Note: This story contains Cussing and Love, passionate things. You get what I mean.
Enough talk, here it is CHAPTER 4 of Will you love me?
"I love you, can't you seeeeeeeeeeee !" Senpai's screeching vocal cords woke Kyo up, interrupting her dreams of Chiharu.
"Senpai, can you keep it down?" she called out, putting a pillow over her head and trying to remember what she was dreaming about.
"But nooo….you fell for her..." Senpai's voice continued to sing through the walls of Kyo's room. Senpai stayed quiet for a while, Finally!
Kyo closed her sleepy eyes and smiled in satisfaction, when----
"YOU SON OF A BITCH, I can move on, I don't fucking need your stupid asssss!"
Ahh! That is it, I'm sleeping on the couch, it's the couch or her screeching. Groaning, Kyo sluggishly rolled out of bed, grab her blanket, pillow and went out of her room.
Before Senpai could sing more, she closed the door leading the living room and jumped on the couch. Comfy as it was, she twisted and turned until she got into her sleeping position and dreamed.
----------------------------an hour later--------------------------------------------------------------
"Ring, Ring!" the stupid phone was ringing again, I'm surprised, this time Senpai didn't run out of her room to answer the phone. The phone kept ringing..ringing..ringing..urgh! White flag, I surrender, I'll answer the stupid phone!
She groaned and rolled out of the couch, jumping up and down from the cold floor. She went into the kitchen and turned on the light, the phone was on the counter,"Ring! Ring!"
Yeah, yeah.
She picked up the phone, not hiding the sleepiness in her voice.
"Hello?"
"HEY KIDDO!"
Kyo woke up and came back to reality, her dad was on the phone from the U.S. and he was calling her at..3:00 am in the morning!
"Oh hey, dad, what's up?" Something had to be up, there's no other reason why he'd be calling her except when he needed some money.
"I know that when your mother died, you never had any closeness to anyone, than her." His voice said softly on the phone. This is becoming weird. Dad rarely mentions Mom so why is he mentioning her now?"
"Dad, I had you. I don't need a mom to be close too, I'm fine with having you, Dad." Kyo warmly said, she felt a warm mush in her heart.
Her dad paused a bit on the phone, she didn't know whether he was still on, or just thinking.
She broke the silence," Dad?"
"Kyo, things are changing now, I've fallen for another woman."
Now it was Kyo's turn to shut up. What did he just say to her?
"Kyo, honey? Say something."
She felt tears forming in her eyes and her voice shook when she answered him," You found someone else, Dad?"
"Yes, she's wonderful, and she's amazing. I was thinking of, maybe we could all meet sometime around next weekend, or are you too busy?"
But what about Mom, what about the woman you married and had a child with? Does that mean anything to you, Dad? What about me?
"I'm sure she is, Dad, but you can't come next weekend."
"Oh, I see, something's up?" His voice sounded sad.
"Maybe you can come this weekend instead, I'm not busy then." Kyo said feeling guilty and ashamed at lying to her dad. But she didn't want to see him with that other woman. She just wanted to be her dad and herself, no one else.
"Hey, yeah, I think we can come this weekend, I have to leave now ok? You might need to get some sleep, school in a few hours huh?" Her dad's voice was now cheerful.
"Yeah, ok, later, Dad."
They said their last goodbyes and Kyo hanged up.
Her tears finally fell and started dripping down her cheeks.
She opened the locket and saw her mom's picture and in the other picture was her dad holding her mom and her. She treasured this locket always, now it feels even more lonely as before. She sat down on the couch and cried. Sometimes I wish you were here, Mom, then maybe instead of just having Dad to love, there'd also be you to love me.
"Kyo."
She wiped her tears quickly and turned around. Standing there was Chiharu. His handsome face had a worried stare and lips were pressed together in a grim line.
"Oh, um hey Chiharu, I was just –um, talking on the phone with my dad and well, he said hi and stuff…" She realized she was babbling when Chiharu came up close to her and touched her cheeks.
"Your cheeks, they're wet." He said looking at her questioningly and wiped the wet spots with the sleeve of his jacket.
"Oh, um, just happy to hear my dad's voice on the phone, yeah.." She turned away from him and looked out the window.
"Kyo."
She turned to the soft sound of his voice, found herself in his arms.
"What are you..?"
"I told I'll be there for you when you need me, so don't deny anything."
She felt something get out of chest, she needed to let it out. She started crying and crying, he continued to hold her and stroke her hair. After a moment, she found herself, resting her head on a pillow and on his lap. She realized that after all that crying, she fell asleep in his arms.
"Chiharu?" She stood up and looked up, he was sleeping too.
She looked at him and leaned her body against his chest. His arms went around her suddenly, clasping his hands together with hers. She blushed when she realized that his lips were inches away from him, if I could kiss those lips, will he resist or kiss me right back?
Lying in his arms, she thought about why she was crying, she felt ashamed at herself for being so selfish for her father loving another woman. But it wouldn't be the same, he'll get married, have another kid, and forget I even exist. Just like Mom. She tried to remember the time when she mentioned Mom to him; he'd pretend that I never mentioned her or just give a blank stare.
She turned back to look at Chiharu and touched his cheeks gently, she felt tears forming and calmly looked at him. She drew a shaky breath closed her eyes, and whispered in his ear.
"I love you."