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A/n: Thanks for all the ideas guys j/k I know it's been a long time since I last updated this story so I don't expect to have any of my old readers.

"So Lily what's life like living with four college boys" I asked.

"I almost feel bad for the girls they bring back every night they never have skirts that could provide any warmth at all" she laughed.

"JESS"

"Not home"

"What is he out with his other girlfriends?"

"No he's in class and you're here almost everyday he doesn't have any other girlfriends Ben on the other hand has a different girl in here every night sometimes two he's trying to get Marty out there as he so kindly put it"

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"Sarah" I saw her as I was walking out of class

"Hey stranger how you doing" she asked.

"Can't complain, you"

"I'm great"

"Good I thought you were at NYU"

"I was I am"

"Then why are you here" I asked in a harsher tone then I meant to.

"Whoa chill out I'm just visiting an old friend Paolo is in Stars Hollow visiting poor little sick Lizzie"

"Lizzie's sick"

"Yeah she has a cold"

I walked away from her and into the dorm parking lot. I got into the car and Sara got in too. I looked at her and she shrugged

"He dropped me off"

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"Jess I know you're worried about her but she's fine kids get colds and yes even kids like her get colds and they're fine" I tried to calm him down "at least call and see if she's doing badly then by all means if she is go but if she's fine which I'm sure she is then come back before you miss your next class"

"She's more important than class" he spoke for the first time in about ten minutes.

"Jess hang up the phone and call Luke if Lizzie is in bad shape call me and I'll go to and I'll bring Lily I'm not leaving her here and tell Sarah I said congratulations on her getting part in that play"

"She's going to be in a play how did you know that when I did"

"We talk on a daily basis" I told him.

"I find it amazing that you who met her once talks to her more than me who knew her her whole life"

"Call Luke and calm down"

I walked into Jess's suite and found Lily on the table tied to chairs with Ben standing over her with a spoon wearing scrubs and a mask.

"Ben how many times do I have to tell you not to practice on Lily go see Paris she wants to talk to you about some project"

"Ok thanks" he left forgetting to untie Lily.

"Please tell me you've come to get me out of here"

"Not quite Jess is gone"

"You're kidding where is he going?"

"Stars Hollow"

"Oh ok you scared me so he went home to visit Luke and forgot about me now you're telling me I'm going to have to deal until he comes back right"

"Lizzie has a cold"

"Oh ok I forgive him he really does freak out whenever that girl sneezes"

"She's special"

"I know I know but lots of kids just like her get colds an are fine"

"That's not what I mean" I said "Jess's mother died having her and she's the last piece of his mother that he has she's kind a miracle baby right before she was born Liz was hit by a bus and amazingly Lizzie was fine"

"I didn't know that he doesn't talk about stuff like that"

"I know it's not your fault he's just kind of closed off"

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"She's fine the doctor says it's allergies poor kid"

"So are we turning back" she asked.

"Yea we might as well"

Sarah's phone rang and she picked it up. Her expression changed her smile faded and her eyes didn't look as bright. I pulled over knowing something was wrong.

"She collapsed walking out of the pediatrician's office" she stared straight ahead at the road.

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Lily sat quietly in the car. She hadn't seen Lizzie very many times but everyone loved her as soon as they saw her. I drove at least twenty miles per hour above speed limit. I wasn't worried. Lily tried to convince me to drive slower saying that if we got pulled over it would take longer. I didn't listen. We pulled up in front of Hartford Memorial Hospital. We ran to the room that Jess had told us to go to finding Lizzie in the bed hooked up to tons of tubes and Jess and Luke watching her and my mom talking to a doctor.

"How is she doing" I asked

"She has some kind of virus" Jess said.

"Where's Sarah and Paolo"

"Getting coffee" Luke stood up from the chair he was in.

"She'll be ok right" Lily asked.

Jess nodded mom looked worried.

"Lily why don't you call your mom I'm sure she'd want an update" I handed her my phone.

"Why aren't you in school" Luke asked.

"She's not feeling very well today" I smiled.

"Do you want a doctor to check you out" Jess asked.

"I thought you told him why you weren't going" I said.

"No I told him I didn't feel well"

"Oh"

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"Jess" Lizzie whispered.

"Hey you're awake how you feeling" she turned to the side and puked into a bucket by the bed "that bad huh?"

She nodded.

"Poor kid" Lily said.

"She always looks so happy" Sarah cooed.

"She always is" Luke smiled weakly.

"I'm going to get something to eat" Sarah said and left the room. I followed her out.

"Hey get me a bag of chips" I said.

"Ok" she got me one "I'm so worried about her I hope she's ok do you think she'll be ok" she hugged me. I kissed her.

"Oh my god" a voice came from behind. Sarah pulled away and looked past me at the person the voice belonged to.

"Rory" she said.

I turned around "Rory I'm..."

She walked away. I ran after her catching up quickly.

"Rory I'm sorry"

"Save it Jess you've known her a long time I know you liked her and it's hard to stop liking someone she's always been there for you and you and I have only known each other a few years there's no reason why you should give up on your first love for me"

"You are my first love"

"Then you wouldn't have kissed her"

"Well Dean was your first love and you kissed me when you were with him"

"I didn't love him the way I love you"

"Well I don't love Sarah the way I love you she's like my sister"

"I don't know many people that kiss their sister like that I'm sure you've never kissed Lily or Lizzie like that"

"Rory you have to understand"

"You want to know what I understand I understand that we're over"

"Rory come on don't be like that"

"It's not like you're the only guy in the word their are plenty of other guys I could go out with"

"Rory I love you and I'm sorry"

"No as soon as Lizzie is out of here I'm going back to school and I don't want to see you out of class"

"Rory we've been together for over a year you're really just going to throw it away over one little kiss"

"Hey I've done it before" I said "I was with Dean for over two years but I threw it all away over one little kiss"

"Huh well Lizzie's doing better she should be released soon just go back now"

"Fine if you want me to leave I will tell everyone I said good bye"

"Will do"