A/N: The boy from the courtyard is my real crush… I am madly in love with him. This is my fantasy…
It can't hurt that much, can it? People do it all the time. Right, just a little knick, nothing big. I extend the blade of my little knife. It's a shiny little razor blade. I roll up the sleeve of my left arm, and slowly take the blade in my right hand. What could it hurt? Can't be any worse than a welt, and I don't mind that at all. I take the blade and softly graze the surface of the top of my arm. It barely makes a scratch. I push a little harder and I draw a bit of blood. That doesn't hurt at all. What's the big deal?
I enjoy watching the blood fill the wound, but it doesn't do more than that. I take the small razor and run it through the cut again, deepening it and making the blood drip onto the counter. I wipe it up with my sleeve. Again I watch the blood drip. But it stops. I deepen and extend the cut a bit further. Now it stings a bit, but it's still enjoyable. I elongate the wound so it's now a full circle around my forearm.
I continue to make circles all the way down my arm, now I've got bloody stripes. I watch the blood form a little puddle on the counter. I'll clean it up later. Someone bangs on the door, I jump and my hand slips. I gouge a hole in my wrist close to my hand. The blood squirts out, hitting the wall. I drop the blade and cover my wrist with my other hand. Blood is still dripping through. My vision goes fuzzy and I fall to the floor. The door of the PX opens, I hear a yell, and I open my eyes.
A boy with long black hair and lots of makeup sees me and runs over. He drops the key and his books next to me.
"Someone call Miss D! Amanda's hurt!" He yells at the other people coming in. He grabs my wrist and picks me up, cradling me in his arms. "It's okay. You're going to be alright. I promise." I hear his whisper in my ear, then, I hear nothing at all.
Oh Andre, you saved me! I love you too! Lol, I'm so pathetic. I enjoyed this story, I hope you did too. Review please!
Just as a side note, this is the happiest story I've ever written. Go me!