Chandler held Monica in his arms as he gave her the sad news. The doctor from the fertility clinic had just called. The test results had came in and they were not good. Monica and Chandler could not have children. Ross sat as another woman packed up and left. He sat on the corner of his couch and drank a beer , this one he thought would never leave.
"It 's not fair, we deserve a baby. They go one drunken night and bam they are parents. For God sake, Rachel lost his monkey!" Monica cried on his shoulder. Chandler had tears in his eyes as well. He knew how bad she wanted a baby.
"Doctors can be wrong." He whispered to her. "After all, didn't they tell your parents the same thing?" Monica looked up into his blue eyes. "Uh huh." She said softly. "And there are two reasons why we shouldn't believe them either." He said as he softly stroked her brown hair. After this they heard crying coming from across the hall, the sobs of a baby and the sobs of a woman as well. Monica and Chandler ran to the door and opened it as they saw Rachel holding Emma and a suitcase.
"Your brother is a jerk." Rachel sobbed. Monica ran to hold her and then looked to her husband. Their problems could wait.
Within a few minutes, Chandler stood at the door and then Ross let him in. The usually neat apartment was a shambles. There were diapers and boxes and toys scattered on the floor. Ross just looked like he lost his best friend again. This was so familiar to him, another one moving out, just like Carol.
"I fucked up again Chandler. I couldn't leave well enough alone. Her and Phoebe went to a club , you know girls night out , and before she left, wow , she was in this dress and since she has been breast feeding Emma , wow." Ross said as he took another sip.
"I know what you mean , keep talking." Chandler said as he took a swig from his own.
"Anyway, before she left , we looked at each other. I mean I wanted to just grab her and throw her down. Then rip off her clothes and go to town. She looked hot." He said. "Then they went and Mike came over and we had the most boring night. Then this guy called named Bill and asked where Rachel was." Ross sighed. "I felt like it was when that guy KC called and I had to take the message and then started to think . Should we sit down and discuss where we at. Then the jealousy took over and I was crazy like when that whole Mark mess started. "
"You gotta take care of that jealousy, that is what killed you last time." Chandler advised.
"Then on her birthday , I saw her kiss that guy who she works with Gavin. It was so plain to me, she was ready to move on and I wasn't." Ross said sadly. "Then I hid the message from Bill, she found out and said that she would live with me until it wasn't a good idea and a few minutes ago, she moved back to Joey's." Ross said with tears in his eyes. "I didn't want to lose her , Chandler, not again." He laid his head in his friends shoulders and sobbed. Chandler wanted to share his own pain, but how could he ?
next chapter…. Adoption and Joey? Sorry if these are a little out of sequence…..and I am sorry if it is short I am trying to update a little here.