I've got to see you again

Author: Scrimshaw

Post-Ep "Twilight"

Summary: Takes place after Kate's shot on the roof, songfic (I know it's kind of late for another post-ep-twilight fic, but I couldn't help myself)

Disclaimer: None of the Charakters belong to me, the song "I've got to see you again" belongs to Norah Jones, the quotes at the end of the fic are from Jalaludin Rumi amd ;ahadma Ghandi.

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A/N Thank's a LOT to Fruitbat for the great Beta-work


I watch her go down for the second time in as many minutes, the smile and the relief torn from my face.

I kneel down, keep my head down, hoping she's alright… again.

As I look at her motionless form I feel fear and adrenaline flowing through my body.

I know she's dead and I feel lost.

I know for sure, that Ari's going to pay for it.

I could almost go there
Just to watch you be seen
I could almost go there
Just to live in a dream

Pictures of Kate and myself float in front of my eyes. I remember what I was about to say to her and that I changed my mind and talked about something else.

I saw that she knew that I had wanted to talk about something personal and I saw the look on her face, when she realised I closed myself off from her again.

I remember, that I tried to reassure myself afterwards, telling myself, that it wouldn't be worth giving up all that I've worked just to be with her.

Now I know it was a mistake. Now I'll never be able to tell her.

But no I won't go for any of those things
To not touch your skin is NOT why I sing
I can't help myself
I've got to see you again

McGee is going up on the roof they assume Ari fired from with the backup that has just arrived.

Soon after I can hear him over the headset.

"It's clear." Was all he said. I needed no more.

I walk over to Kate and study her face, feelings of guilt and thoughts of what could have been crushing me.

Tears begin to build up and anger is rising in my head. I feel my throat getting too tight to breath.

"Down!" Tony yells but it's too late.

I don't realise what he means, instead I turn around slowly and feel the bullet hit me hard in my chest, ripping me off my feet.

I can hear a second shot right after the first. Nothing else.

I could almost go there
Just to watch you be seen
I could almost go there
Just to live in a dream

No I wont go to share you with them
But oh even though I know where
you've been
: I cant help myself
I've got to see you again

Two motionless body's are lying on one roof, leaving behind a shattered team. Both souls leaving the broken bodies, but they're no longer alone…

I was dead
I came alive
I was tears
I became laughter

all because of love
when it arrived
my temporal life
from then on
changed to eternal

They were parted in life but their souls met in death.

Two temporal lonely lifes changed to one eternal love.

Where there is love, there is life.