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I'm Finnaly Back, And I Apologise With All My Heart That It Took Me So Long. I Had Hoped To Get This Chapter Finished And Up 2 Days After The Last One. But It Was More Like What 2 Or More Weeks? I Don't Quite Remember. And I Once Again Apologise Greatly.

You Guys Have Been All Patient So Here It Is. The Final Chapter. The Hardest One To Write. It Is Now 11:24pm I had Maby 3 Paragraphs Of This Story Already Made Up And Done, And I Had A Inspiration Hit All Of A Sudden So Here It is.

Thank You For All The Reviews, And For Reading This. I Know It's Not My Best Work But Hey I Tried And I Hate To Dissapoint So Please..

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The rain continued to pour, and due to the broken window, it was getting blown into my room. I still didn't move from where I sat, my tears now washed away by the rain. Which socked my clothes and plasterd my hair to my face. It had been about an hour since Edward left. My head was hurting from the confusion and pressure of everything that happened.

"Oh my god.." I breathed, leaning my head back against my bed, and running both my hands roughly through my hair. I could still see his face, his eyes, and I could even hear his voice. All of which, still sent a slight shiver running through my body.

I returned my eyes to the window, as I rose to my feet, my muscles aching from sitting so stifly as I did. My feet pulled me to the window. The closer I got, the harsher the wind blew rain into my face. Causing my eyes to flinch and sting everytime water flew into them.

I leaned against the window sill, watching for shards of sharp glass. The lightning and thunder, resided to a low rumble. All I wanted to see, was Edwards Silver Volvo parked in the driveway. I had never seen him like this.

A strong breeze pushed more rain into me, it felt like tiny needles poking at my skin. Knowing I would get sick from just standing here, I gathered up the cordless phone, and a new pair of pajamas, then headed off to the washroom. After I finished changing, I went downstairs and threw my wet clothes into the laundry room. Then I returned the phone to its holder to charge. The battery had died while I was gettign changed.

Running my hand through my damp hair, I walked into the kitchen and turned the water kettle on for a cup of tea. Then I went back to the laundry room and gathered up a thick, yet light, comforter. Which I set up on the couch in the living room. Just as I was about to plop down onto it, the kettle started to scream.

"Mmmmm..." I moaned, shuffeling back into the kitchen. The kettle sat on the oven, it was an old fashioned one, that you had to heat up using the stove. I took down a cup and on the way over to the stove, grabbed the milk out of the fridge. Clicking the stove off, I leaned my back against the counter. I had my hands covering my eyes.

'Edward..' his name kept repeating over, and over in my mind. This strain of not knowing where he was, or what he was doing, was starting to get to me. Wiping a fresh tear off of my cheek, I reached over to grab the kettle.

Wrong move.

Once my hand closed over the handle, I froze in shcok. I forgot to grab a towel to wrap around the metal handle of the kettle. Charlie had dropped the kettle not that long ago, causing the protector guard on the handel to break.

Scrorching hot pain, seared through my hand. My senses kicked on, my mind sceraming to let go of the kettle, but it was as if my hand was frozen to it. I screamed and pulled away from the stove, taking the kettle with me. I wish that Edward was there, to hold me, and to help me let go of the cause of the pain in my hand.

I finnaly dropped the kettle, jumping away from it as it fell to the floor, thankfull that the kettle spilt in the oppostie direction of me. But I did manage to get my left leg slightly burnt from small splatters. I crumpled in a courner, clutching my burning hand, the pain in my leg already fading. The blisters were already forming before my eyes. Tears were flowing continuously down my cheek as my body shuddered violently.

Minutes past, my hand was tingling, burning, and numb. When I trusted my legs enough to stand, I got up and reached for the sink. Turning the tap on as cold as it could go, I rested my hand under it. A hiss escaped passed my clenched teeth as the burn stung painfully.

As my hand soaked, I looked down at the kettle and the wet floor.

'It should be cooled enough to be cleaned,' I thought, turning off the tap and opening a drawer containing towels. Takign out two I threw one onto the floor. The other I used to pick up the kettle with, not trusting to touch it with my bare hands again. After I placed it back onto the stove, I went down onto my knees and started to clean up the watery mess.

About 10 minutes later, the floor was now damp and a little slippery compared to what it had been. I returned to my room upstairs, only to grab Vitemin E cream for my hand. Before I turned to leave, bottle in hand, I glanced up at the calander on my wall beside my door.

Last week Edward went hunting, which is when I had started my period. And by what the calander was showing me (marked with a big red X), I should be relieved of this annoying life cycle either sometime tonight, or tommorow.

Praying for tonight, I once again left my room, stopping off at the washroom, then returned downstairs to the couch.

Two hours later, I was engrosed with flipping through the channels on the T.V., avoiding all the 'adult' channels. My burned hand enveloped with cream.

Finnaly comming to the conclusion that there was good on, I turned off the T.V. and tried to get comfortable, my hand wasn't helping with that. I wasn't sure how long afterwards, or what the time was, but my eyes soon started to drop, before encasing me into a dreamles sleep.

-RING-

Moaning I rolled over, tryign to escape from the annoying sound that was starting to pull me from my morning dream of chocolate and strawberries. My body was enveloped in warmnth. But the ringing kept up, so I finnaly rose from where I was and stumbled tiredly over to the phone.

"Hello..?" I groaned, tryign to swallow the taste of morning mouth away. My mind was not yet fully awake.

"Bella? Hey it's dad, I'm just calling to see how you were doing. I heard that there was a strong storm up there last night." Charlies voice flowed into my mind.

"Storm..? Oh ya, that." Last nights scene replayed in my mind. "Oh ya, uhhh...my window is kinda no longer a window." I stated, trying to quicly think of an excuse as to how it was destroyed.

"Your window broke too? Huh, I see." Charlie stated, not upset at all, which had me highly confused.

"There were more windows broked?" Did I just say broked? I think I need more sleep.

"Ya there were actually a few call ins about windows being shttered by being blown open harshly by the wind." Charlie went on for another few minutes about the situation around Forks, before finnaly stating that he had to go off to meet up with some people.

Relieved that I didn't have to come up with an explanation for the window situation, I said good-bye to him, and hung up the phone. Looking over at the clock on the wall, it read, 10:09am. Sighing, and deciding that it was too early and that my body needed more sleep, I returned to the couch. Which was actually still warm from when I left it a few minutes ago.

Not that long after my head hit the pillow I was once again out like a light.

The next time I woke up, wasn't from a phone call, instead it was from a featherly light touch against my cheek. Reaching my hand up I brushed my hand over my cheek, which tickled. I heard a slight intake of breath, which was followed by my wrist getting caught before I could place it back down. The feeling of a thumb brushing against the palm of my hand cuased me to wince. Someone was holding my burnt hand.

'Someone...'

My eyes snapped open then, and I sat up quickly. Comeing face to face with light topaz eyes. My eyes widened in shock, then realization hit me. I brought up my other hand, and made a fist. Which I threw at the topaz eyed intruder, who mearly held onto that wrist also. Checking that hand before returning his gaze to me.

"Bella what did you do? I leave for what...a few hours and you already hurt yourself!" he chuckled slightly, before sitting down next to me on the couch.

Snapping out of whatever I was in, I pulled back both my arms, keeping the burnt one close to me, the other ocne again in a fist and launching towards Edward. This time he didn't go to catch it.

"Bella what going on? Why are you hitting me? Will you please stop hittign me?" He asked each question between each time I hit him.

I wanted to cry, I wanted to yell at him and scream. But at the moment I felt like hitting him, which I continued to do until he finnaly grabbed my fist and held it to his chest. Pulling me forward into his arms. Two stray tears sliding down my cheeks.

"Why was I hitting you? Edward don't you even recall what happened last night? Think about it, then try asking me again why I was hitting you." I stated into his chest. His distinct smell calming me down and helpign me to relax.

I heard him sigh before mumbling sadly, "I do remember what happened last night, and God Bella you won't believe how sorry I am for it. I never ment to hurt you, it was so hard for me afterwards knowing that I scared you like that."

"And broke my window," I added in for him.

His chest rumbled with a chuckle, "I think 'destroyed' is a better way of putting it."

Nodding my head I pulled back and looked at him, a slight smile on my face, which Edward cupped with his hand. After mumbling a 'hold still' he brough his lips down to mine and lightly brushed them together. Erecting a shiver of delight through me.

After he pulled back he asked with a raised eyebrow, "It you don't mind me asking, what the hell did you do to your hand?"

Looking down at my blistered hand I smikred and said. "Well lets just say I was making a cup of tea and I forgot Charlie broke the kettle handle protector thingy."

Edward threw his head back and laughed, "No matter what you always seem to hurt yourself in some way."

Slapping him painfully, two questions popped into my mind at the same time.

"Ummm Edward? How is it that you're acting fine now?"

His laughter faded before raising his hand up to my eye level. "One," he stuck up one finger,"You're no longer on you're period. And two," he stuck up a second finger, "I find out that it wasn't you're period that was triggering what had happened last night."

Which was going to be another question. What he had said last night utterly and completely comfused me. I musta looked like how I was thinking, confused. He then answered, "Okay last night when I was going through my little...problem, it wasn't because you were on you're period."

More confused I started, "But Carlisle said...?"

"Carlisle, was trying to find a way to get me to stay away from you, and he thought that, that would be the best way too. Even though it was confusing as hell. Okay from what he now told me, I was going through something that most male vampires go through. Basically bloodlust. When a woman is on her period, it doesn't attract vampires, it's just dead blood. As in no good use to us, it doesn't draw us too you."

I nodded my head, as I reached towards the coffee table for the bottle of the Vitimin E Cream, only to have Edward take it from me. He opened it and put some onto his hand. Then he held my burnt one lightly in his hand and slowly rubbed the cream on. My hand flinching from the cold contact of the cream.

I remained quiet as Edward continued.

"As I was saying, male vampires go through another form of bloodlust about 2 or 3 times. As you can probably tell, this was definately my first time going though this. Carlisle told me that, since I am drawn to you, apart of me including my body, keeps telling me to turn you. Its almost split in half, ones telling me to turn you, the other...well to drain you dry you could say. I'm not sure what one would have won last night if I hadn't of been able to leave, but I know that if either had happened, I don't know how I would be able to keep on going."

He held onto my burnt hand just a little to tight, which drew a gasp from me. He released my hand and rose to his feet, walking a few feet away. I followed, and reached out a hand to rest on his shoulder. Squeezing it slightly, before turning him around and, on my tip-toes, lightly kissed his lips. Pulling back slightly, I said in a low voice, "You know that no matter hwat, I will always love you, even if you hurt me I will still love you."

The look on his face clearly showed that he both liked and hated what I said to him. "Bella you don't understand I could have killed you last night or even turned you!" he growled, tryign to pull away from me, only to have me wrap my arms around him. Preventing him from walking asway.

"Edward, you know that I wouldn't regret or be mad at you if you turned me, you know that I want to be with you forever, " He glared down at me before lookign away. I continued, "If I died...well that would be another thing, but you know I love you Edward, and what happened last night wasn't your fault. Now we know to watch out for it, we can prevent that situation from occuring again."

He slowly noded his head, before stating, "I just...don't know what I would do without you, or if I hurt you. I love you."

I smiled and once again stretched up to meet his lips with mine, this time he bent slightly downwards to meet me. "I love you too." After I announced that, he picked me up, careful of my burnt hand, and layed down onto the couch. Me ontop of him. After pulling the conforter over-top of us, he started to slowly rub my back, humming my song.

"I guess we need to fix your window before our dad comes home." he joked, brushing strands of hair away from my face.

Shifting slightly I told him, "Not now. Now sleep. Besides more windows broke last night due to the weather."

He chuckled before wraping his arms around me, holding me protectivly in his grasp as I slipped once again into the hands of sleep. Knowing that this time, he would still be holding me when I woke up.


Well There You Have It And Once Again Thank You, And If I Dissapointed Anyone I Apologise With All My Heart, And I May Even Fix This Chapter Up. I Apologise For Any Spelling Mistakes, But I Am Extreamly Tired, And I Wanted To Get This Out ASAP So There You Have It.

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-MercuryAshlingPrincess