CHAPTER 2
Amanda made it through the night with no complications, thankfully. When she woke up her head was still pounding. Unfortunately as well since she was out of it and aggressive when she was brought in that the rape kit wasnt able to be done at the time. So now they had to do that before even thinking of releasing her. So besides a massive headache from her head injury, her broken ribs, she now had to have the pleasure of being violated all over again. She looked at Liv, and spoke softly "Do I really have to do this? He's not gonna get caught. I just wanna go home." She crossed her arms on her chest and had the child like stare. Liv gently rubbed her arms and kissed her shoulder "Sweetheart, you should do it. I'm here with you and I'm not leaving. For our peace of mind and so that there is a rape kit on file for when we catch this prick." Amanda nodded, holding her head down, trying not to show her fear. Liv kept telling her that she would be safe and that nothing could happen to her. Amanda all the sudden snapped. "Make fucking sure that it's a female doing the examination cause I can't handle another male touching me and..." she couldnt finish the sentence without crying. Olivia put her arms around Amanda gently as she couldnt squeeze tight cause of her broken ribs. "Of course Mandy, male doctors are not allowed to examine female rape victims and especially after last night there's no way in hell I would allow it either." Amanda still shook in fear. Her nasty, grouchy side was coming out. "Oh come the hell on, can they hurry shit up for real. Bad enough I gotta wear these shitty ass scrubs home. Plus my head is throbbing and my ribs hurt like a bitch." The nurse came in a short time later to bring Amanda to do the rape kit. The nurse turned out to be a male. Amanda was scared shitless, so bad in fact she started to stutter. "You-you-said-said-prom-prom-promised-Liv-you-you-promised-it-would-be-be-be-done-by-a-a-a-fe-fe-female." Olivia was pissed off. Not only was her girlfriend scared shitless and traumatized, but once again a male had entered the room when it was clearly stated "NO MALE NURSES OR DOCTORS". She told the male nurse to leave and he told her he was there to follow his orders Liv yelled at to leave. He finally left reluctantly. Olivia calmed Amanda down again and reassured her that a female would be doing the kit. She called the front desk and told them she wanted to speak with the head nurse and make damn sure a female entered Amanda Rollins' room cause if another male entered there was going to be hell to pay.
After some time a female nurse came in and Amanda who was still shaken up just kept repeating "no men please no men." The nurse was patient and told her no men and that she would be doing the rape kit. She also told her that she was going to be released right after as long as she had a ride home. Amanda was happy she wanted to get out of the hospital. As they did the rape kit, Liv did exactly as she said she would. She stayed right by Amanda, holding her hand and just talking to her. Oh how she hated to see her girlfriend in tears like this and she knew Amanda felt humiliated as well. So many people touching her private areas she didnt like this. The kit was grueling and made Amanda extremely pissy. After it was done, Amanda was given a fresh pair of scrubs and finally released.
Olivia text Fin to tell him that Amanda had been released and heading home. Once they got in Liv's car Liv decided to put her hand on Amanda's "honey I would prefer if you come to my apartment tonight and go from there just so I can be at ease that you're okay on your first day home." Amanda glared, "why all the sudden I need a fucking babysitter? I have a head injury and broken ribs. What the fuck? Now all the sudden you wanna be by my side? What you gonna protect me from, myself? Make sure I dont drink with my medication? I can take care of myself Liv. I'm a big girl." Olivia was hurt at Manda's statement but she didnt take it to heart as she knew Amanda was going through alot. She tried once again to get Amanda to come to her place. Amanda had spare clothes there and she felt Amanda would be more comfortable. After more prodding from Liv, Amanda gave in. "Fine Liv, Ill come to your apartment. Since you seem to think I need to be watched. Feels more like I'm your damn child than your girlfriend but whatever."
They got to Liv's apartment about forty minutes later as traffic was heavy this time of day in good ol' NYC. Amanda had fallen asleep, Liv looked over at her and she just looked soo peaceful. Hopefully the peacefulness would continue once she got Amanda to her place and situated. She would put Amanda in her room and take the couch as to not freak Amanda out, plus Amanda's mood wasnt the greatest and she really didnt want to stress the already stressed to the max blonde out even more. At a stop Liv decided she needed a pic of her sleeping beauty. So she took out her phone quickly and snapped a pic. Amanda whimpered and shifted uncomfortably in the seat, oh how Liv wished traffic would fuck off and she could get home already. Liv just put her hand on Manda's shoulder and told her softly they'd be home soon. Amanda's whimpering eased after that. She woke Amanda about five minutes before they got there so that the young blonde would have time to wake up a bit. When Liv finally parked at her place, she went and opened up Amanda's door to help her out. Amanda took her hand "Thanks Liv".
They got into the apartment. Liv walked Amanda into her bedroom. Amanda looked at her questioningly, "Uh Liv, how come you're setting me up in here? Shouldnt I be on the couch after how Ive treated you?" Liv smiled easy and placed her hand gently on Manda's back, for the first time since the rape kit Amanda didnt flinch. "Baby I'm not going to punish you for that. The bed is a whole lot more comfortable. I know you're itching to get out of those scrubs, thankgod you have some clothes here. I know being in your own clothes will make you more at ease. Amanda nodded and sat easily on the bed. Her ribs were aching like a bitch. She sighs, "Liv I know I cant take a shower for fear I'll lose my balance, but is there anyway I can take a bath. I feel absolutely filthy and gross." She looked down as she said that. Liv smiled. "Sure sweetie. I can wash your hair if you like?" Amanda nodded, "I'd like and appreciate that." Liv drew the bath water, making sure it wasnt too hot but hot enough to hopefully relax the tense muscles and make Amanda feel clean. She held up a towel as she helped Amanda disclothe, she wanted to give Amanda some privacy. Once Amanda sat down comfortably Liv put the body wash and louffe in reach. "Manda when you're ready for your hair to be washed yell for me. I'm going to lay out some clean clothes for you." Amanda relaxed and cleaned herself. Calling for Liv a short time later to wash her hair. After that she got out, Liv helped her dress without looking too much at her. Helped her into the bed. When Liv went to go out to the other room Amanda grabbed at her hand, in a soft vulnerable voice she pleaded, "Stay with me please. I dont want to be alone. I felt safer when you held me." Liv nodded that she'd stay. She quickly changed into pajamas and climbed into bed. Amanda scooted closer to her and cuddled. Liv kissed her forehead. Amanda drifted off to a peaceful slumber, her beautiful girlfriend holding her, protecting her, all she wanted and needed to feel safe.