I've finally decided to come out. (Even though I'm coming out to my journal I think it still counts.) I'M GAY…and I've happened to keep it conveniently hidden from Charley all these years. I think he was pretty oblivious to how much I care about him the other day when he freaked out on me. He hurt me bad, and to be honest it kind of made me like him less in a way. But I still had the urge to protect him so I decided to go to Jerry's house to find hard proof he was a vampire, that was a very bad idea. He got to me, that son of a bitch vampire got to me! He bit my neck and I swear he could tell I was gay because he seemed to be teasing me before hand, I actually sort of liked it. I guess it's not that bad, it's nice to finally have some power in this world. So clearly now that I'm a vampire I have better things to do other than to write in my journal, this is my last entry. Goodbye old life.
I had to find out what happened to Ed since he hadn't been in school for a week now. I knew the best way to find out was to go to his house and look around his room, that's how I came across this. I can't believe what happened to him, it's so horrible. I know now that Jerry is in fact a vampire, I can tell. But I should have listened to Ed to begin with, I should have trusted him; we should have worked together in this. I'm racked with so much more guilt now than I already had been. Reading this tore my heart open, how could I let this happen to such a good friend? And the way he felt about me…I had no idea.