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The Hardest Thing To Say

Kim ran into her room and slammed the door behind her. She threw herself onto the bed, tears streaming down her face. The door opened. A body sat down next to her and stroked her hair. Kim looked up, praying it was Jessica. It wasn't. "Jake, what do you want?" Kim asked rudely. "Since you asked so nicely, I wanted to see what was wrong. You were real quiet on the way home from school." Jake said, concerned. Kim sat up, wiping the tears from her face. "It's just that it's been a month today, and still Jessica hasn't spoke to me." Jake nodded. "Want me to talk to her?" He asked. Kim smiled gratefully. "Could you?" Jake nodded.

Jake went downstairs, not knowing Kim was gradually following. He went into the garden, where Jessica was on the swing. Mike and Mark were nearby, so he knew he had to be quiet. He went up and sat next to her. "Hey, Jessie!"

Jessica frowned. "What?" Jake put his arm round her. "Listen, Jess. I know you're just dealing and everything, but Kim really misses you." Jessica frowned. "Why should I care." Jake sighed. "Look, I know it's a hard thing to say, but say sorry. You miss her like hell, you know it." Jessica shook her head. "I'm sorry Jake, but I don't want to talk to her and therefore I won't!" She ran inside. Jake shook his head, and went over to Mike. Kim felt tears sting her eyes. She'd heard every word they'd said from behind a bush. Jessica didn't want her. Maybe the others didn't want her either. Maybe they just felt sorry for her.

"Mike! Call Kim for dinner!" Kate called. Mike ran into Kim's room. A few minutes later he returned to the dinner table. "Kim's not in there. I found this though!" He held up a note. "What's it say?" Tom asked. "I dunno, I couldn't read the writing." Mike replied. Kate took it off him and read it. "Oh my gosh!" She started to cry. Nora took it off her. "Oh god."

Mom, Dad I'm sorry, but I have to do this. I thought about killing myself but I couldn't stand hurting the people that love me, especially Mike and Jake. Nora, Charlie, Lorraine, Sarah and Henry – Thanks for being the exact same with me as you always have been. Nigel, Kyle – thanks for being for great little selves. Mikey and Jake – thank you so much for getting me through these four weeks. Your both the greatest brothers anyone could wish for. Jessica – I'm sorry for hurting you, but this isn't my fault. I didn't ask for any of this either, and I'm sorry that you just can't forgive me. I'll really miss you Jessie.

So, everyone – I love you and I'll miss you all but I think Jessica will be happier without me, and I want what's best for her. I've heard people say sorry is the hardest word – but really, the hardest thing to say is what I'm saying now – Goodbye. Love, Kim x