Chapter 4
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"We will be together
Leaving our cares behind forever
At the first sign of spring
The heat of the sun will shine right through
Never a moment comes too soon
As the first sign of spring."
Bambi II
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Time: 1:00 PM
Mood: Not in a cutting mood, but not exactly to happy, either.
Location: My hospital room. Which I've been in for the past couple weeks. Damn it.
Location preferred: Home. (But nooo, the doctors said I need to hang around for a little more treatment…)
Dear Diary,
I'm. So. Ruddy. BORED. Seriously, nothing's going on right now. Okay, yes, I know it's a stupid hospital, nothing's supposed to happen, but come on! If I'm going to be cooped up in here for weeks on end, at least let me wander around! I'm driving myself crazy here!
I've been visiting Miss White every day. It was actually her idea that I should keep you. You know, writing down my thoughts makes me feel better and all that lovely crap.
…Actually, this is kind of nice. I can write down what I'm thinking, and I don't have to tell anyone about it. Miss White even wrote "Cree's Diary: Keep Out" on you when she gave you to me. She lets me read what I want to her, and never asks for more. Although now I'm ticked because there's a nurse in my room (who's nosy as hell) and she's trying to read what I'm writing. Let's see if she can read this…
BUG OFF.
Heh. That got her outta here. But now I feel guilty… damn it.
It's really not so bad here. Dad pops in every day, y'know, just to check on me. Mom and Maurice have visited a couple times… even Chad came, but that was only once. The last time Maurice came, we just sat and talked about stuff. He's kept an eye on Abby for me, so he lets me know how she's doing.
Speaking of Abby, Maurice says my little sis got into a fight the other day. Apparently some kid badmouthed me, and she jumped him. Maurice says it doesn't take much to set her off lately. The good news, at least, is that Hoagie Gilligan has been her constant companion since I was sent here. I guess he's afraid to leave her by herself.
I'm worried about Abby. She hasn't come to visit yet (I think Dad won't let her), and I know she was the first person to find me after I slashed my wrists. Before I lost conscience, I heard her scream my name. Maybe when Dad stops by again I'll ask him if Abby can come by sometime.
I'll write more tomorrow. That stupid nurse is back again.
Cree
A.K.A
The girl who's dying of boredom and worried sick about her little sis.
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As you can see, Cree isn't in much of a suicidal mood anymore.
Next chapter: Abby and Cree meet for the first time since Cree slashed her wrists! Dun dun dunnnnnnnn...
... Okay, I'll stop now.
