A/n- Hello all. Sorry I love leaving cliffhangers. I got a big bed yesterday! Yay for me! Okay sorry I'm done now.

Disclaimer- not mine.

Chapter nine- The Only Thing Worse Than Not Knowing, Is You Thinking That I Don't Know

Rory's POV

I was in a room with a bright light. I squinted and looked around. I saw nothing. Oh my god am I dead? No, I can't be! Don't let me be dead. I love Jess, Mom Luke, Grandma, Grandpa… I was bragged away from the light.

I opened my eyes and saw a bunch of doctors and nurses cheering.

"What happened?" I asked drowsily.

"You had a heart attack from stress. (A/n- I don't know if you can have one of them or not but oh well.) Your heart stopped but we brought you back. You have to take it easy, okay?" One doctors said.

"Okay and uhm, where are Jess and Luke?" I asked nervously.

"Sweetie calm down. Were they just in your room before?" a nurse asked. I nodded. "I'll go get them."

She left along with everyone else. I heard muffled voices through the door. I then saw Jess throw open the door. I saw Jess in the doorway with tears streaming down his face.

"Rory?" he asked quietly.

"Jess." I said matching his volume and starting to cry too. He ran up to me and sat on my bed. He grabbed my hand, kissed it and laid his head on my chest. I could hear him cry and feel his tears soaking my hospital gown while mine soaked his hair.

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Jess's POV

"I thought I lost you." I whispered still crying. She was rubbing my back. I saw Luke looking in the doorway smiling. I could car less if he is going to mock me endlessly. The he left, probably to see Lorelai.

"I can't believe I just had a heart attack." Rory mumbled.

"What?" I said and shot up.

"Jess didn't the nurse tell you?" Rory asked sounding confused.

"She probably did, but once she said you were alive I walked into your room."

"Oh. Well, the doctor told me I had a heart attack from stress. He said that my heart stopped but they brought me back." Rory explained starting to cry again.

"Oh. Wow. Come here." I said sitting back down and hugging Rory. "I don't know if you remember this but, uh, well. At your house, after the, uh, dean thing, uhm, before you passed out we, uh, said some, uh, things." I said nervously scratching the back of my neck.

"Oh." Rory said sounding like something just dawned on her. "I love you, Jess Mariano."

I let out the breath I was holding. "I love you too Rory Gilmore." We were moving closer to each other. Our lips were only an inch apart when Luke burst in the room. He looked like he just ran here. Tears were streaming down his face. I held my breath and Rory grabbed my hand. From Luke's appearance, I couldn't tell if the news was good or bad.