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Note: Hello peoples! You're seeing new things from me, Grey's Anatomy fanfic lol. Anyway, this is just something I though of one time and decided I should write it so I did! You're so lucky! I hope you like it I really do. The story starts off just after McDreamy has chosen Addison over Meredith (curses!) and progresses from there. I'm really excited about this story so you have to review so I know if you are too!

Secrets

"Derek?" I was shocked when I open the door and found him standing there. He was supposed to be staying away from me after he chose to stay with his wife. I really hated him and felt like slamming the door in his face but I didn't. He looked so irresistible; his almost-black hair kind of dishevelled but still sexy, stubble beginning to grow on his strong jaw, his eyes looked tired but more fierce than I had ever seen them before and his lips, my god his lips, pouty and full. begging to be kissed. Somehow I resisted.

"Meredith." He replied, his sultry voice echoing in my ears.

"What are you doing here?" His lips met mine almost before I had finished speaking and I responded without thinking. His tongue entered my mouth as we stumbled inside and shut the door behind us. Derek backed me against it as his hand crept up my top. I pulled out of our passionate kiss and whispered in his ear. "Not here." I took his hand and led him to my bedroom.

Next morning he was gone before I woke. When I talked to him at the hospital later on he told me to forget anything ever happened. He told me to pretend he was never even at my house.

4 weeks later

When I found out I was pregnant I was devastated. I knew I couldn't let Derek find out, he was too happy with his wife and I didn't want to spoil that. I couldn't get an abortion, I couldn't kill my baby and I knew adoption would be out of the question as soon as I saw my child's face.

I thought for a long time about what to do. I thought about quitting or asking for a transfer but I love my job and I love Seattle and all my friends so after talking it over with Christina and Izzie I decided to ask Webber for a leave of absence for one year.

Sure it meant all my friends would be residents before me and all my friends would eventually be attendings before me but I was so worth it when I considered I would be able to love and spend time with my child whilst still keeping my job and not letting Derek know.

Deep down I couldn't help but feel guilty that I wasn't giving Derek the chance to ever know his son or daughter but at the same time I didn't want to ever put my child through the hurt and rejection that could potentially come with telling him of the life we had created together.

8 months later

9 months of uncomfortable pregnancy and 16 hours of excruciating labour later and I was led in the maternity ward at Seattle County Hospital, my fair skinned baby girl lead next to me in her cot.

As she began to stir I gently picked her up and held her close to me. After months of searching through books and websites with Christina and Izzie I had finally decided on a name. Rune, unusual I know. It means 'secret', which I felt was very fitting for the little girl who was soon to be kept from all my co-workers and even her own father.

As I held Rune I felt tears begin to form in my eyes. She looked so much like Derek, tiny black hairs already evident on her small head and gorgeous green eyes that would have all the boys falling for her when she got older.

Looking at her now I can't believe how lucky I am to have her. I may have resented her when I first found out she was on the way but now, even 5 hours after her birth, I couldn't imagine life without her. In 4 months I'll have to leave her to go back to work but it'll all be for the best, no doubt about it…

TBC…

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