they beat me up a lot, whips, blades, clubs, whatever they had that could cause pain."

Then, Ed saw something he'd never seen before. Roy looked ... concerned. He had a saddened worrying look to him.

"You know," Roy said looking away from Ed shifting his eyes toward the window "it's not really your fault."

"Yes it is!" Ed yelled "It was before, and it is again."

"Stop blaming yourself for everything that goes-"

"I'll do whatever I damn well please!" Ed launched his fist toward Roy's face.

He missed entirely, his pain overpowering his will. Roy grabbed his clenched fist.

"Get a grip FullMetal..." he hissed.

Ed gave him a cold stare. He was ready to scream at the man in front of him, but suddenly stopped as he began crying again.

"What's wrong with me..." he whispered looking down at the ground.

"You need to calm down." Roy commanded him.

"No I don't!" Ed defended himself "I need to die. I have nothing left in this forsaken world. I promised Al I would get his body back. And I failed him."

Ed slowly got up and hobbled across the room. Roy's gaze followed him intently.

"I don't have anything left to live for." Edward opened the window and began to jump.

Roy dashed over to the window and pulled Ed out of it. "Fool! Don't kill yourself! Do you really think Al would want that!"

Ed paused. This thought had never crossed his mind before.

Roy grabbed Ed by the shoulders, looked down at him, and firmly said "Maybe it's time... you found someone else to live for."

(A/N) I know. I usually make fun of Yaoi and mock it but... I wrote this anyway... -hides under desk- please don't be mad if you don't like the pairing! Just review. Don't hurt me!