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A month had gone by and lily was going crazy she missed James with every fiber of her being. She wanted to run and explain and tell him she was sorry. She wanted him to look at her like he used to she wanted his eyes to light up when she stepped into the room. But she could never tell him that she wanted him to hold her kiss her make love once again to her. She had to keep playing like she hated him, had to be strong, had to say no. It was she had to admit getting easier over time he had spilled ink in her hair in transfiguration. Saying oh you always said you wanted darker hair or something equally lame. It was she had to admit driving lily crazy but she knew that he was truly hurt. Two days after she had broke up with him he started dating other girls like crazy saying that they weren't as easy as lily. But lily knew that he had took their first time to heart and she knew she would never be able to push it aside as he seemed to do.

Lily was getting tired of his pranks and knew the only way to stop it she had to seem like she was hurt over the break up. She began to work yet again on another song to explain why she had done it without being truthful. She had another party to sing at Ravenclaw but she had to be sure he would be there he had to hear this. She knew it would get under his skin. So she talked to a prefect who was infatuated with her named Weston. She knew she had him wrapped around her finger but what would the price be that he would allow her to do this sex seemed the simplest answer and she didn't care anymore about that factor of her life. Without James sex would never be special without James sex was as easy as selling her soul. She made this right in her mind because it was for James, the only one she would ever love.

The night of the gig came and lily became nervous she knew her song wasn't very good but it would have to work, she would have to sing it like she meant it like it was the only thing that mattered at this point. She went onto the stage and began to sing other songs the ones that didn't mean anything the ones that weren't important. She had to save one more song the one that could end her popularity with one swift swoop. Then he walked into the room it was like someone had punched her in the stomach there with him stood Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, and Peter Pettigrew. What were they doing here it was only supposed to be him he saw her on stage and posted his fake smile with the wave. She was furious; she was going to kill Weston. She had to do the song now because at 11:00 she had to secure her end of the deal.

"This one is for all you who have ever had a rough breakup." Some of the girls began to giggle, james looked up into her eyes and saw all the hurt that lived in them he could see her pain he imeadatly felt guilty that's when she began to sing.

Hold your head up high

You're never wrong

Somewhere in the right you belong

You would rather fight the walk away

What a lonely way to breathe the air

What unlovely way to say you care

Now we're too far gone for me to say

And I never thought that we'd come to this

Baby there's beauty in goodbye

(Now you turn around, you would rather fight, then walk away)

There just no reason left to try

(now is gone too far, look at where we are)

You push me away

Another black day

I count up the reasons to cry

Look what you've missed, living like this

Nobody wins (nobody wins)

Searching for the truth in your eyes

Found myself so lost to recognize

The person now that you, you claim to be

Don't know when to stop, where to start

You're just so caught up to who you are

Now you're far too high for me to see

And I'd never thought that we'd come to this

Baby there's beauty in goodbye

(Now you turn around, you would rather fight, then walk away)

There just no reason left to try

(now is gone too far, look at where we are)

You push me away

Another black day

I count up the reasons to cry

Look what you missed, living like this

Nobody wins (nobody wins)

You never say you're sorry

Try to tell me that you love me

But don't its too late to take it bad

Baby there's beauty in goodbye

(Now you turn around, you would rather fight, then walk away)

There just no reason left to try

(now is gone too far, look at where we are)

You push me away

Another black day

I count up the reasons to cry

Look what you missed, living like this

Nobody wins (nobody wins)

(Now is gone too far, look at where we are)

Nobody wins

She walked off stage and found herself in Weston's arms heading upstairs too his bedroom.

please r&r sorry it took so long to update i will try to have another chapter up by sunday.