Yay! Here's another chappy for those of you who are reading! Hope you like it I worked hard on it, whether it shows or not.
I didn't know what to say. He looked so hurt, I just couldn't bear to tell him. Instead I took him by the hand and kissed him softly on the lips. "I think we should head over to your place, I want to see that new invention you were going to show me." I said, giving him a loving look. Tails loved showing me all his machinery. He was somebody who couldn't resist showing everybody all his inventions, so when I asked him, naturally he was so excited he completely forgot about checking beneath the covers. That was what I at least had hoped.
"Okay, right after I look under here!" he said, lifting the covers off my bed. He glared down at Shadow's body, laying there on my mattress. "Amy..." I interrupted him,
"Tails- please, just, I don't know, it was... it was a mistake! I swear... please Tails" I kept changing what I wanted to tell him. He continued,
"I can see you don't love me anymore. You only were with me because you felt bad for me. You think of me as a worthless piece of shit that will tolerate all your crap."
"NO TAILS! That's so far from the truth!" I cried. At first, my love was only out of sympathy. Tails was unpopular with the girls, he was a very sweet guy, but definitely not the type most girls would date, he was to absorbed in his machines. But later on, I had indeed, fallen in love with him. Ignoring every word I said, he stated,
"We're over. Fuck with Shadow all you want. I never want to speak to you again." he said. Finally Shadow actually said something.
"Tails, Im sorry... if there's anything I can do to help you..." Tails ignored him and left the room, shaking. Everything stood still. Shadow and I, laying there. I didn't know how to feel. I was happy I didn't have to hide my relationship with Shadow, yet miserable because Tails and I were split up. I simply looked downwards, was this all some cruel dream? Was it even real? All of a sudden, I began to cry. Tails did not deserve what I had just done to him. Nobody does. I was his world, he would have done anything for me, and what did I do? I went off and screwed his friend. I stabbed him in the back, I lied to him, and I made him wish he had never dated me. Shadow placed his hand on my back. Nothing was said. Not one sound could be heard, with the exception of my sobbing. I wrapped my arms around Shadow's chest, placed my head beneath his neck, and cried more. As I began stop crying hours later, I felt a little nauseous. I ran into the bathroom, and began to vomit. Shadow chased after me, concerned. Once I had finished, he asked me,
"Are you alright?" I nodded slowly, wondering what could have caused this. I shook the thoughts out of my head, and flushed my vomit down the toilet. Shadow fetched me a towel, and helped me clean myself up.
Oh dear, Amy's sick... or is she? I will try to write again this weekend, if I can't I will try Monday since I have a half day of school.