Lily went up to Weston's room willingly if James saw the hurt in her eyes he would surely come, wouldn't he? He would hold her in his arms and tell her how much he loved her. She had to stop thinking of how it could have been because it would never be she was Ian's no matter what. If only her parents hadn't have pressured her into this marriage. They didn't care about lily's happiness they only cared for money, her parents were loosing money fast and it was lily's obligation to fix it seeing as she had broke it in the first place.

Flashback:

Lily woke up feeling like a normal 14 year old girl. She was carefree not a worry in the world. She was happy, for the first time in her life she had someone to live for Jeff, little did she know he was a freak he cared nothing for her he just wanted to get laid. She was supposed to go out on a date with him that night they were going to see a movie and have some popcorn. Little did she know when she go into his car that he had other plans he took her to his house and said he was taking what was rightfully his. Her virginity she refused she was fourteen and nowhere near ready for that kind of responsibility. She was just a kid but she played along knowing she could get out of this. She said let me freshen up. And went into the bathroom and locked the door, she pilled her wand out of her bag and formulated her plan.

"Lily… Lily are you okay you just got really white." Weston looked generally concerned.

"Yeah I'm fine lets get on with this." A tear fell down her cheek, she knew that this was what she had to do in order to move on and help James move on. She knew it was for the best even though she never wanted to hurt him. Then out of nowhere someone stared to pound on the door screaming.

"Lily please don't do this I love you please." James was furious she could tell just by his tone she knew Weston would be dead if she didn't leave this room with James right now James stared to kick the door.

"Lily open this fucking door or I am going to brake it down! I need you."

Weston looked over at her and smiled. "So you didn't tell me the whole truth go to him."

"You mean you're not mad?" Lily went to Weston and kissed him on the cheek and went and opened the door.

James came barreling in and saw Weston sitting on the bed "I am going to fucking kill you she's mine." He ran towards Weston hands outstretched.

'"JAMES!' Lily screamed 'your drunk now stop making a fool of yourself and we will go to your room.'"

James turned and faced her you mean it we will go to my room, lily smiled and said yes. Was this wrong she thought to herself, he most likely wouldn't remember it in the morning so what was the harm?

She took James by the hand and asked if he had his invisibility cloak he smile the famous James Potter smile and said of course. She grabbed it from his bag and threw it over the both of them; she couldn't let the rest of the maurders see her leaving with him this night was for him. This was all she felt she had left to give him she was leaving Hogwarts next year even though it was only fifth year she had to exist in the real world. She had to seem normal to Ian. By graduating from a muggle school.

James and Lily went into his room she climbed into bed with him and put a silencing charm on the bed. She began to kiss him letting all the love she had for him shine through he kissed her back like there was no tomorrow then lily passed out. James wasn't drunk his lips were laced with a sleeping draft and his mouth smelt of firewhiskey he didn't believe in what he was doing but he was protecting her the only way he knew how her parents were killed two hours earlier and she was left with nothing she had no family no money etc… Dumbledore told James to keep an eye on her tonight. Lily didn't even know yet and Dumbledore wasn't ready to tell her they were gone until she had a place to live secured to live. This was the only way.

this is just a filler sorry it took so long my computer crashed and i lost everything i will try to finish this in the next two weeks read and reveiw please