Kagome sighed as she looked out the window, she was in her own her era currenetly sitting at home during a huge rainstorm. Why was she here and not there in the past was because, as Inuyasha put it- "Kagome you need to go get me some more ramen." and so on, her friends were trying to push her away from them, and it had depressed her deeply.She sighed again, a habit she seemed to be doing a lot lately. Kagome was in the living room, laying on the couch but had not yet noticed her family staring at her with forlorn looks. "Kagome... we need to talk." "What about?" "Kagome, we have not been totally honest with you..." "About what?" Kagome sat up, curious as to what her mother could be so concerned over, she sounded worried. "Kagome, honey do you remeber your father very well?" "Yeah, he was really kind, he always mad me smile."
"Do you remeber what he looked like?" Kagome thought, "Yeah...he had really tan skin, and long black hair, and...grey eyes." Kagome's mother, Kun-loon nodded. "Well Kagome your father was a foreigner from India." "And?" "Well Kagome, he was not just any foreinger. He was, um, how shall we say...a very godly person." "Meanig?" Kagome asked, now very curious and slightly annoyed. "Kagome, I'm not sure how to tell you this but-" "Oh for heavens sake daughter, Kagome, your father was a god, a god from the religion of hinduism, making you a hindu goddess, or a very powerful hindu priestess...we're still unclear of the matter of which you are." Kun-loon and Kagome could only gape at Kagome's grandfather. "So you mean to tell me, that I am the daughter of a god, and it took you this long to tell me?" "We didn't think you would understand until you were older, please Kagome this is hard enough as it is." "Well, you sprung this on me at a already bad time, so I guess it shouldn't really matter..." "What do you mean
-bad enough time- ? What's wrong?" Asked Kun-loon, pulling her daughter into a one armed hug, with Kagome's head resting against her shoulder. "My friends in the feudal era are trying to push me away. Kikyou is taking my place, and my actual friends have no need for me, they keep making excuses to get me to go home." "Like what?"
"Like telling me to go get ramen, go home and get some rest, which is something they would have normally never done." "Do you think their possesed?" "No, if they were their actions to other things would have changed, but they are still the same, except now they hate me." Kagome's mother smoothed down her hair, peting her softly. "Kagome, why don't you train, I believe that your father miss's you, and would gladly train you." "Mamma, I'll think about it, but first I must go see if my supiscions are true, and if they are I'll go to father." Kagome went back upstairs, and changed. She put her hair into a low pony tail, a pair of flip flops, and a blew sun-dress. She dressed as a happy as she could, to remind herself that even if her friends hated her, she was going to prove them wrong, about all their bad assumptions of herself, and to remind herself that she was going to visit her father, a god, so either way she won...or atleast she could think that instead of having a melt down.
She ran back down stairs, teling her mother that she would be back shortly, and then dashed out of the house. She stood on the rim of the well, and then jumped in.
She slid down the wells magic, through the passage of time. When she reached the feudal era she reached for a vine, she climbed out with some difficulty. She looked around, no one was around, and as far as her under trained senses could tell, no one was coming, 'Good,' She thought. 'Now I can find out a little more easily if they really want me to go.' She hoped beyond hope that it wasn't true. She expanded her senses, one of the few things that Keade had taught her, along with how to tell if someone was being possesed. That was how she was so sure that they were not. She felt their aruro's near the god tree, they were all sitting very close. She walked to it, and hid her aruro.
She walked a few yards away, listening to them, she could hear them. "Inuyasha, it's about time, that we send Kagome home permantely." "Yeah, yeah I know." "You know, she has been just dead weight. She is our friend, she'll understand that we don't need her anymore and that she should respect that, and leave." Said Miroku. "Yeah, she'll understand, she is Kagome after all, the one who forgives all. She'll deffinately understand." Sango stated. Kagome was in a rage now, she new not what she was doing, but her ever call self just suddenely snapped. "Understand what? That I can be just used and thrown away, yeah Sango you put it so eliquintly." Their heads snapped in the direction of Kagome's in-furriated voice. "Kagome, we didn't mean it!" Said Sango slightly shocked that Kagome had heard. "Oh, go to hell you bitch. I know you ment it, don't insult my intelligance by lieing to me, so how long have you been plotting this? How long have you planned on just throwing me away?" "Kagome we were not going to-" Miroku tried to reason. "You, shut up." She said in a dead voice, it was a cold as a the top of any mountain, and deadly-er than a angered Sesshoumaru. "I want to hear it from you, Inuyasha." Inuyasha's normally strong face seemed to fall apart. "We were planning on sending you back to your own time forever, we kept it secret cause we didn't want to hurt you." "Well you already did, I was beginning to suspect something, and look at this, you betray me, after all that I've done for you, I hate you."
They all looked guilty now. "I hate you all, your just as bad as Naraku." And with that they all looked suddenely very pissed. "HOW DARE YOU COMPARE US TO NARAKU!" Screamed Sango. "Simple really, you betray those who help you, you are all stupid greedy pigs, you have never once gone out of your way to help someone for no reason at all. You will do anything for power, and revenge." Sango sent her a nasty glare. "He slaughtered my people!" "And your people slaughtered his, not all demons are bad, but the ones that are do something bad and look, your people are formed. You started out noble, only slaughtering those with the blood of innocents on their hands, but then you just started to slaughter without mercy, killing every single one without reason, becoming as bad as the ones you
hunted." "My
grand father was cursed, he was a monk and a holy man." "Your
grand father was nothing more than a lechture, he pretended to give
women hope, then left them with their hearts broken, becoming
depressed, and some even commiting suicide from heart break, what
right did he have to live a good life after all those he had
destroyed?" "I am hunting for Kikyou's revenge."
"Quite the bull Inuyasha, you just want to become a full demon,
and so does Naraku, you both want to better your selves, you want to
be stronger, and you don't care who's life is lost in the proscess,
you don't care that Midoriko, the most pure, kind mortal woman to
ever walk the earth, the woman who would die for a total stranger, or
a most hated enemy. You don't care that she would die, in my opnion
your both heartless monsters, you have shamned your mother Inuyasha,
you are half human meaning you have human emoitions, a human soul,
yet you are a stupid fool of beast. You are a shame to all who hold
your blood line." Kagome sent them all nasty, evil glares. They
seemed dumb founded, seemed to be shocked that they had been so
easily catagorized, and that it was true, that they were as bad as
Naraku. "And you want to know the worst part? I knew all along
that you were all like this, that this was how it really was, but I
was willing to let it go, to over-look it, to be your friend and help
you, but this is how you repay me? I was wrong, your not as bad as
Naraku, your even worse, I hate you all, you are truely filthy
creatures, you stupid mongrels. The only way you could even redem
yourself is to stop Naraku from killing anymore innocent people, that
or just die." With that she sent them a evil look, and threw her
jewel shards on the ground in front of them. "Take them, the
well will let me pass one more time without them." They would
not take them, or stop staring at their feet. "Whats the matter?
Can't stand the fact the person who was your friend, the person who
should hate you more than anything on face of this earth, is letting
you have something to satisfy your greed?" She kicked them
closer to them. "Rot in hell." With that Kagome turned
around and walked to the well, she was about to jump threw it, when a
small tornado came up. "Kagome?" "Hey Kouga."
"Where are you going?" "I'm going away for a while."
"Will you come back?" "I might."
With that,
she jumped through, leaving Kouga behind. 'This has something to do
with Inutrasha, for hurting her he will pay.' Was his only thought as
he sped back to his domain.
Kagome arrived back on the other side, with tears in her eyes. She may have acted very cruel to her friends, but then again after two years of her life were just thrown away, how was she supposed to act? She climbed out of the well, with angry tears in her eyes. She climbed out, and acciedently smacked her shin against the well. She let her anger go and slammed her hand down on the well, getting another bruise, and a splinter. She looked to the heavens above. "OH COME ON! THIS IS JUST ADDING INSULT TO INJURERY!" Kagome just finally broke down.She had just been betrayed by her friends, had to yell at them, and put them down. It was just not her day.
Kagome stood, and dusted herself off after wipping away the tears, now was not the time to cry, now was the time to go, and pack to prepare the for her joruney to India, and eventually her journey to divinty.
