Everything was normal the house show went great and no one suspected anything between Caylin and John, so they thought. Caylin was sitting in the hotel lobby waiting for everyone so they could go out, when her cell rang.

"Hello"

"Hey cay. What are you doing?"

"Waiting for everyone so we can go have some drinks. What about you?"

"Just got off the phone with Mom. She asked if we were coming home for Thanksgiving next week."

"Umm…well I guess. Aunt Elaine and Uncle Bob asked if we were coming there."

"We will work it out, so you are saying you will come home with me for Thanksgiving?"

"That's what I said Matt. We can't exactly have your family knowing our marital problems. I don't want them to know, do you?"

"No"

"I got to go. Bye"- with that she hung up the phone and went with the gang. After a few hours of dancing and drinks everyone left the bar. Caylin went to her room and waited till she knew everyone was asleep and then she snuck to John's room who awaited her with open arms. John and Caylin were lying in bed together after some mind-blowing sex, when he interrupted their silence.

"Cay. You asleep?"

"No...What's up?"- She said as she turned over to face him with her head resting on his chest.

"Okay, I just have to ask you this because I have to know okay?"

"What is it John?"

"Have you slept with Matt since we started sleeping together?" John saw Caylin's head drop in shame and he knew the answer. He was jealous but most of all he was hurt.

"John, I am sorry. I can't lie to you. It happened when I went home to get my stuff before going to Randy's. I didn't intend for it to happen, it just did."

"Cay, why are you apologizing? He is your husband; you shouldn't have to apologize for sleeping with him. I guess I am just a little surprised that's all, and why I am surprised I don't know."

"John…"

"What?"- He said slightly annoyed enough to make the tears in her eyes fall. The tone of his voice and the look on his face was enough to break her heart and prevented her from saying what she had intended to say. She was stunned, she didn't know why she was reacting the way she was, wasn't this just to get back at Matt and to have some really good sex? Apparently not! John just stood there staring at her and finally being annoyed and upset with the situation he responded, "Cay, tears can't solve everything."

Those words broke her heart even more; she reached for her clothes but was stopped by John's hands.

"What are you doing?"

"I am leaving"

"Caylin…when are you going to learn, you can't run from everything"

"I am not running John. You are a good damn one to talk, you hid everything from me. Why didn't you tell me? Hell even before I got married would have been a better time to tell me instead of now."

"It wouldn't have mattered Caylin, you loved Matt."

"Yeah, well I love Matt now and your feelings still matter to me."

"Well you don't act like it."

"What the hell do you want me to do John? What? Just Fuckin Tell Me What You Want Me To Do!"

"I WANT YOU TO MAKE YOUR OWN DAMN DECISIONS! Don't worry about anyone else getting hurt, don't worry what anyone else is going to think of you. Don't worry about what anyone else wants, but yourself. Make one damn decision based on you and you only! BE SELFISH FOR ONCE !"

"Do you think yelling at me is going to make this easier?"

"No, but hell Cay, it's the only way I can get through to you anymore!" She finally collapsed onto the bed and cried. She had been holding so much back for so long, and she was finally doing what she needed to do, letting it all out. John gave her the alone time she needed and went into the living area of the suite. John waited in the living area for what seemed like hours before Caylin emerged. She was wearing his t-shirt and some short boxers and was carrying her clothes.

"What are you doing?"

"I am going back to my room. I can't do this. I am tired of fighting with Matt. I am tired of fighting with you. I am tired of fighting with myself. This shit has got to end, but I don't know how to make it stop John. I am so sorry I got you involved, you deserve so much better than the situation you are in, please forgive me for everything that I have done and may do in the future. You do mean something to me."

"What do I mean to you Caylin?"- John asked as he took a few steps closer and met her at the door.

"I don't know that's what I am trying to figure out."

"Okay"- with that he kissed the top of her forehead and she left thinking no one would see her. John collapsed on the bed and tried to sleep. Caylin did the same. Reluctantly Caylin got out of bed and went for some coffee at the Starbucks next to the hotel and she saw Rachel there getting coffee for her and Randy as well. Caylin told her what had happened with John and Rachel was stunned but didn't let her reaction show to her friend. Rachel knew this was turning into something more than just a revenge affair and she just knew that things were about to get worse. Caylin and John spent the rest of the weekend in silence. Their looks to each other said more than words could, but there was no physical speaking between the two. After Monday Night Raw, everyone flew out to their destinations for the Thanksgiving Holiday. Randy's parents were going to Bob's family on Thursday which allowed Randy to go to Rachel's parents and Caylin to go to Matt's. They were having their big traditional Thanksgiving Meal on that Friday. Matt met Caylin at the airport and they drove home in silence. She finally broke the silence,

"Are you even going to say hello"

"Hello"

"What is your problem now, Matt?"

"You"

"Excuse Me?"

"You, Do you expect me to be all happy to see you?"

"What the hell?"

"Well Shit Caylin, you have had me so upset this week. I haven't seen you. You have barely called me. I know you are taking "your time", but could you have some compassion and realize this is hard on me too"

"Matt, I am choosing to overlook the fact that you are acting like a child. What time does our flight leave for your parent's?"

"It leaves at 1 pm on Wednesday. Your mom called while you were gone"

"Oh isn't that the perfect topping to this great fuckin day!"

"She wants to see you"

"Did you forget that I don't care what she wants? She never cared what I wanted? If it wasn't for my aunt and uncle, and Rachel's parents, I would have had any type of parental figure in life after dad passed and you know that. I don't see why you choose to keep answering the phone when she calls."

"Well, now who is acting like a child?"

"Shut up"- They pulled into the driveway and Caylin got her suitcase out before Matt could. She began to do laundry and get ready for bed. She was in the guest room when Matt walked in.

"What are you doing?"

"Getting ready for bed?"

"In Here?"

"Yeah..Do you really think I am sharing a bed with you after your antics today?"

"Whatever"- they both slept in separate rooms that night and barely spoke on Tuesday. Caylin packed their stuff for Matt's parents. She dreaded this trip. They left Louisville on Wednesday and went to Matt's parents. Caylin loved them, she really did, but she felt as if she was lying to them. Matt and she had to put on this fake show of how wonderful their marriage was, and she just didn't know if they could pull it off. Luckily, they both apologized and were on the best terms they could be before leaving. The family dinner went better than either expected, luckily Matt's family was gullible. It was a little harder on Caylin than she anticipated because everyone kept asking about babies. They weren't even sleeping in the same bed and everyone was asking about babies? The bad thing they had to go through it all again at Bob and Elaine's. And it wouldn't go that well because as soon as they would walk in the door Elaine would know something was wrong. That was the case because as soon as they walked in the front door, Elaine saw their body language and asked Rachel what was wrong with Caylin and Matt. Rachel just sighed, "Maybe you should ask Cay"

"Okay. I will" That whole day, Bob and Elaine both noticed the change in Caylin's attitude and personality. She didn't have any livelihood to her personality; she looked drained and well completely unhappy. That night Caylin and Matt had a talk with Elaine and Bob and got some really good advice. Matt asked Caylin to go on a walk. They were walking on the many acres of the Orton's estate, and just talked. Caylin felt better, but worse. Her guilt had set in and she wasn't sure what to do anymore, but those thoughts were interrupted by a very passionate kiss from Matt. Randy and Rachel were in his old room spying at the couple. Randy smiled and looked at Rachel, "do you think things may actually work out?"

"I don't know Randy. Caylin is very bitter. Have you noticed?"

"Yeah, but maybe through some counseling or something"

"I don't know. I can't believe you want her to forgive someone who cheated on her."

"Well everyone makes mistakes Caylin. Well I want her to be happy, and if he makes her happy then so be it."

"I understand that too." They watched a few more minutes until Caylin and Matt came inside.

They all had some dessert then went back to Randy and Rachel's. The weekend was good for Matt and Caylin although John's face kept popping up when she would be kissing Matt.