Relive, Relove, Redeem
Chp5pt1: I hope That I Have A Place In Your Heart Too...
Yah this chapter title definitely did not fit...so that's why I put it before everything, just so that you actually know what the title is.
Well today I wasted lots of my time. ALthough I don't know why I'm not having as much ideas as i thought I would have.. Ohh and If you noticed.. so far in the story it is mostly good wholesome cottony fluff.. well.. I have no evil ideas yet...You know how when you write a story...then after a while your ideas just -stop- but you still keep on writing? yah... That's what I'm doing for the mean time...
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DISCLAIMER: I still don't even know why i do this.. You already freaking know that I do not own it.
Athrun broke their kiss as he remembered in shock. "Nicol!"
Cagalli made a puzzled expression on her face, "What?"
Athrun held Cagalli in an embrace with one arm as he reached for the extra toothbrush that Cagalli never used. He filled a glass cup, and put toothpaste on his brush, and started brushing his teeth. All this while holding Cagalli's waist.
"Tuh-Daih...ish tha daih thaa Nicholl diehhd" Athrun said while brushing his teeth, "Wehh haff too fisit hymm"
Cagalli made out the words that he said and made a sad face. "Oh...today must be an important day...sorry for making you sleep in..."
"Naww dunsht shay thahth," Athrun said, "Juhshts ash longuh ash wehh fisit himm tuhdaihh"
Cagalli laughed at Athrun because of the way he talked. She picked up her toothbrush and started brushing her teeth as well. After Athrun finished brushing his teeth, he went outside of the washroom and searched for his clothes. After a while he came back fully clothed with some clothes in his hand.
"Here Cagalli..." Athrun said with a smile, handing her clothes.
Cagalli grabbed them and examined what he chose for her.
"NO WAY! NO WAY IN HELL AM I WEARING THIS!" she said as she threw the clothes out of the bathroom, only finding a certain blue-haired man in a laughing fit. Cagalli walked out of the bathroom.
"You are lucky that I even allowed you to look at me like this. No way am I ever going to be cought wearing that thing."
"Ohhh! Hahaha... Haha you should...Hahah! haha You should have seen your...Hahah! Your face haha when I haha handed you those... haha...OW!"
Cagalli had just punched him in the arm while he was on the floor. He rubbed the punched spot.
"DO NOT EVER EXPECT ME TO WEAR A FREAKING DRESS EVER!" Cagalli shouted at him as she stomped to her drawer. She grabbed out a pair of cargo pants once again, and this time a tank top. She then stomped her way to the washroom.
She sat on the toilet seat, doing absolutely nothing. Thinking about eveything that happened until now. She never knew that reuniting would feel this good. She never knew that she could be so in love before. All the men that she had in her life never matched up to Athrun. Athrun was always good to her, even if she didn't think so, he always was. Even if he did something that she didn't like, his decisions always led to protecting her. That was his promise. Everyone in life has one person to protect. Cagalli had Athrun and Athrun had Cagalli, and there was nothing else to it.
She started to change.
Athrun lied down on the messy bed and closed his eyes. He was in such a happy state. No words could ever describe how he felt. Especially about her. To him she was everything, to him she was his princess.
He drew in a breath, only finding himself to release it a few seconds after. He opened his eyes to find Cagalli kneeling beside him.
"Watcha Doin'?" Cagalli asked. He laughed. He remembered that phrase, that was the first nicest thing that he had ever said to her. When they both got stuck on that island, Athrun found Cagalli lying in the water.
Athrun started to get up, "Hmm...nothing. Just feeling lazy...I just wished we could just stay here in bed for the whole day..."
Cagalli cocked an eyebrow, "Athrun? Weren't you the one that said that we had to visit Nicol?"
"Well yah..."
"THen let's go!" Cagalli said as she pulled Athrun's arm. He kissed her on his way up.
"Hey! Hey! Penelope! Hold on!" Kira said as he dragged the girl back into the line.
Kira and Lacus decided to take the kids on a walk at the park today. It had been three days since they did "it" and Lacus wasn't feeling all that well since then, she hadn't told Kira about her feeling so tired and nautious, thinking it might worry him.
"Ok kids lets go!" Lacus said as she pumped a fist into the air, trying to hide the fact that she felt horrible. The kids walked in two lines.
Kira put his arm around Lacus as she smiled at him. It was like almost having their own kids...except they were someone else's...
Dearka approached the shiny new apartment and went up to the fourth floor. The carpet was pretty nice, and the elevator actually had music. It reminded him of his own apartment although hers was a bit nicer. He found the number 416 and knocked lightly on the door. Out came Miriallia in a green shirt and blue jeans that hugged her legs. Dearka smiled at the state she was in, she smiled back at him, he knew she was crying. He pulled her into a hug. She froze.
"You know Miriallia, I'm always here for you...and I will protect you.." he said smirking. Although it was not because he wanted her to fall for him, he just felt happy...in a sly way.
Miriallia sniffed back a tear, "Thanks for coming Dearka..."
Miriallia led him inside her apartment.
"Would you like some coffee?" Miriallia asked politely.
"No thanks..." Dearka wandered off as he sensed lonliness inside the apartment.
The two were awfully quiet. Until Miriallia was finally ready to go.
"Shall we go?" Dearka asked her. SHe nodded in agreement.
They say that the best person you can talk to is one who doesn't talk to you at all when you're in a state of pain...
The two walked through the hall silently alongside each other. MIriallia felt shy, but she reached for Dearka's hand and held it. He tightened the grip.
"Thanks for understanding..." Miriallia said.
Dearka stopped walking.
"I don't understand... I just want to help..."
Miriallia smiled, so he wasn't just wits after all... "Thanks..."
Still her heart seemed divided into two, but she knew that there was already a place in her heart especially for him. The place in her haert that she had only saved for a few people...
Athrun and Cagalli held hands as they walked down the halls. Cagalli skipped every few steps that they took. They reached the stairs and saw Kisaka at the bottom of them. Smiling.
"Good to see you again, Athrun.." Kisaka said as he shook hands with him.
"Good to see as well Kisaka." Athrun smiled.
"I must say... Thank you for taking care of Cagalli last night, hopefullly she wasn't as shtubborn as her usual self." Kisaka said, with Cagalli's face in a blush.
"No she wasn't at all...She actually was pretty cooperative..." Athrun said smiling at Cagalli. She blushed at his handsome smile.
"You guys know that I'm right in front of you right!"
"Where are you two going," Kisaka asked changing the subject.
"We are going to the national park today...We have to visit Nicol..." Athrun said.
"I trust that I don't need to come along for this..." Kisaka smiled.
"No...It's alright.." Athrun smiled.
Cagalli and Athrun walked out of the house and into Athun's car.
Kisaka smiled "I'm happy things are going well between them..." He holded documents in his hand. "I'm sorry for doing this to you..."
The chapter isn't over yet! I;m just doing an early cliff hanger! did you miss them? What type of documents does Kisaka have in his hand? Aren't you glad that Miriallia and Dearka are getting on good terms? haha ok I'm in a happy mood so I'll continue my chapter..Let's just say ENTER: SHINN AND LUNAMARIA!
Shinn lazily turned in his sleep. Hey, wait WHY WAS HE STILL SLEEPING? It was five in the afternoon for goodness sake. Lunamaria turned and put her arm over Shinn.
"Shinn..." she whispered in his ear.
"We should wake up now. We still have to visit Meyrin..."
"You shouldn't be so caring sometimes...you should be a little more selfish..." Shinn stated softly.
Lunamaria made a face at him, "If I wasn't selfish I wouldn't even be here with you right now..."
Shinn laughed, "True..." He turned around to face her, he kissed her.
"What was that about?" she asked.
"I dunno, I was just getting a bit hungry..." he laughed.
"I thought that after last night you would be full..." she smirked.
"Hunger is natural for me..."
"Hey do you wanna take a walk before we go and visit Meyrin?" she asked.
"Sure why not..." Shinn said with a smile. Lunamaria got up and walked to the washroom, she walked a bit, drunk.
"I knew she wouldn't be able to walk straight," Shinn said quietly to himself.
When she closed the door, Shinn put both of his hands behind his head and thought silently to himself.
"Stellar..."
His face saddened a little. Stellar Loussier, was someone Shinn would never forget. Even if he had just slept with one of his most closest friends, maybe now more than just a friend. He would never forget her. Especially when they first met.
Stellar was a very light soul. She loved to just dance around, even when there were people looking. One day, she was dancing on the streets when she bumped into Shinn. They both fell, Shinn helped her up, accidently holding her "upper body". After she ran, a man appered behind Shinn saying that he was a lucky bastard. Later on they met again, on an island. Naked. Yes naked. They saw each other many times, and at one point he promised that he would protect her.
She was afraid of death, if she heard the word "die" or any word that meant to the word death, she would go into this type of seisure. THen at the battle of Berlin, she died at the hands of Kira, because she was out of control. Shinn rushed to her side, he held her limp body when he heard her say "I love you, Shinn..." and with that she left the world, her spirit freely dancing in the clouds. He carried her and they flew off to a lake with a gundam. The gundam was positioned so that its hands would stretch out onto the middle of the lake. He walked to the edge of the gundam's hands, when it began to snow.
Snow... he thought. Snow was the best word to describe Stellar. She was so pure, so innocent yet she was tampered by so many people. He talked to her for a while, and blamed himself for not protecting her. He hugged her tightly,beginning to cry, wishing that he had done something more. Then he held her out and slowly laid her down into lake, and she fell to the bottom, saying his final farewell to the only woman he could ever truly love.
Lunamaria walked out of the washroom and saw Shinn with his eyes closed, almost lost in his own mind. She knew what he was thinking about, but she didn't mind. Usually there was a day where Shinn would just blank out, sometimes he would just start to cry for no apparent reason. She hated just seeing him in that state where he was completely defenceless, completely put down by thinking what he should have done. Which is why she always hugged him. She was quiet while doing so, because she knew he didn't need any words. He just needed to be loved.
"Shinn..." she quietly whispered.
He opened one eye. She climbed on the bed and hugged him. She ran her fingers through his hair.
"I know that I don't understand, but I want to help you..." she said to him softly.
"Thank you Luna...I just want to tell you...I love..I love..you.." Shinn whispered.
Lunamaria smiled. There were many times when Shinn said that he loved her for these past few years, but this meant more than any of those other times.
"Shinn...I love you too.."
He turned to face her, and he kissed her. She responded to him by kissing back.
Don't forget her.. I know you never will, but just in case, don't ever forget her. She is the one who brought us together.
He hugged her tightly this time, making her cry, he felt a tear roll down his cheek as well. They were both kneeling on the bed now, just hugging each other.
"Don't leave me, okay?" Shinn said as another tear fell.
Lunamaria laughed, "I promise..."
Yes unusually long chapter...I haven't wrote long chapters in a long time :) this is good ... But I don't know.. DO you guys like the fact of sxl? because since stellar died, they can't possibly be together... well anyways.. love gave them a second chance..or maybe it just gave SHinn a second chance.. What kind of documents are Kisaka holding? Another CLIFFHANGER folks..and dude its not about marriage to Yuuna... or Marriage at all.. hah hah... I know that's what you were all thinking... but no its not... well anyways thaks for reading ! please leave a review !
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