Hello!!! So much time since i didn't updated, but finally I'm here!!! Let's move on writing this chap, I don't have so much time.

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Kai woke up at 6.00. He thanked no one was still awake, and he walked immediately to the kitchen in order to prepare some breakfast. As soon as he put the water to boil –to make a tea- he heard footsteps coming to him.

"there's something you didn't told me yesterday" said a male voice.

"eh?" Kai turned round. It was Ray.

"what are you fearing, Kai?"

"I don't fear--"

"I know. What are you fearing?"

"I... I fear to be discovered. I fear that they can discover I'm weak."

"you aren't weak."

"don't lie me, Ray. Don't tell me that I'm not when you know I cry"

Ray's eyes opened wide. "to cry isn't weakness!"

"that's what the lesson says. To tell is another weakness. I was prevented of telling and crying, but I don't know why, I'm doing so, and I can't keep inside my tears."

"what else said the Lesson?"

"don't cry, don't tell your feelings, because that shows weakness and weakness gives power to the other. Don't love, because you'll be betrayed, don't follow orders, give orders; don't talk with weak, defeat weak and teach them what you need by the defeat. Don't respect your equals, respect your Master, and let us do what we want with your soul and body-- " Kai, realizing which part of the lesson was about going to say, stopped suddenly.

"go on"

"..."

"Kai? What were you going to say? How does the lesson finish?"

"because we have the best power that you want."

"you... omitted some part in the middle. Tell me what is."

"no."

"Kai, I'm only trying to help! I don't want you to stay with that pain! all humans have pain sometime, and I know how it is like, please, let me help you!"

"I could swear... you don't know what pain is. 'and let us do what we want with your soul and body... because all what we do you must like it, and you mustn't refuse to give in, because we have the best power that you want."

'is it what I think? Could it be...?' thought Ray. "did you want that?"

"I didn't want the power... I... didn't want... that."

"what was that?"

"..."

"..."

"..."

"if it's so much for you, you can tell it to me later, friend."

"thanks..."

"Maxi and the Chief will wake up soon... if you have any doubts please tell me... anything."

"ok...ok..."

As they had supposed, the Chief and Max woke up soon and they woke up Tyson too, who, as normally, slept till late.

The afternoon was entire training, and at the evening, the Chief, Max and Tyson went to the supermarket with Tyson's Grandpa. Ray walked near Kai, and, slowly, ran a hand by his cheek.

"are you going to tell me?"

"why am I feeling so strange recently? Since I saw a guy on the street... that was the first time I had a nightmare with my childhood. Do you think it has something to do with it?"

"Probably. But if you don't tell me the whole story... I can't guess only knowing the lesson!"

"what do you mean?"

"I know you've been covering something to my eyes."

"my more painful secret. You are reliable enough not to tell this to anybody?"

"..."

"I... that day... HE... took me out from my room... to teach me something... in the middle of the night... I lost my purity that horrible day... HE made it..."

"Boris?" Kai nodded.

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so bad! But that gives me something to go on with the fic.

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If some of you has done a Kai/Hil please make me know!!!!!!! I want to read good ones!!!!!!

Bye by now!

Mika-