I write as my muse, Geasthyrus(1), demands. I will write what he reveals and pass it on as soon as possible

Please Read&Review. All reviews welcome and criticism appreciated. Flames, on the other had, will be cast back upon you and I will laugh as you run around screaming.

Disclaimer: If you think its mine go ahead and kill yourself because there's no helping you, your to far gone. In other words; don't own it, wish I did.

First, this is the first thing I have ever worked up the courage to post, so if you review then please give a completely honest review even if it's terrible.

Second, this started out as a song I started singing to myself earlier today as I let my mind wander, when I came back I remembered the first two lines and liked them so I started writing them and it just kept going. I didn't intended to post this but as I reading back over it the first thing I imagined was Duo and Heero saying these.

The names at the top of the verses tell you who is supposed to be saying each one

You may not like the view points and there not how I usually write those two, but I couldn't help myself, so here it is.

Personal Sides

By Death's Avatar

Heero

I'm watching from the corner of my eye,

I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you to die.

you never left my side,

but your no longer mine.

Duo

You think I'm happy with what I've got

you can't see that i don't know how to stop

everyone else sees it's a cry for help

you think it's the light of my day

can't you think of anyone but yourself

have you nothing else to say.

Heero

I can't wait to see the look on your face

when you find me staring off into space.

you better give me my own place

or tomorrow is your final day.

Duo

You think your the best in the world

no one else thinks this way,

but you don't have a clue

you won't think any other way.

Heero

No one knows how you really make me feel

they think that everythings going good

they don't see how you've already broken my seal.

Duo

As you go on and on

My anger starts to bubble,

you just keep going

until I startseeing double,

and I can't say a word until its gone.

Heero

My silence is mistaken for care

they don't see I just want to rip out your hair,

why won't you just shut up and get out of my way

If this keeps going you won't last another day.

Duo

I stand in the door as you walk away,

finally your gone,

and I wouldn't have it any other way

I step back through the door.

Heero

I finally walked out the door

and I can't belive

your no longer here

for me to deal with.

Duo

I walk back to my room

and take a look out the window,

waiting for the coming storm

from a sky thats black and grey

Heero

I finally made it to the top

standing at the edge,

the wind starts to blow

I follow its push

andthen its coming from below me.

Duo

I found the bottle with the little capsules

put it to my mouth and threw it back,

then laid down and waited.

Duo&Heero

Nothing more you can do

except lay back and wait,

with minds going to each other,

for the final oblivion.

Duo&Heero

A final thought with a vicous little snarl,

and then a soothing smile

as final oblivion rushed to your face.

(1) If you know the meaning of his name then you why I have to do as he says. For those

of you that don't here it is Geasthyrus: geas- the hold of Fate, thy-personal, & rus- unbreakable, so you end up with "the Fate's hold of you is unbreakable". He says that if I don't follow bad things will happen,a nd the thing is they do happen not just to me but to others so that it affects me.