Dear dairy

2003 October 15- Arnold wasn't here today. Even though I miss him. At least I've got more creativity boost. Oh, Arnold I wonder what you are doing? I still had a normal day. Writing class was fun. I miss kicking his seat. Least it was a Friday. Not to call or call. Just call him! "Hello?'' "Hi umm" ... "Lila?" "God damn it! I'm not Lila!" "Lila calls me lot it is annoying." Arnold rolled his eyes. "Sorry". "She is annoying as hell." I smile so want to hangout"? "Ok Sunday"? "I hate Sundays, that is my bad luck day." "Tomorrow?" "Ok" "Hope you get better". "Bye Helga!" ''I hope someday". You ask why I love him you ask. Well, he was the first person to notice me, and he is the only good part of my life. When at least we're getting somewhere. Well maybe I should tell soon. Well, I don't know how it came to love but ...All I know is that I'm in love. I wish he knew but I can't say at all.


Dear dairy

2003 October 18-Yay! Arnold was back. I kicked his seat lightly Our "hangout" was Dave Busters. I love that place. It was perfect! At launch we ate together.

We talked about Dc comics. Our likes and dislikes about them. "My favorite is starfire." "Do you like teen titans?" I ask Arnold. "Of course. "Umm... here!" A poem in a box. "Saturday you made me sad with your hopeless face".

Was Arnold bushing? "Will you go to the Halloween party mumble. With

me"? "Yes"?! Later I was alone with my locket. Happy all this weekend

I tried to find a cute costume. "Cavewoman. "But a cowgirl?! Is cute

Too. Ugg cowgirl it if. Cheaper.


Dear Dairy

2003 October 19-I'm bored to death. No idea today. Maybe I should. Go to the park? I walk to the park and walk to my tree. I craved dozens of things, but I sat there on the bench. I feel a bit empty inside. I go to Phoebe's house. *knock* "Hello"? "Who is it"? "Helga"? "Why are you here"? "Wanna hangout''? "Sure"! "I have to get ready first." " Okay Phoebes'". While we're walking, she told me that Her and her bf Gerald were planning to go to the light on Christmas show. " Will you and Arnold go with us?" "Duh". "Ok cool". "How was your day"? "Fine." "Well Arnold asked me out.'' Phoebe gasped. "Well Helga he has to like you like". "I don't know?" "I know!" Phoebe yelled.