"Baby they accepted the offer...we are officially home owners." Holy shit was she for real? Oh Amanda was just like wow.

Amanda held Liv's hand tight. "Baby, I am so happy. This is just the beginning of our lives together forever. Olivia smiled and kissed her. Fin shook his head "Okay you two come on now. Get a room." Manda laughed and broke from Liv, she gave Fin a kiss on his cheek "that better Fin? Were you just jealous?" Fin swatted at her "Considering you're like my lil sis wouldnt that be a bit incestuous if I wanted in?" Olivia spit her wine out. "Oh my god Fin. Leave it to you. You are something else." Carisi just sat and watched. This was funny.

So now that the secret was out they were relieved. Fin kept up teasing even getting Carisi to help out. Was all fun and games til Amanda told them to watch themselves cause when the time came to make them uncles they would leave the baby with them. Fin was like oh hell no. Carisi didnt mind the thought since he adored kids. Carisi and Fin kept asking about the new digs. Liv showed pics happily. Both the guys told them that they would help them move and get situated. Manda and Liv appreciated it. After a couple more drinks they all headed home.

Liv drove Amanda to her apartment. She wanted to stay again but wasnt sure if Manda wanted her to. Yeah they had just gotten a house but this was still Amanda's place. She hoped Amanda would let her stay. They could cuddle and watch a movie, maybe even bounce ideas back and forth on how to decorate and furnish their new house. She really didnt care what they did as long as they were together and they were spending some sort of time together. That's what she wanted. She also had the thoughts of what Carisi and Fin were talking bout, the idea of kids. She never in a million years would have thought she would be where she is now.

They pulled up to Amanda's apartment. Amanda seemed very relaxed. She parked the car, took Manda's hand. "Babe, do you want me to come up with you or would you prefer I go home for the evening and meet up tomorrow when we go bout the house? This is up to you. It's your apartment." Amanda looked at her. "I'd like it if you came up and stayed. I feel more relaxed with you by my side. I love you Liv, this is the start to a whole new beginning, a whole new level of committment for us." Liv got out the car and walked over to the other side and helped her girlfriend out of the car. They walked up to Amanda's apartment. As soon as they got up there Amanda went into her room and changed. She put on her lounge pants and a tank top. When she walked out she grabbed herself a bottle of coors light. Liv had changed by the time Amanda did so she was out on the futon with a bottle of water. "So my love, are you looking forward to this? To us shopping for our new place?" Amanda nodded, "yeah I am babe. It'll be a great experience for us."

They sat for a few hours looking a furniture ideas, they liked the colors the previous owners had chosen. They were simple and just enough for them. Out of nowhere Amanda started to shake and get freaked out. Liv didnt realize Amanda had dozed off. Amanda was caught in the dream and now it wasnt only her father and mother beating her it was twisted in with her mothers fuck boy raping her and her father.

She's fighting to get away. The men sneer and paw at her. Her mother laughing. This time showing an older Kim by using Amanda how to treat a man and satisfy his sexual hunger. Amanda trying to get away. All of them laughing. Her mother saying repeatedly "who would want a woman that had whored herself out to her father and her parents friends. Its disgusting." All Amanda could do was cry. Kim asking when she was with a man if they'd be that rough and her mother saying only if she did what Amanda was doing and fought. If she didnt then the guys wouldnt be so rough and hurt her. She asked "well how come you make Amanda do it when she doesnt want to?" Her father told her to shut up. Then he smacked Amanda for crying. "So help me girl, you use your teeth and I will knock em out." Amanda went still. Tears streaming from her eyes. The man that was supposed to be her father and her mothers fuckboy tag teaming her. She gave up. She hated them all. After they finished they laughed, high fived and went for beers, leaving Amanda to clean herself up and Kim just staring at her, chanting "you should have just not fought."

"I didnt want it, I didnt want it." Amanda woke up in a cold sweat. Her cerulean blue eyes glistening with tears. She was clearly afraid. Liv put the magazine down she had been looking at and put her arms around Amanda. "Sweetheart, what happened?" Amanda leaned back. "You-you-you still-still-love-love-mmm-mmm-me?" Liv squeezed tighter, resting her chin on Manda's shoulder. "Of course my babe. I love you more than anything." She began to tell Liv her dream. How it felt so real. All Liv could do was just hold her and promise her that she was safe.

Amanda wanted a distraction, Liv told her she was still looking at ideas to furnish the house and Amanda was game to help. For the living room they settled on warm wood tones with a dark brown plush leather loveseat. They were still keeping the futon from Amanda's too. Since Livs apartment was furnished when she moved in she wasnt taking any except her bed and dresser. She bought those herself. They were going to keep Amanda's bed in the guest room for now. They decided to use Liv's bed in their room since it was bigger and much more comfortable. Now they were debating on the dining room funiture. Amanda also wanted a big screen tv, she liked her sports where she felt like she was there.

Two weeks later:

They were finally moving in. Fin and Carisi were helping them. It was surreal for each of them as they gathered up their belongings and prepared to move them to the new place. Their new life was starting. Leaving the old hurtful memories behind. Didnt take them too long to get set up. Carisi went out, tweaked and cleaned their jacuzzi. He could tell that his friends were going to need it. The furniture had been easy to pick up. They also grabbed a new stove, microwave and fridge. Amanda got what she wanted, a huge 60inch tv. Liv didnt mind cause it would be nice to have movie theatre size when they wanted to watch movies. Took them a few hours to get everything in the house. The guys helped set up most. It was nice. Amanda and Liv offered to take them for dinner and they turned down cause they wanted them to have a nice dinner to themselves and enjoy their night in the new house. Liv looked at Amanda "so my beautiful girlfriend, what would you like to do for dinner?" Amanda smiled, "why dont we order a pizza. We can sit in the jacuzzi later." Liv kissed her hotly. "Or we can play in the jacuzzi?"

Liv called and ordered the pizza. She sat back on the new love seat, Amanda curled up next to her. "Babe this is just wow. We have our own home together." Amanda was feelin naughty and wanted to christen in the new house. "Babe after we eat our pizza I say we go make this home our home." Liv looked at her, just by the look in her blue eyes Liv knew what Amanda meant by that.

"Whatever you want babe. Just know if that's the case 'no suits allowed'.

Looks like Amanda wants to have some sexy fun. Christening in the Jacuzzi... Stay tuned for next chapter