Chapter Two- The Meeting
The rest of the day Severus laid in his bed, sleeping. He dreamed of him and Lucius and their time together. He knew it would not happed again. He and Lucius had made a promise. When Draco was born they promised each other that they would stop the love between them. But Severus could not hold to it. He loved him too much. He slept much of the next day, dreaming. He finally woke up when it was almost time for the deatheater meeting.
He dressed and put his black cloak over his clothes. He did not want to go. He didn't want to see Lucius or Draco. He wanted to sulk in his house, but he had made another promise to Dumbledore that he would attend the meetings. With a sighed he appareted to the meeting. People told what he had found out during to week. Severus told that the Order was making him make wolfsbane potions by the dozens but he did not tell about the ployjuice potions. The meeting ended and all the deatheater where let go. Severus was one of the first to leave the building. He was too involved with his thoughts that did not notice Lucius sneak up on him.
"Severus did you see Draco? He looks quite good in the robes. I think he will make a great deatheater someday."
"What do you want, Lucius?" Severus growled.
"You." Severus stopped. He felt the blonde's hand in is. "Can we talk at your house?" They both appareted to Severus' home. Severus took his cloak off and so did Lucius. "There now we can talk." Lucius sat on the big couch and Severus sat in his chair.
"Now what do you really want?" Severus eyed him.
"I told you. I want you. I can't make it any clearer." Lucius motioned for Severus to join him on the couch. Severus got up and walked over to the couch. He sat on a different cushion.
"We can't. I made a mistake yesterday. We had promises. We can't…" Severus was cut off by Lucius lips on his. Severus broke apart, and stood up.
"Tell me what you want me to do and I will do it." The blonde said. Severus walked little ways away.
"I want you to go way. We can't do this." There was a loud crack and Lucius was gone. Severus looked at the place that he had been at. He was gone. In all the time he had know Lucius, Lucius had never given up so easily. Tears came to Severus eyes. "Damn you Lucius you left me."