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I woke up in my bed with a note on my forehead. It was from Lily she wanted me to know that she had gone to school. My head was pounding. How much did I drink last night? I took the aspirin on my nightstand. Then I felt something in my pocket. She must have given me the stuff sometime during the night. I finished the work I had missed then went around giving it to all my professors. When I got back to the room I looked at the stuff in the bag. It was oxycontin. I'd never used prescription drugs before. I only used the stuff my mom wouldn't notice and the prescription drugs she would. I took one then another until all of them were gone I went outside then everything went black.
I heard voices. I recognized them as Rory's and Lily's I couldn't make out what they were saying.
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"Is he ok" I asked.
"Well he's worse than most of the overdoses I see because he had an eating disorder" the doctor said.
"What no he eats and someone would know if he was bulimic" Rory said "right Lily."
"I'd know if he was bulimic I'm with him all the time but he hasn't eaten anything in awhile" the machine monitoring his heart started beeping and we were shooed out of the room.
Ten minutes later a doctor came out and said he went into cardiac arrest but they were able to get it to start again and now he's in a coma.
"Is it just me or does this all seem very Terri Schiavo" Lorelai walked into the waiting room with Luke.
"Don't even joke like that" Rory said and hugged her mom "I had been so mean to him I had shut him out and now he's..."
"He'll be fine" I told her "he has to be."
"I'm going to go see him" I went into the room.
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"Jess how could you do that" I heard Rory crying "why would you turn to drugs why would you stop eating stop going to class why would you throw everything away."
I tried to wake up I tried to speak but I couldn't. I wanted to tell her that it wasn't worth it if she wasn't with me.
"I haven't slept since we broke up I couldn't stop crying" she sniffled.
Well that's what you get for being a spoiled brat. I didn't mean that I'm sorry. Jeez what did this chick do to me I'm apologizing to her in my thoughts.
"I shouldn't have broken up with you I should've understood" she sobbed.
Yea you should've you know I love you.
"I saw the lists" she said "I think you give me a little too much credit I'm not the smartest person you know I'm definitely not the most beautiful person you met you met both Jennifer Anniston and Angelina Jolie in California."
I don't think you give yourself enough credit. No one has anything on you.
"I miss you so much I'd gotten used to seeing you everyday always talking to you I got used to being with you and now that I'm not nothing is the same."
Well too bad this was your idea.
"You have to get better ok" she grabbed my hand.
Why what difference is it going to make.
"I hope you can hear me" she sniffled again.
Of course I can hear you I'm not deaf. I don't even want to think about what Paris would say if she heard you right now.
"You have to make it Jess you have to I don't know what I'd do if you didn't pull through"
I know you'd go on with your life and go out with someone else.
"I could never be with anyone other than you"
Wasn't it your idea for us to see other people?
"Lizzie is getting better did you know that"
Yes I knew that how did you.
"She just got out she's in the waiting room now she wants to see you"
Then why are you here get out and let her see me.
"They're only letting people over 18 in though"
What? Why?
"Luke is gone he couldn't stand being in the hospital anymore he came to see you but threw up that's when he left"
Poor Luke. Did I just say well think poor Luke?
"I hate that we broke up I hate that everything got messed up"
Welcome to the club you get a nice membership package called depression.
"I love you Jess more than anything you're the only one I've ever loved and the only one I want to be with"
Wait what.
"Oh my god what did I do I messed up the best thing that ever happened to me."
Wait you messed up no you didn't you did the right thing I'm surprised proud almost that you didn't let someone walk all over you even if it was me.
"I love you" she kissed me. I opened my eyes then closed them and kissed her back. She pulled away.
"OH MY GOD" she hugged me "I was so worried don't ever do that again" she hit my arm lightly.
"Oh come on you know it's no that easy to get rid of me" I said.
"Don't joke" she said.
"I love you" I said.
"I love you too" she kissed me again.
"So does this mean that we're..."
"Yes"
