A/N: Nobodies can be hard to truly write for... No feelings, just the memory of feelings, so when they express feeling, they're really just acting based on what their memories or imaginations tell them to act like. When you consider it that way, it brings a whole new level to characters like Larxene, someone who seemed to derive great pleasure from the misery of others... but did she ever really feel pleasure from it?
Regardless of my ramblings, enjoy, read, and review.
"No. XII: Larxene, the Savage Nymph"
By Erik Larence
I wish I could feel the anger
That my mind tells me I should feel.
Thinking of the emptiness I've become
Inspires my deepest memories of envy,
Envy of those that can feel.
Even my insults, my longest allies,
Give me nothing more than empty reminders.
Every reminder brings more false anger,
All my anger brings more insults,
And the insults bring more reminders.
It's a vicious cycle.
It's my cycle,
Until I can feel again.
A/N: I'll admit it... Larxene is my least favorite of Organization XIII. I just hate her personality: putting people down, insulting others to make herself feel good (well, as good as a Nobody can feel) — I had my fill of that in high school. Still, thinking deeper about her did seem to give me a new insight into her and her angry personality... I hope I caught that insight accurately enough in this poem.