Chapter Four- Severus' Side
Severus had known since forever that he was gay. It was only when he was 20 that he started dating men. He never had a serious relationship. He never wanted one. He usually went out with him twice, fucked and that was it. When he got back his job at Hogwarts he left his urges at home. Then when he heard that Lupin was coming back to resume teaching, he wanted the jump off a cliff. But that is all he could think of, Lupin or rather Remus. When he ate, slept, dressed it was Remus.
Severus found out when Remus was coming. He snuck up to the Great Hall to see if he could spot Remus. Remus was shaking hands so Severus could get a good look at Remus. His hair was more silver than brown. His face had rather aged, but still childish. Severus could not tell by his clothes if he had a good figure. A shiver ran up Severus' spine. Remus' lips were bright pink. Severus could almost feel his lips on Remus'. He shook his head, then her notice Remus looking at him. Severus then turned and exited to the dungeons.
Now as he stood outside Remus class, still feeling the kiss on his lips. He gently touched his lips. He than ran down to his room. Setting on the edge of his bed he though. Remus does feel the same way.
Over the next couple days Severus avoided Remus. Eating in his room. Never going you to the next leave, unless summoned. He was working at his desk when a third year Slytherin girl came into his class. "Sir? Professor Lupin wants some more wolfsbane. And her wants you to take it to him."
"Ok." Severus barked sending the girl packing. What I am going to do. He wants ME to deliver it. Severus set to work brewing the potions. It took a week to brew it. In that time he was able to change his appearance. He bought new robes. Got a hair cut. At the end of the week he was ready for whatever Remus would throw at him. He went up to Remus' class, trying not to look excited. As he reached the door, he thought, Here it goes, and opened the door.