Vow!
Sorry about the wait..
Chap 5,it's a songfic,'cause I think the song 'Dying' by Hole,explain very well the moment that Keira and Jak are passing.
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It hurts when she thinks about it.
How come?why her?everything she wanted was to be with him,forever.She knew what was happening with her;She didn't want Jak to get involved.It would be too painful if she saw him sad.
You see the cripple dance
Pay your money, baby
Now's your chance
Eyes like cyanide
A disease.No one knew what kind of disease it was,not even the best doctor of Heaven City,well,he knew something.He have said to her that she would die for sure.'cause they didn't know what kind of disease it was,so they didn't have the cure.And for make it worse,she could be pregnant.
She didn't have 100 percent of sure about it.But she knew the signs.She has been throwing up every morning,her hips were a bit large now and all the other things.
One day,she bought a pregnant test.now,guess the result.
It was positive.
She didn't have another choice,she could just cry 'bout it.And if she lived 'til this baby born,he could born with the disease too How ironic life is..one moment you're happy..an the other you're sick..you're with a disease that don't have a cure and you're praying for the life of your baby.
I am so dumb
Just beam me up
I've had it all forever
I've had enough
Lying on the bed,she remembered the promisse she made Jak do one month ago whe she discovered about the disease;
Flashback.
He had to ask her what was happening,they were so happy and now they were so...sad.
That's why he aksed her to meet him on the beach.
They met.He noticed that she had been crying,'cause her eyes were red.Why?Why all this?What was happening to her?.
"Keira..."He started but never finished.She pressed a finger on his lips,as if she was telling him to shut pu and then she said:
"If...if one day,we get marry and have a baby nd if I die on the birth or even if we don't have a baby nor get marry,promisse me you'll never forget about me.And promisse me that you'll take care of the child."
The first thing that came to his mind was the question: 'What?'
SHe noticed how confuse he was now,she didn't even mind about it,she just wanted him to promisse her that he would take care of their child.Tought,she didn't know if she was really pregnant,she knew she would die.
"What?" he asked.
"Just promisse me,please...I need it..please." She said on the verge of tears.
"I promisse you" He said,caressing her face with his hands.
End of Flashback.
She knew she must tell him what is happening,but,she don't have the courage.She's afraid.And if Jak run away 'cause he don't want to be a father?.
Crying,crying and crying...it was all she could do.
Gently she ran her right hand down on her belly,still crying,she managed to smile.She prayed that her baby would born healthly.
She fell asleep righ there,on the bed...living her pregnant test on the sink of the bathroom.
The only one who knew about the disease was Samos...and he couldn't be more sad.
But the only one she wanted to see now was Jak.
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
Our love is quicksand
So easy to drown
They steal the gravity, yeah
From moving ground
He ignored Samos and his advices.He just ran towards her room and opened the door.
Jak knew that something was happening to her; When he opened her door's room,he saw her sleeping.He decided to not disturb her,but,he wouldn't leave!NO WAY! he would wait her to wake up and then he would talk to her.
He went to the bathroom,just to wash his face 'cause he was sweating.
At first,he didn't even noticed her pregnant test there,but when he was leaving he saw it.He took the test on his hand,it was blue.He didn't know if blue means pregnant or no,so he read the test's box.
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
Pregnant.
His jaw drowed open.Happiness took over him,but he couldn't do any noise so he wouldn't wake her up.
He waited.
Moments later,she awoke.
She didn't know Jak was there.Before she could do something,Samos entered in the room.
"Hi daddy" she said.
He smiled at her,but she knew he forced it.
"Keira...first of all,I know about your pregnancy"
Keira opened her mouth to say something,but Samos spoke first.
"And..I'm not mad...but..Jak is here.he's downstairs..and he knows too.He said he found the test on the sink of the bathroom"
Keira saw herself on the verge of tears.
"Daddy..." she managed to say.
Samos quickly pulled her close for an embrace.He was crying too.All the toughts of her not being with him again...this was wrong.
She couldn't die..no..it must have a cure!
"Keira,you must...you..you must leave Jak alone."
She jerked back,staring at him very surprised.
"What?"
Samos looked away for a moment..he knew it was hard or her..but...
"Keira...please...let him go..."
"Why?what is happening?"
Samos knew it was time to tell her the tuth.
"Someone...I don't know who...Oni said...that someone wants to kill him...and that someone will do if he don't leave this city again."
Keira gasped in surprise...
"Who?who is doing this?"
"I don't know...but..you're the only one who can save him"
"How?..he knows about our baby-"
"Hurt him"
"What?"She nearly yelled.
"Hurt him...hurt his feelings...hurt him to save him."
If he was goin' to be dead she knew she should do this.
"Ok"
He heart was beating so fast.Hurt him?how she would do this,is she loves him more than anything?
Samos nodded to her and then he went downstairs to say to Jak that Keira was awake now.
A few minutes passed and Jak entered in her room.
He didn't waste any time and kissed her..she was taken by surprise so she couldn't stop him.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
He said to her.
"Tell what?" she needed to husrt his feelings,but she was afraid she wouldn't be able to do this.His face was showing pure happines,she wanted to hug him and say that everything would be ok.Thjat she..they would raise their child together..
"You're pregnant..why you didn't tell me?"
" 'cause.." She knew that it must be done.
"why?"
It's now or never...
" The baby isn't yours"
Deep insinde she was crying,screaming and dying.
He forced a nervous smile..he really heard this?
"What?"
'Don't look back now Keira' she thought to herself.She knew she must keep going with this lie
"You heard me..I found a nice guy,who can offer me much more than you can and we have been going out since a few moths ago."
Jealous.
Angry.
Sad.
That's the way Jak felt.
He couldn't belive it...she was lying...it isn't true...he tought she loved him.
But he knows her for so long...he could easly see if she is lying or not.
"No..there's something else..what is it?"
She didn't respond...
He squezeed her arms with his hands and pulled her close to him.
"Tell me..Keira.."
"You're hurting me."
"Please..tell me what it is!"
"I already told you!"
"No..you're lying" He said...
he was crying.Keira wanted to cry but she knew she coldn't...
He thought she loved him...he tought he would be a daddy,he would have a baby with the girl he loved.And he touth right.
"No,I'm not...I can't spend the rest of my life with a loser like you..I always thought that you're awesome..but now,now I see I was wrong.."
"Who's this guy?"
"His name is Kurt.He is a racer."she lied.
"Keira..please...I'm not a looser...please tell me you're lying."he begged her.
'Be strong Keira' she thought.
"No I'm not...now go away."
He couldn't do anything...just go away like she said.
He leaved.
Without a kiss.
SHe knew she wouldn't see him again.
She would die before.
She sat on the floor,crying hard...
"I love you Jak" was all she said.
And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything I am
Withering
And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothing left here to pretend
Anything
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
Under your skin
Under your skin
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