Ok I'm ready to write chapter 2 and if you don't like it screw you! Just kidding I hope you like it 'cause that would be nice. Also I wasn't sure what day that the last show took place on so I'm just going to say it was a Thursday, okay? Okay.
CHAPTER 2
I walked away from Brian, wiping my tears away from my face. I still don't know why I was crying. I felt so stupid. I got in my house and got ready for all the questions my parents were going to lay on me, 3, 2, 1.
"I thought you and Jordan were together," said my mother as if she was "up" on the latest gossip.
"Neh," I grunted as I headed toward the stairs avoiding all eye contact.
"I need more of an answer than that. You were with Brian out there," she said putting her hands on her hips and giving me the motherly I'm-pissed-off look.
"Why do you even care? Besides I'm not with Brian," I said as I proceeded upstairs.
"So you just go up to any guy and throw yourself on him? Is that how I raised you?" she looked at me with hard eyes.
"Oh my god my I didn't throw myself on him I'm not some slut," I turned away from the stairs and sat on the couch.
"Then what were you doing?" she said raising an eyebrow. My dad just entered the door at that moment with a smile and when he saw our faces it soon turned into a frown. He stood back and just acted as a spectator.
"I was hugging him. I was in a bad mood. Now I just feel worse," with that note I walked up to my room and slammed the door behind me. I laid on my bed wide-awake trying to sleep. It didn't work. All I could think about was Brian. How he just denied the fact that he wrote the letter even though I knew he did. I liked him. But I didn't want to think that I just liked him because he wrote the note, because that wasn't it. The fact that he wrote the note just made me realize that I liked him. I was just always in denial. Like he is now. I hate how things work out. Stupid fate, you have to ruin everything. I have to see him. Tomorrow, it has to be tomorrow. My head will be clearer.
My alarm woke me up early that morning. I shot up from bed. I took a quick (really quick) shower, brushed my and hair teeth, got dressed, and in less then 20 minutes later I was at Brian's door. My heart was beating so fast and heart I wondered if he could hear it. I slowly lifted my finger up and rang the doorbell. I was so scared that he was going to reject me like he did (well sort of) the night before. I could tell that he surprised to see me, and I didn't blame him. I asked if I could come in and he accepted.
"Are your parents home?" I asked quietly.
"No they left for work already. I'm sorry about last night. Whatever happened, I'm sorry. And I have to tell you because it would be wrong if I did, but even worse if I didn't. That…I did write the letter, and you probably new that because I'm a bad liar," he said looking so shy my heart went out for him.
"Yeah you are a bad liar…but thanks for telling me. And I'm sorry for my sister. That was…bad," I wanted to say something else but it wouldn't come out. Instead I just got closer to him. I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. It was a soft kiss but it felt good. We soon pulled away I started to blush and he looked even more shocked than before. Before he could say anything good or bad I gave him a quick peck on the cheek and was gone.
I got on the bus and sat in the back next to some random person because I didn't want to face Brian. I got to school and found Rayanne. She was talking with Sharon Cherski, which I didn't find that surprising because they seemed to hate each other a lot less lately. I walked up to Rayanne and Sharon knew to leave, she said her goodbyes and was off. "Rayanne I don't want to get into some big discussion about what happened. I just want to say I'm sorry for making a big deal out of it and I hope we can put the past behind us," and I meant everything I said.
"Don't worry I already forgot about it, now lets go find Jordan for you," she said gleefully.
"No not Jordan I never want to see him again," I said groaning.
"But Rickie told me all about the note," Rayanne said looking confused.
"Did he also tell you that Brian wrote it?" I asked her.
"Enough said," we both laughed and ran down the hall. I didn't mention to her what had happened that morning. I figured I didn't feel like hearing the name "Krakow" 800 times.
Uh class is so boring. I want to go home, and listen to music. I actually want to be annoyed by my little sister. I want to escape seeing Brian everywhere I go. Even though I kind of want to see him. But I really do want to escape seeing Jordan, he makes me sick.
(Bell rings)
"Okay I expect all of you to have your assignments in by Monday they're worth 3 test grades," my teacher said over the noise off all the students moving around and talking. Oh crap I wasn't listening to her, when she said what the assignment was. I'm dead! Well at least school is over so I can dwell at home. No wait Brian will know!
I spotted him just as he was walking outside. "Brian!" I screamed trying to catch up with him, forgetting that he lives across the street from me and he rids the same bus as me. He turned around to find that it was me calling his name. He looked surprised as if he was expecting me to be to embarrassed to look at him. Even though I was. "What is our assignment? I wasn't listening," I said trying to avoid eye contact.
"You have to re-write a scene from Romeo + Juliet into modern day language," he said nodding his head and waving his hands a little bit.
"Thanks," I said then walked away.
"Wait," he touched my arm to stop me. I shivered from his touch and turned around slowly. "So about what happened this morning…was that just to. Well ya' know, did you just do it so I wouldn't feel stupid about last night? Because if you did you can tell me I won't get mad."
"What? No I didn't just kiss you so you wouldn't feel stupid I kissed you because I wanted to. Why? Did you only kiss me back so I wouldn't feel stupid about kissing you?"
"Well uh…"
I turned away and he grabbed my arm again but this time I pulled away and sat down at the back of the bus in silence. When I got home I locked myself in my room, lied down on my bed and fell asleep.
That's it for this chapter and if it sucked PLEASE tell me!
