Sam's Diary
One Shot X ) !
Summary: Ever wonder if Sam keeps a diary that Dean just happened to find while his little brother was asleep.
A/N: It's just one page of his diary and I used some of the lyrics from"Evanescence" song "Whisper" for the story.
Now on with the story!
Dean and Sam checked into the local hotel of a small town called, Aicanka, Ohio. It was midnight and after some struggle to get Sam to sleep even for an hour was hard for Dean as he went threw their bag. Dean pulled out some stuff of Sam's and a book fell out. Dean picked it up and flipped threw it and found a date and started to read.
October 23, 2005
My dreams hurt everyone around me. How will I get this damn life under control, when everyone around me dies. I don't want anything to happen to Dean, he's the only family I've got left. I mean, Dad probably isn't even alive anymore, if he disappeared like this.
When I was 7 I told my dad that I was scared of the thing in my closet and he hands me a 45. What kind of father does that ! If mom was alive she would have told me it wasn't real, but it is, we all know it is. The supernatural is out there, and we have come to lay it to rest.
They say you can't remember anything when your a baby, but that's a lie. I remember every little detail about my mothers death to Dean carrying me outside. Theres something always following us, it isn't good and it isn't evil. It's like the Angel Gabriel, though he chose the evil side in the end.
Every incounter I endure, I see my own death shortly coming. I feel it and even though death is not the answer, I crave it, want it, need it. I look down in my dreams and see,
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know there is much more to come
Immobilized by my fear and
Fallen angels at my feet,
whispered voices I can't hear,
death before my eyes,
lying next to me I fear,
She beckons me shall I give in,
Upon my end shall I begin,
Forsaking all i've fallen for I rise to meet the end.
Dean looked over at his brother who was sleeping for once. A tear came to his eye as Sam rolled over onto his right-side and was moaning a bit. Dean knew Sam was going to wake up from a nightmare about Jess, and Sam would only answer, " I'm fine." When he would ask about it. Dean wiped the tear from his eye and turned into the protective brother he is and always will be, he put the book between Sam's stuff once more and woke his brother up.
A/N: Hey everyone, that was just a weird little one shot. It was very short but deal with it. Hahaha Joking. I just couldn't think of anything else to write so I ended it there. Well tell me how it is, and I'll come up with another story. Laters
Ps. I made up the place in Ohio.
-Fiona12690